Monday, November 30, 2009
I'm...
Lazy as hell to do a proper post, but I will do my best.
Ok today, start of week. As always shit as hell, can't even wake up, last night spent the whole night downloading Call of Duty 2: Modern Warfare 2, end up cannot play, fucking waste of my time.
End up morning cannot wake up(slept @ 5am), kena morning call by Piggy but still can't summon the energy to fully awake. Dunno why, but hearing your voice didn't make me want to wake up & go school, no motivation at all.
If next time you in the rush don't call me le, because I listen liao felt like you don't want to talk at all & since likedat I won't care for what you have to say(or at least thats what I felt at that time).
Wanted to go for afternoon de lesson, but think of the long hours in that room, totally made me sian diao... I got a gut feeling warning letter 3 is not far away...
Think my GPA 3.5 maybe also will fly away liao. Dunno la, don't feel like studying le, just don't have the motivation anymore.
Before would still think of OUR future & wanted to chiong to study hard so that I can give you a future to look forward to, but now I feel that since I also no longer in Piggy's heart le, whats the point in being so hardworking for-
ARGH!! Whatever la!
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee ;DD: Ha, goes to show that you always turn my music player off, I had that song inside the list for a very long time already.
♠deadgal: Lols, will update de la, I'm not abandoning this blog, its my "chu qi tong" :x You went to see doctor for? You not feeling well? Hope you get well soon.
♠shanniie: Life is... can't really say fine... ok I guess. Definately not better then yours *sigh*
♠Yin: Wah, lady boss liao, aizai hor? So that movie marathon thingy you mentioned, whats it about?
Ok today, start of week. As always shit as hell, can't even wake up, last night spent the whole night downloading Call of Duty 2: Modern Warfare 2, end up cannot play, fucking waste of my time.
End up morning cannot wake up(slept @ 5am), kena morning call by Piggy but still can't summon the energy to fully awake. Dunno why, but hearing your voice didn't make me want to wake up & go school, no motivation at all.
If next time you in the rush don't call me le, because I listen liao felt like you don't want to talk at all & since likedat I won't care for what you have to say(or at least thats what I felt at that time).
Wanted to go for afternoon de lesson, but think of the long hours in that room, totally made me sian diao... I got a gut feeling warning letter 3 is not far away...
Think my GPA 3.5 maybe also will fly away liao. Dunno la, don't feel like studying le, just don't have the motivation anymore.
Before would still think of OUR future & wanted to chiong to study hard so that I can give you a future to look forward to, but now I feel that since I also no longer in Piggy's heart le, whats the point in being so hardworking for-
ARGH!! Whatever la!
And I thought this year's Christmas & New Year would be different, end up still unchanged...
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee ;DD: Ha, goes to show that you always turn my music player off, I had that song inside the list for a very long time already.
♠deadgal: Lols, will update de la, I'm not abandoning this blog, its my "chu qi tong" :x You went to see doctor for? You not feeling well? Hope you get well soon.
♠shanniie: Life is... can't really say fine... ok I guess. Definately not better then yours *sigh*
♠Yin: Wah, lady boss liao, aizai hor? So that movie marathon thingy you mentioned, whats it about?
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King
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King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/30/2009 11:18:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Finally! Update!
Ah! Update le! Stop bugging me to update! Zzz...
Ok la, very very sorry for not updating for awhile already... eh... almost 1 week+ I suppose? Whatever la, now got update le so be grateful! ;P
Ok la I don't want to bore you all with my ah gong's stories so I'll just summarise everything from the latest to the oldest.
29th November afternoon till now...
Went to Sitex 3rd day because someone wanted to see see, end up didn't even step in... AT ALL! Because she didn't like too crowdy place -.-
Short while outside jiu go home le, rest of the day... nothing much to say.
Reach home le, slacked, slacked & slacked. Don't feel like getting started on Entrepreneur Project 2 so soon, bloody hell I just finished the 1st one, now must stress myself to do the second one again?
Don't care ah, I want more participation from those 2 idiots for this project or else...
28th November till 29th morning...
Went out with Ken, Teng & Nel, finally got to sit his XIAO HONG(See picture below: Red Suzuki Swift) liao!! (Actually I already ride in it on last week Sunday ;P)
Went to Sitex on the 2nd day, Teng wanted to buy a new PC so went around to walk walk look for the brand he wanted(Nel advised him to just buy the parts of PC & assemble it himself, but Teng preferred the security of buying an entire set), as for me... well my eyes was busy the whole time... too many attractive promoters le :x
Saw my school de senior working as Canon promoter, looked at him, looked quite familar but don't recognise him at all, even after he tell me he is my senior... oh well I just pretended I remember, must be friendly mah :x
After that we went to Illuma @ Bugis Street there to wake, funny incident happened.
Almost reaching there when we saw that the ERP was on! Ken wanted to save ERP money ($1.50 for car) so siam it & took a detour because the sign showed "5:30pm - 5:35pm" & when we was approaching it was 5:33pm so decided drive around for 2 mins then come back.
But when we come back, the ERP didn't turn off! Worst still it extended the time till 7:55pm!! The price also increased become $2!! LMAO!! Ken was in the 3rd lane cannot turn right to avoid liao so bo pian cross it & pay $2, but then later on he miss the road turning into Illuma's carpark so the $2 he paid for the ERP wasted!!
Ended up park at one of the nearest carpark(60 cents parking only all the way till the next morning, WTH?) then walk over.
Nothing much in Illuma lor, went up the top to see the biggest lan shop that Nel mention ok la, just big & new lor... not so the computers made of gold or what, but the coms there have L4D2.
PS:I know... his breast "lao hong", don't ask me why, ask the people who put up the exhibits :x
After that we went to eat steamboat, went to one of the restaurants that Ken recommand. Hmmmm... not bad la, it's an eat-all-you-can steamboat so we order a whole load of food- dam thinking of the plates of beef makes my tummy call now *drools*
Afterwards Xiao Hong-ed back to Sengkang/Punggol to prepare to ton @ Nel's house.
Watched 5 mins of SAW 6 on Nel's computer, after that all of us too shaken to continue watching already...
Wei not say we no guts ok, go watch the 1st 5 mins of SAW 6 then come tell me whether you dare watch the rest of the show ornot lor & tell you all 1st, the 1st 5 mins is the part before the title "SAW 6" come out we already watch until bite nails, cover eyes & non-stop facepalm liao >.<
Ended up watched the Korean Tsunami movie while waiting for Eugene to come.
Teng knocked out 1st(Weak la, still wear the Division 9 Infantry singlet... act one only -.-), we (me, Ken, Nel & Eugene) played dai-di while drinking(Vodka + Coke/Mug) & while munching on Nel's combat rations... joking la we ate his house biscuits because feeling hungry liao then lazy go down supper cos dam tired.
Afterwards went home, I made a detour because I heard some had more drinks for me(eh, I pro liao ok, this didn't even felt drunk after drink so many cups, alcohol tolerance level up!!).
Played Bejewelled while drinking, Piggy called, chatted with her awhile, not much after that, cooked abit(cooking while tipsy, pro right?) & then went home le...
27th November...
Actually suppose to go cycling with Val mummy but she sick... so cancelled, wanted go gym, then Teng suggested go Sitex but for some reason which I forgetten end up he no go, only me & Ken.
Zhun zhun Ken say his parents go Batam for some family matters, car key left at home so can drive Xiao Hong, so asked Rock Lee(Ken's Nitec classmate, Teck Hou) along also.
Walked around Sitex to see if can find the laptop DVD drive that Ken wanted, but don't have, so decided to go town have dinner(@ Aijisen. Yay! Miso Char Siew Ramen! I miss you so much! *yum*) & watch movie after.
Watched...
Ok la, not a bad movie, dam graphical(M18.) but not as bad as SAW 6(R21!)!!! Overall if you like action movies &... RAIN(Yes... that Korean singer named after a weather condition)!! Then you will love this movie alot, I personally think the lead actress can be replaced with a prettier one, won't spoil it for anyone who is interested in watching so go watch it yourself & you will know.
Also, found out something that day... that Orchard Central's multi story carpark... is the most FUCK MS carpark ever, 6 floors of pure roller coaster-ing!!
Kenny parked there, so I had to endure 6 floors of going round & round & round up, then 6 floors of going round & round & round DOWN! Zzz... after that had quite a headache.
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... SKIPPED!!!!
PS: Ps la, really nothing interesting happened at all what you all wan me to say? Most interesting thing is collect my new set of contact lenses only & thats all liao...
22th November... Sunday!!
Yup! This is the day that I 1st sat in Kenny's SSK Swift! Went with Teng to Suntec for the food fair, but end up reach Suntec le, went up only saw the cosplay event going on & realise the bloody food fair was @ EXPO...
Anyways... photos.
If I remembered correct, after that went to have supper with Ken's poly classmates @ Simpang Bedok, had chicken chop... omg I'm feeling very hungry liao... jialat jialat >.<
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY VAL MUMMY!! 22nd November!!
Left to right: Shing Hoong, Me(ahDeX!), Valerie Mummy(Xiao Wei), Yuan Feng & Kenny
Went to Val mummy's chalet with Ken, Nel, Teng, Yuan Feng & Shing Hong(Alan came later on) to her chalet to celebrate her 21st birthday, we're the 1st to arrive so gave her birthday present bought we went to buy the day before(Hope you like it, we honestly had no idea what to get you >.<).
Sorry ah mummy, wanted to stay overnight de, but learned of something dam shocking the day before, so totally no mood to stay overnight, ended up went to Parklane there to play lan because Teng was forced to play DoTA with his army friends.
Anyways, just want to take this opportunity(although abit late now, but whatever)want to wish my Val mummy a Happy 21st Birthday!! Wish that you will stay pretty forever :)
Afterwards, Eugene drove us home after LAN-ing @ Parklane. Remembered one thing from that day... Eugene paid $7 just to use the toilet, because he accidently drove into the car wash when entered the patrol station! LMAO!! XD & that he's a dam safety 1st driver... TPE/CTE expressway, his car speed maintained at 80... -.-'''
21st November
Nothing much, went to gym. Afterwards meet up with Kenny, heard the shocking news! :O
Then meet up with Yuan Feng @ Bugis to buy Xiao Wei's birthday present, had dinner at Bugis Street KFC, afterwards bus home.
Saw into Micheal Shoo, but I don't think she recognise me... just Kenny oh well I know the reason why *sly smile @ Ken's direction* hehes.
Strangest thing is although we took the same bus, she later got off & took the next bus 80 behind ours... we saw her in it when he alight to switch to 62.
My brand new jacket & bag, guess how much both cost each?
You'll be shocked when I tell you ;)
Ok end this LOOOOONNNNNG post with me pretending to be an Assassin like the guy from Assassins Creed I, a rather poor attempt at imitating him...
Photo of me & the character below to referance.
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♠deadgal: PS! That day MSN no reply you, I was sleeping like a pig, MSN left zhu, finally updated le! :)
♠Yin: Si Auntie! You try stay up late the next time got such meteorites event again & see if got ornot lor ;P
♠G: Eh? Who are you?
♠Renee ;DD: I wasn't really angry that day, no need to apologise de actually :)
♠Piggy.R: No more such stupid tags from you again, I told you the day before already.
Ok la, very very sorry for not updating for awhile already... eh... almost 1 week+ I suppose? Whatever la, now got update le so be grateful! ;P
Ok la I don't want to bore you all with my ah gong's stories so I'll just summarise everything from the latest to the oldest.
29th November afternoon till now...
Went to Sitex 3rd day because someone wanted to see see, end up didn't even step in... AT ALL! Because she didn't like too crowdy place -.-
Short while outside jiu go home le, rest of the day... nothing much to say.
Reach home le, slacked, slacked & slacked. Don't feel like getting started on Entrepreneur Project 2 so soon, bloody hell I just finished the 1st one, now must stress myself to do the second one again?
Don't care ah, I want more participation from those 2 idiots for this project or else...
28th November till 29th morning...
Went out with Ken, Teng & Nel, finally got to sit his XIAO HONG(See picture below: Red Suzuki Swift) liao!! (Actually I already ride in it on last week Sunday ;P)
Went to Sitex on the 2nd day, Teng wanted to buy a new PC so went around to walk walk look for the brand he wanted(Nel advised him to just buy the parts of PC & assemble it himself, but Teng preferred the security of buying an entire set), as for me... well my eyes was busy the whole time... too many attractive promoters le :x
Saw my school de senior working as Canon promoter, looked at him, looked quite familar but don't recognise him at all, even after he tell me he is my senior... oh well I just pretended I remember, must be friendly mah :x
After that we went to Illuma @ Bugis Street there to wake, funny incident happened.
Almost reaching there when we saw that the ERP was on! Ken wanted to save ERP money ($1.50 for car) so siam it & took a detour because the sign showed "5:30pm - 5:35pm" & when we was approaching it was 5:33pm so decided drive around for 2 mins then come back.
But when we come back, the ERP didn't turn off! Worst still it extended the time till 7:55pm!! The price also increased become $2!! LMAO!! Ken was in the 3rd lane cannot turn right to avoid liao so bo pian cross it & pay $2, but then later on he miss the road turning into Illuma's carpark so the $2 he paid for the ERP wasted!!
Ended up park at one of the nearest carpark(60 cents parking only all the way till the next morning, WTH?) then walk over.
Nothing much in Illuma lor, went up the top to see the biggest lan shop that Nel mention ok la, just big & new lor... not so the computers made of gold or what, but the coms there have L4D2.
One of the exhibits at the ground floor.
Everyone, meet Warchief Thrall from World of Warcraft! (And Doctor Doom from Fantastic Four in the back :x)
Everyone, meet Warchief Thrall from World of Warcraft! (And Doctor Doom from Fantastic Four in the back :x)
PS:I know... his breast "lao hong", don't ask me why, ask the people who put up the exhibits :x
After that we went to eat steamboat, went to one of the restaurants that Ken recommand. Hmmmm... not bad la, it's an eat-all-you-can steamboat so we order a whole load of food- dam thinking of the plates of beef makes my tummy call now *drools*
Poor prawn, kena suicide-ed by the clumsy "auntie" waitress when she help top up our soup, lucky I changed seat with Ken, because his pants tio the soup :x Thanks ah bro! Help me block "xue guang zhi zai" :x
This is the "AFTER" photo of our dinner that night... forgetten to take "BEFORE" one...
Nel staring at something he wants in the pot, whats Teng looking at? CHIO BU???!!!
Stupid Ken, trying act cool when he knows I taking his photo -.-
This is the "AFTER" photo of our dinner that night... forgetten to take "BEFORE" one...
Nel staring at something he wants in the pot, whats Teng looking at? CHIO BU???!!!
Stupid Ken, trying act cool when he knows I taking his photo -.-
Afterwards Xiao Hong-ed back to Sengkang/Punggol to prepare to ton @ Nel's house.
Watched 5 mins of SAW 6 on Nel's computer, after that all of us too shaken to continue watching already...
Wei not say we no guts ok, go watch the 1st 5 mins of SAW 6 then come tell me whether you dare watch the rest of the show ornot lor & tell you all 1st, the 1st 5 mins is the part before the title "SAW 6" come out we already watch until bite nails, cover eyes & non-stop facepalm liao >.<
Ended up watched the Korean Tsunami movie while waiting for Eugene to come.
Teng knocked out 1st(Weak la, still wear the Division 9 Infantry singlet... act one only -.-), we (me, Ken, Nel & Eugene) played dai-di while drinking(Vodka + Coke/Mug) & while munching on Nel's combat rations... joking la we ate his house biscuits because feeling hungry liao then lazy go down supper cos dam tired.
Afterwards went home, I made a detour because I heard some had more drinks for me(eh, I pro liao ok, this didn't even felt drunk after drink so many cups, alcohol tolerance level up!!).
Played Bejewelled while drinking, Piggy called, chatted with her awhile, not much after that, cooked abit(cooking while tipsy, pro right?) & then went home le...
Photos taken @ Nel's house:
Thanks Teng we so wanted to see your armpit hair when you woke up from your KO ;P
Teng wake up liao, Eugene KO! WEAKLINGS!
Clockwise: Eugene, Ken, Teng, ME!! (I'm taking the photo la) & Nel.
Thanks Teng we so wanted to see your armpit hair when you woke up from your KO ;P
Teng wake up liao, Eugene KO! WEAKLINGS!
Clockwise: Eugene, Ken, Teng, ME!! (I'm taking the photo la) & Nel.
27th November...
Actually suppose to go cycling with Val mummy but she sick... so cancelled, wanted go gym, then Teng suggested go Sitex but for some reason which I forgetten end up he no go, only me & Ken.
Zhun zhun Ken say his parents go Batam for some family matters, car key left at home so can drive Xiao Hong, so asked Rock Lee(Ken's Nitec classmate, Teck Hou) along also.
Walked around Sitex to see if can find the laptop DVD drive that Ken wanted, but don't have, so decided to go town have dinner(@ Aijisen. Yay! Miso Char Siew Ramen! I miss you so much! *yum*) & watch movie after.
Watched...
Ok la, not a bad movie, dam graphical(M18.) but not as bad as SAW 6(R21!)!!! Overall if you like action movies &... RAIN(Yes... that Korean singer named after a weather condition)!! Then you will love this movie alot, I personally think the lead actress can be replaced with a prettier one, won't spoil it for anyone who is interested in watching so go watch it yourself & you will know.
Also, found out something that day... that Orchard Central's multi story carpark... is the most FUCK MS carpark ever, 6 floors of pure roller coaster-ing!!
Kenny parked there, so I had to endure 6 floors of going round & round & round up, then 6 floors of going round & round & round DOWN! Zzz... after that had quite a headache.
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... SKIPPED!!!!
PS: Ps la, really nothing interesting happened at all what you all wan me to say? Most interesting thing is collect my new set of contact lenses only & thats all liao...
22th November... Sunday!!
Yup! This is the day that I 1st sat in Kenny's SSK Swift! Went with Teng to Suntec for the food fair, but end up reach Suntec le, went up only saw the cosplay event going on & realise the bloody food fair was @ EXPO...
Anyways... photos.
Me inside the car, bo liao so just take photo for fun... was driving to Pasir Ris when I snap this.
Teng munching on a muffin, we had our lunch @ Kenny Roger's. This one is take specially for Auntie Yin one, you wanted to see Teng botak is how right? Now let you see liao lor ;P
Taken later on @ Expo's Food Fair.
OMFG!! Auntie Yin!! You open booth @ Expo Food Fair?! I found your booth, but no see you here :x
Ok enough fucking around, photos taken at the cosplay event!
It's Halloween Sora from Kingdom Hearts II!
Kakashi Sensei!!
O.O Setsuna(Gundam OO/Exia's pilot from Gundam 00)
Mr. Bushido! Also from Gundam OO
This one I dunno from which anime one... this photo is Ken snap de, so I think he snap because its a chio bu bah :x Btw... nice legs! o.o
Wow! This guy really put alot of effort in this costume, those wings are HUGE!
Later on taken, when we went to Pasir Ris park, our last stop before Teng had to change into his uniform & prepare book in liao.
Oh meet into Aaron & Issac @ the White Sands, what a coincidence!
Teng munching on a muffin, we had our lunch @ Kenny Roger's. This one is take specially for Auntie Yin one, you wanted to see Teng botak is how right? Now let you see liao lor ;P
Taken later on @ Expo's Food Fair.
OMFG!! Auntie Yin!! You open booth @ Expo Food Fair?! I found your booth, but no see you here :x
Ok enough fucking around, photos taken at the cosplay event!
It's Halloween Sora from Kingdom Hearts II!
Kakashi Sensei!!
O.O Setsuna(Gundam OO/Exia's pilot from Gundam 00)
Mr. Bushido! Also from Gundam OO
This one I dunno from which anime one... this photo is Ken snap de, so I think he snap because its a chio bu bah :x Btw... nice legs! o.o
Wow! This guy really put alot of effort in this costume, those wings are HUGE!
Later on taken, when we went to Pasir Ris park, our last stop before Teng had to change into his uniform & prepare book in liao.
Oh meet into Aaron & Issac @ the White Sands, what a coincidence!
If I remembered correct, after that went to have supper with Ken's poly classmates @ Simpang Bedok, had chicken chop... omg I'm feeling very hungry liao... jialat jialat >.<
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY VAL MUMMY!! 22nd November!!
Left to right: Shing Hoong, Me(ahDeX!), Valerie Mummy(Xiao Wei), Yuan Feng & Kenny
Went to Val mummy's chalet with Ken, Nel, Teng, Yuan Feng & Shing Hong(Alan came later on) to her chalet to celebrate her 21st birthday, we're the 1st to arrive so gave her birthday present bought we went to buy the day before(Hope you like it, we honestly had no idea what to get you >.<).
Sorry ah mummy, wanted to stay overnight de, but learned of something dam shocking the day before, so totally no mood to stay overnight, ended up went to Parklane there to play lan because Teng was forced to play DoTA with his army friends.
Anyways, just want to take this opportunity(although abit late now, but whatever)want to wish my Val mummy a Happy 21st Birthday!! Wish that you will stay pretty forever :)
Afterwards, Eugene drove us home after LAN-ing @ Parklane. Remembered one thing from that day... Eugene paid $7 just to use the toilet, because he accidently drove into the car wash when entered the patrol station! LMAO!! XD & that he's a dam safety 1st driver... TPE/CTE expressway, his car speed maintained at 80... -.-'''
21st November
Nothing much, went to gym. Afterwards meet up with Kenny, heard the shocking news! :O
Then meet up with Yuan Feng @ Bugis to buy Xiao Wei's birthday present, had dinner at Bugis Street KFC, afterwards bus home.
Saw into Micheal Shoo, but I don't think she recognise me... just Kenny oh well I know the reason why *sly smile @ Ken's direction* hehes.
Strangest thing is although we took the same bus, she later got off & took the next bus 80 behind ours... we saw her in it when he alight to switch to 62.
My brand new jacket & bag, guess how much both cost each?
You'll be shocked when I tell you ;)
Ok end this LOOOOONNNNNG post with me pretending to be an Assassin like the guy from Assassins Creed I, a rather poor attempt at imitating him...
Photo of me & the character below to referance.
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: PS! That day MSN no reply you, I was sleeping like a pig, MSN left zhu, finally updated le! :)
♠Yin: Si Auntie! You try stay up late the next time got such meteorites event again & see if got ornot lor ;P
♠G: Eh? Who are you?
♠Renee ;DD: I wasn't really angry that day, no need to apologise de actually :)
♠Piggy.R: No more such stupid tags from you again, I told you the day before already.
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.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/30/2009 02:16:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, November 23, 2009
Tired...
I'm very tired now, update tomorrow after school.
Thanks for making me wait.
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.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/23/2009 05:33:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, November 22, 2009
No mood to blog.
Hey, just doing a short one, very short post + replying tags thats all.
Busy week seems to be almost over, I hope this upcoming week would be less busy.
I miss the times when I can shake leg at home, relax drink my favourite green tea & enjoy the silence of the night.
Your jokes never fail to steal a smile from me :)
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♠Zhao Rong: Heyys! Thanks for linking & tagging, do drop by to read often :)
♠deadgal: Ehs? Ok ok, don't appear offline can le, very hard to know if you got online MSN ornot :x
♠shanniie ♥: Heyys! Thanks for the tag :) Don't worry I'll be fine. Hmmmm... did you receive my msg? Sorry for the late reply last night >.<
Busy week seems to be almost over, I hope this upcoming week would be less busy.
I miss the times when I can shake leg at home, relax drink my favourite green tea & enjoy the silence of the night.
Your jokes never fail to steal a smile from me :)
Stop looking at someone who will never come back you Dexter, learn to look forward, you idiot! Hahas! You're really an idiot Dexter :x
~.Tags replies.~
♠Zhao Rong: Heyys! Thanks for linking & tagging, do drop by to read often :)
♠deadgal: Ehs? Ok ok, don't appear offline can le, very hard to know if you got online MSN ornot :x
♠shanniie ♥: Heyys! Thanks for the tag :) Don't worry I'll be fine. Hmmmm... did you receive my msg? Sorry for the late reply last night >.<
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.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/22/2009 05:11:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sadness... over lost loves.
Finally today handed in my Entrepreneur project le, hear Mr Foo say we're the 1st group among all the classes he is taking to hand in our project, feel happy about that :D
Although past few days I was very angry & frustrated over my 2 group members for not contributing to the project making me do 99% of the work while they can shake leg & get the credit for.
But in the end I didn't blow up on them, I decided to give them one more chance to prove themselves in the next project.
I certainly hope that they won't disappoint me, otherwise they are sure to see the unforgiving, no mercy & heartless side of me.
Yesterday was really a shitty day for me. Arrived at school late, was told by Mrs Wee going to receive second warning letter soon -.-
Oh well... at least PE got cancelled, tried to rush my way home because looked like going to rain.
As soon as my bus reached Sengkang only jiu started raining dam heavily, stepped out of the bus into big puddle of water... -.- Got my pants & shoes was soaked >.<
Had to dash to the nearest block, really regreted not bringing a bag(I was carrying my books and papers strapped together with a book strap) all my books & papers were soaked T.T Had to reprint my entire Entrepreneur project because all the ink was smudged & the paper looks worst then a toilet paper :(
Today also raining heavily, I missed morning lessons & just came for Entrepreneur, luckily when I was about to leave house my lau pei returned him home, so asked him lompang me to school, lost my Pilot Rexgrip(blue) in his car tho >.<
During Entrepreneur lesson, had case study to do and then the roof leaked water -.-
I guess that normal seeing that my school the building also quite old liao.
Drip dao all my papers wet, heng don't need to keep the question paper, return back to Mr. Foo.
On the way home also got drenched again... I think god is making fun of me, want make all my books wet... these 2 days have been drying books. In fact all my new books have been made wet within these 2 days...
Earlier she finally online after so long of MIA. Chatted with her & finally apologised to her for what I have said to her before, she said she has changed but deep down I know her best, its impossible for a leopard to change its spots, but that's not important & no longer my problem if she doesn't change, it would be her new boyfriend's.
All I wanted was to apologise & that was my only purpose, so I kept my thoughts to myself & tried to make that awkward conversation as light hearted as possible.
She offline-d pretty quickly, later found out from her blog was because she was waiting to call her boyfriend after work.
Been a long time since anyone called me to concern for... how I wish- oh well... nevermind.
2 months & 9 days has passed since we broke up, by right I should have already gotten over her, but my curious heart wanted to know how she is & so I went to read her blog, which now I really regretted doing.
I should be happy for her & shouldn't feel this way. I really hate this feeling. Recently I have already felt this same awful feeling whenever I see piggy &- nevermind I don't want to talk about it :(
Why do the girls I love always end up in the arms of another?
And I'm left alone with nothing but sadness & loneliness to accompany me :*(
Chatted with Fion & Wun Ying about it, they told me almost the same thing :\
Makes me wonder if they're long lost sisters or what de ;P
Lucky thing Auntie Yin's blog recently got joke, went to read one of them to get a laugh & relieve abit of tension.
Oh well, made 2 friends today, chatting with them made me forget about my sadness momentarily, which is a good thing ;D
I need to wake up my idea, DEXTER AH DEXTER! Stop thinking about people who only makes you so moody all the time!! You need to mix around more with the bunch that cheers you up & keep you happy!!
Suan le suan le, forget about all this!
Gym tomorrow & going Bugis to buy mummy's present.
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: Hmmmm, no leh you more busy, I messaged you a couple of times, you also no reply me. Did you change your number?
♠Yin: No leh, I waited with my friend till 5:30 am neither of us manage to see even a single meteorite :(
Although past few days I was very angry & frustrated over my 2 group members for not contributing to the project making me do 99% of the work while they can shake leg & get the credit for.
But in the end I didn't blow up on them, I decided to give them one more chance to prove themselves in the next project.
I certainly hope that they won't disappoint me, otherwise they are sure to see the unforgiving, no mercy & heartless side of me.
Yesterday was really a shitty day for me. Arrived at school late, was told by Mrs Wee going to receive second warning letter soon -.-
Oh well... at least PE got cancelled, tried to rush my way home because looked like going to rain.
As soon as my bus reached Sengkang only jiu started raining dam heavily, stepped out of the bus into big puddle of water... -.- Got my pants & shoes was soaked >.<
Had to dash to the nearest block, really regreted not bringing a bag(I was carrying my books and papers strapped together with a book strap) all my books & papers were soaked T.T Had to reprint my entire Entrepreneur project because all the ink was smudged & the paper looks worst then a toilet paper :(
Today also raining heavily, I missed morning lessons & just came for Entrepreneur, luckily when I was about to leave house my lau pei returned him home, so asked him lompang me to school, lost my Pilot Rexgrip(blue) in his car tho >.<
During Entrepreneur lesson, had case study to do and then the roof leaked water -.-
I guess that normal seeing that my school the building also quite old liao.
Drip dao all my papers wet, heng don't need to keep the question paper, return back to Mr. Foo.
On the way home also got drenched again... I think god is making fun of me, want make all my books wet... these 2 days have been drying books. In fact all my new books have been made wet within these 2 days...
Earlier she finally online after so long of MIA. Chatted with her & finally apologised to her for what I have said to her before, she said she has changed but deep down I know her best, its impossible for a leopard to change its spots, but that's not important & no longer my problem if she doesn't change, it would be her new boyfriend's.
All I wanted was to apologise & that was my only purpose, so I kept my thoughts to myself & tried to make that awkward conversation as light hearted as possible.
She offline-d pretty quickly, later found out from her blog was because she was waiting to call her boyfriend after work.
Been a long time since anyone called me to concern for... how I wish- oh well... nevermind.
2 months & 9 days has passed since we broke up, by right I should have already gotten over her, but my curious heart wanted to know how she is & so I went to read her blog, which now I really regretted doing.
I should be happy for her & shouldn't feel this way. I really hate this feeling. Recently I have already felt this same awful feeling whenever I see piggy &- nevermind I don't want to talk about it :(
Why do the girls I love always end up in the arms of another?
And I'm left alone with nothing but sadness & loneliness to accompany me :*(
Chatted with Fion & Wun Ying about it, they told me almost the same thing :\
Makes me wonder if they're long lost sisters or what de ;P
Lucky thing Auntie Yin's blog recently got joke, went to read one of them to get a laugh & relieve abit of tension.
Oh well, made 2 friends today, chatting with them made me forget about my sadness momentarily, which is a good thing ;D
I need to wake up my idea, DEXTER AH DEXTER! Stop thinking about people who only makes you so moody all the time!! You need to mix around more with the bunch that cheers you up & keep you happy!!
Suan le suan le, forget about all this!
Gym tomorrow & going Bugis to buy mummy's present.
有一句話, 再也都聽不到. 那些過往, 只好放在心上.
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: Hmmmm, no leh you more busy, I messaged you a couple of times, you also no reply me. Did you change your number?
♠Yin: No leh, I waited with my friend till 5:30 am neither of us manage to see even a single meteorite :(
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/19/2009 11:46:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
FINALLY!
I'm done with my Entrepreneur project!!
Now all that is check if I left anything out then print it out, buy a file tomorrow, punch holes, file it up then my nightmare is FINALLY over!
I think I really need to request from teacher a change of group, I don't think I can survive soloing another project, I really will die.
Tomorrow go school, I got alot of scores to settle with Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong.
Everytime I see the work that they have handed in to me, I seriously want to flare up.
ARGH! Seriously angry now! I need food!
Supper supper more supper! Eh? Now wan 4am le >.< Breakfast liao >.<
MSN so quiet only Andrew & Fion alive.
Chatting with Fion about how angry I am now, going to seriously blow up.
Gonna stay up till 5am, Fion says there will be meteor shower. I really wish I can see one, never seen a meteor shower in my life before *excited*
Now all that is check if I left anything out then print it out, buy a file tomorrow, punch holes, file it up then my nightmare is FINALLY over!
I think I really need to request from teacher a change of group, I don't think I can survive soloing another project, I really will die.
Tomorrow go school, I got alot of scores to settle with Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong.
Everytime I see the work that they have handed in to me, I seriously want to flare up.
ARGH! Seriously angry now! I need food!
Supper supper more supper! Eh? Now wan 4am le >.< Breakfast liao >.<
MSN so quiet only Andrew & Fion alive.
Chatting with Fion about how angry I am now, going to seriously blow up.
Gonna stay up till 5am, Fion says there will be meteor shower. I really wish I can see one, never seen a meteor shower in my life before *excited*
And I hope the meteors will take away the pain in my heart everytime I see how good you treat him...
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/18/2009 03:17:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
我知道...
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流
Knowing you felt sour, made me smile a little inside.
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♠Renee;DD: Si piggy -.-
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/17/2009 10:50:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, November 16, 2009
MONDAYYYYY
BLUES!
Yeah... I didn't go school today, was suppose to go see doctor in the morning but I dragged it to the afternoon because the weather was so nice to sleep.
Slept till around noon, woke up, prepared to go see doctor almost ready to step out of the house le then realise I completely no cough, no flu, no fever.
Went to check temperature, normal -.-
Then realise my body also at full strength.
Nabei... another day attendance gone likedat
Late evening started coughing again, but is mild cough so don't think I need to see the doctor over it bah, tomorrow going back to school.
Sucks day today, ate pathetic cup noodles for lunch, lucky ah bu got cook dinner today!! And on the menu is...
PASTA!!
But how I wished she had added sausages in it instead of crabstick because as I was eating it I suddenly remembered that Meiyun loves crabsticks... nevermind.
So only ate one plate, gonna be hungry tonight, but nevermind there's always supper ^^
Gonna try finish at least that ETTV page 59 homework tonight, miss today's lesson means I'm behind again, dammit stupid body of my weak & useless -.-
How many more times do I need to tell you that "I love you." to make you understand that I don't say those words if I don't mean it & that I wish you can have more faith in my love.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: Ya lor, next time I go drinking I should seperate my battery from my phone ;P
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/16/2009 09:08:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Late update.
I know... its monday morning... a start of new week le...
Where have I been for the past few days... what i have been doing... all...
Yes I can hear abit of complaints, no doubt from the usual people who don't update their blog as well >.>
Ok 1st things 1st.
ahDeX here, want to apologise to the top 5 people on my sms quicklist & call list for Saturday- well Sunday, morning disruptions -.-
I was slightly drunk & should never be allowed near any mobile devices when that happens because the result would be:
200+ sms
1 hour+ calls
So if you happen to be one of the 5 people, the next section is for you 5.
I'm very sorry for whatever I've text or call. Please don't take it heart & just forget everything that I've said. I'm so very sorry from the very bottom of my heart.
Ok moving on...
Hmmmm... Thursday was sick, skipped school much to the dismay of my dear ah bu, but I was really starting to fall sick so I think she also let it pass.
Friday, was really sick le, my whole body the energy less then 50% so I didn't went to gym, rested at home, sleeping most of the day.
Saturday, woke up with a heavy head... felt no better at all but forced myself up because I'm not going to let this sickness take my weekend away. RAWR!
Worst of all... MY CONTACT LENS TEAR!! :(
Had to wear my specs till I get a replacement :*(
Was going to watch 2012 with Kenny asked Nel along but last min changed mind because Nel watched 2012 le then since we very long no go out together so went play pool, had Double Chocolate Ice Blend Coffee(yes, I know I'm sick but heck care anyway) at Coffee Bean Paragon...
At there we saw something that hurt our eyes really bad & we still crack jokes about it, if only Teng Hong was there probaly have more funny comments added in XD
Saw someone that look like Miss Winnie(my NITEC class advisor) but on closer look, only side profile looks like, front view not.
We had dinner @ The Manhatten Fish Market @ PS, while waiting to be seated Weiting Mei saw me & called me, surprised to see her because thought she was working :S
This is the 1st of many times(Ken himself said de) that Kenny treat us expensive dinner so of course...
Must take photo!
This is what me & Kenny had, sorry no photo of Nel's de, forgot take :x
I didn't eat much of it because was feeling terribly unwell, when to the toilet to try vomit mid-dinner. But came back that time appetite improve le.
Abit regret not eating alot now, because I'm hungry!!
After that actually wanted go Ken house ton but then he say Amanda insist want to drink, so me & Nel accompany him go lor(but mainly because he's picking the tab for drinks too :x)
Waited outside PS(Nel wanted to smoke) then went down Doby Gaunt MRT's arcade to play while waiting for Amanda to come.
Went to Parklane there to drink, went to the same pub as that time went with Xiao Wei to drink de.
Me & Nel didn't want to drink hard liquor so we ordered a Calsberg tower shared, while Amanda had vodka dunno mix with what. Poor Kenny, only drank alittle because I'm sure he knows that someone is going to get drunk & he needs to be sober.
Well at least now I know it doesn't take much to knock Amanda out, that girl is scary when she's drunk. The way she looks at you when she's drunk... its like you owe her money, killed her entire family, everything is your fault that kind of look.
At 1st I didn't know she drunk so when she ask me drink I drink, then she tipped my cup... I ended up with a wet crotch & beer on my clothes, not happy... at all.
Later on when I tried to help Kenny restrain her, she mistaken me for her boyfriend, some guy call Ye Jun.
Cool at least I know her boyfriend's name & SO DOES THE REST OF THE PUB!!!! *angry*
Anyways she snatched my specs, which I had a hard time prying off her fingers(that girl got quite a Kungfu grip) before hugging my lower body.
Which felt nice for a couple of seconds... UNTIL her fingernails dug deep into my thighs!! >.<
Wasn't the 1st time time she hugged me that night, later on I got hugged again apparently still being mistaken as her boyfriend which is funny because she can recognise Kenny but not me & Nel(which she mistaken the both of us to be her boyfriend -.-) which I feel kind of bad for Kenny.
But I had to admit at one point, I stopped resisting. Because it felt really good to be hugged by a girl lovingly(thats when she was screaming less & less violent).
I know what you all think, but I just can't help it.
It has been so many months since I had a girl hug me that way. I was really starting to feel at ease for awhile & I can at that time my feelings were really going to the wrong place until I notice she trying to kiss me that made me woke up my idea.
And for your information she is really attractive but I could never kiss a girl I don't have feelings for even in a situation likedat where my feelings were misplaced.
Neither me nor Nelson was spared from her drunk madness that night.
We got snacks thrown at us, hair pulled, specs nearly crushed, I nearly choked to death when she pulled my tie >.<
Worst was when she had a glass of water in her hands(which that idiot Kenny suppose to wake her up with) the look she gave me was scary as hell, I was so afraid she will throw it in my face I was all ready to take cover until Ken removed it from her hand >.<
After getting out of range of her "Kungfu hug", me & Nel faster tried to finish whatever drink is left so we can get out of the pub, while ignoring Amanda letting her scream all she wants, while watching poor Ken trying to restrain her, but we know he fit don't need our help so we didnt lift a finger XD
And thanks Nel I know my alcohol tolerance has increase le XD
BUT! This is the part where I made a mistake, I was feeling thristy & slightly tispy already, so I took a big jug of what I thought was ice lemon tea & drink finished it.
Only to remember slightly abit after I finished it... that it was Amanda's VODKA >.<
Luckily the kick only started to come after we left le & I got off NR6, I wasn't able to walk straight all the way home, amazed that I can even open my house gate & door. After that the things 5 people should know la hor... :x
Somewhere inbetween someone gave me a glass of hot water which I drink a few slips before using it wash up, that woke me up enough to take a bathe & finally sleep.
Sunday afternoon, woke up throat feeling as if got a bee stuck inside keep on stinging me likedat >.<
Whole body still not feeling well but at least most of my strength is back, don't feel too lethargic le later today will most likely go polyclinic see doctor bah(ya I not rich, so have to see polyclinic doctors, don't have the privileage of seeing private doctors >.>).
Haven't finish this week's schoolwork yet, its gonna start piling up liao if I don't clear them. This week is project's deadline.
Then will be 1 week or 2 before the next I think, can't remember.
Breath of fresh air at least, seeing that I'm one manning a 3 man project -.-
Interesting week this week will be. Hopefully this week, my mood will improve also & also some places in certain things will improve also.
So I'll end this post with...
ZILLIAN PHOTOS!!
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: Thanks for asking, but don't think you can help bah.
♠deadgal: When got chance bah then go out lor, dunno when you will be free also. Thanks anyway :)
♠Renee;DD: Lazy for past few days, you no update keep ask me update -.-
♠wunying♥: Thanks for the dropping by ^^ Hope to see you around more often :)
Where have I been for the past few days... what i have been doing... all...
NO UPDATE!!
Yes I can hear abit of complaints, no doubt from the usual people who don't update their blog as well >.>
Ok 1st things 1st.
ahDeX here, want to apologise to the top 5 people on my sms quicklist & call list for Saturday- well Sunday, morning disruptions -.-
I was slightly drunk & should never be allowed near any mobile devices when that happens because the result would be:
200+ sms
1 hour+ calls
So if you happen to be one of the 5 people, the next section is for you 5.
**APOLOGY START**
I'm very sorry for whatever I've text or call. Please don't take it heart & just forget everything that I've said. I'm so very sorry from the very bottom of my heart.
SORRY!! Please forgive me for my stupidity!!
**APOLOGY END**
Ok moving on...
Hmmmm... Thursday was sick, skipped school much to the dismay of my dear ah bu, but I was really starting to fall sick so I think she also let it pass.
Friday, was really sick le, my whole body the energy less then 50% so I didn't went to gym, rested at home, sleeping most of the day.
Saturday, woke up with a heavy head... felt no better at all but forced myself up because I'm not going to let this sickness take my weekend away. RAWR!
Worst of all... MY CONTACT LENS TEAR!! :(
Had to wear my specs till I get a replacement :*(
Was going to watch 2012 with Kenny asked Nel along but last min changed mind because Nel watched 2012 le then since we very long no go out together so went play pool, had Double Chocolate Ice Blend Coffee(yes, I know I'm sick but heck care anyway) at Coffee Bean Paragon...
At there we saw something that hurt our eyes really bad & we still crack jokes about it, if only Teng Hong was there probaly have more funny comments added in XD
Saw someone that look like Miss Winnie(my NITEC class advisor) but on closer look, only side profile looks like, front view not.
We had dinner @ The Manhatten Fish Market @ PS, while waiting to be seated Weiting Mei saw me & called me, surprised to see her because thought she was working :S
This is the 1st of many times(Ken himself said de) that Kenny treat us expensive dinner so of course...
Must take photo!
This is what me & Kenny had, sorry no photo of Nel's de, forgot take :x
I didn't eat much of it because was feeling terribly unwell, when to the toilet to try vomit mid-dinner. But came back that time appetite improve le.
Abit regret not eating alot now, because I'm hungry!!
After that actually wanted go Ken house ton but then he say Amanda insist want to drink, so me & Nel accompany him go lor(but mainly because he's picking the tab for drinks too :x)
Waited outside PS(Nel wanted to smoke) then went down Doby Gaunt MRT's arcade to play while waiting for Amanda to come.
Went to Parklane there to drink, went to the same pub as that time went with Xiao Wei to drink de.
Me & Nel didn't want to drink hard liquor so we ordered a Calsberg tower shared, while Amanda had vodka dunno mix with what. Poor Kenny, only drank alittle because I'm sure he knows that someone is going to get drunk & he needs to be sober.
Well at least now I know it doesn't take much to knock Amanda out, that girl is scary when she's drunk. The way she looks at you when she's drunk... its like you owe her money, killed her entire family, everything is your fault that kind of look.
At 1st I didn't know she drunk so when she ask me drink I drink, then she tipped my cup... I ended up with a wet crotch & beer on my clothes, not happy... at all.
Later on when I tried to help Kenny restrain her, she mistaken me for her boyfriend, some guy call Ye Jun.
Cool at least I know her boyfriend's name & SO DOES THE REST OF THE PUB!!!! *angry*
Anyways she snatched my specs, which I had a hard time prying off her fingers(that girl got quite a Kungfu grip) before hugging my lower body.
Which felt nice for a couple of seconds... UNTIL her fingernails dug deep into my thighs!! >.<
Wasn't the 1st time time she hugged me that night, later on I got hugged again apparently still being mistaken as her boyfriend which is funny because she can recognise Kenny but not me & Nel(which she mistaken the both of us to be her boyfriend -.-) which I feel kind of bad for Kenny.
But I had to admit at one point, I stopped resisting. Because it felt really good to be hugged by a girl lovingly(thats when she was screaming less & less violent).
I know what you all think, but I just can't help it.
It has been so many months since I had a girl hug me that way. I was really starting to feel at ease for awhile & I can at that time my feelings were really going to the wrong place until I notice she trying to kiss me that made me woke up my idea.
And for your information she is really attractive but I could never kiss a girl I don't have feelings for even in a situation likedat where my feelings were misplaced.
Neither me nor Nelson was spared from her drunk madness that night.
We got snacks thrown at us, hair pulled, specs nearly crushed, I nearly choked to death when she pulled my tie >.<
Worst was when she had a glass of water in her hands(which that idiot Kenny suppose to wake her up with) the look she gave me was scary as hell, I was so afraid she will throw it in my face I was all ready to take cover until Ken removed it from her hand >.<
After getting out of range of her "Kungfu hug", me & Nel faster tried to finish whatever drink is left so we can get out of the pub, while ignoring Amanda letting her scream all she wants, while watching poor Ken trying to restrain her, but we know he fit don't need our help so we didnt lift a finger XD
And thanks Nel I know my alcohol tolerance has increase le XD
BUT! This is the part where I made a mistake, I was feeling thristy & slightly tispy already, so I took a big jug of what I thought was ice lemon tea & drink finished it.
Only to remember slightly abit after I finished it... that it was Amanda's VODKA >.<
Luckily the kick only started to come after we left le & I got off NR6, I wasn't able to walk straight all the way home, amazed that I can even open my house gate & door. After that the things 5 people should know la hor... :x
Somewhere inbetween someone gave me a glass of hot water which I drink a few slips before using it wash up, that woke me up enough to take a bathe & finally sleep.
Sunday afternoon, woke up throat feeling as if got a bee stuck inside keep on stinging me likedat >.<
Whole body still not feeling well but at least most of my strength is back, don't feel too lethargic le later today will most likely go polyclinic see doctor bah(ya I not rich, so have to see polyclinic doctors, don't have the privileage of seeing private doctors >.>).
Haven't finish this week's schoolwork yet, its gonna start piling up liao if I don't clear them. This week is project's deadline.
Then will be 1 week or 2 before the next I think, can't remember.
Breath of fresh air at least, seeing that I'm one manning a 3 man project -.-
Interesting week this week will be. Hopefully this week, my mood will improve also & also some places in certain things will improve also.
So I'll end this post with...
ZILLIAN PHOTOS!!
Looking at that donkey always reminds me not only of you, but also that, if you had something stolen from you, you will never get it back again.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: Thanks for asking, but don't think you can help bah.
♠deadgal: When got chance bah then go out lor, dunno when you will be free also. Thanks anyway :)
♠Renee;DD: Lazy for past few days, you no update keep ask me update -.-
♠wunying♥: Thanks for the dropping by ^^ Hope to see you around more often :)
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/15/2009 03:08:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, November 12, 2009
My feelings are...
I'm feeling left, right, up & down now.
I am going through alot right now.
Words cannot describe how I feel now.
I feel no sadness emotion in me, its like the feeling has been killed off.
It's a good thing.
Tomorrow... I dunno what to do, I dunno how I'm gonna handle the situation.
Will be meeting CY early tomorrow morn, to "hold her hand" to Simei ITE ;P
Gonna go late on purpose because I hate that stupid 'Lisa', seriously because of her I feel like dropping my course, but I won't ;P Probaly get dropped out of that dumb compeitition sooner or later.
I don't care, I was never the kind of person who wanted fame or glory. I'm fine with taking the backseat.
Nothing much to blog, lets see what I can squeeze out.
Oh yeah went to BCA Academy today, basically just like introducing us to the college, giving us one of the options in case we can't get into Poly or want to opt out for a course that will have a guranteed job position after graduation.
Met up with the guys and waiting @ Braddell MRT's mac for Nat to come fetch us.
Poor Nat, kept complaining his car heavy no thanks to the 4 of us inside weighing it down >.<
Anyway reached there late, but no matter had a tour around the school find out more about the courses they offer, guranteed job position of graduation caught my attention but then I decided against it because its not my passion & I don't want to be stuck with a job that I have to drag myself to work just for a living.
Words can only do so much so let the photos do the talking.
I'm going to warn you, some photos are going to scandal-ological!
ME!! Feels like I'm not in Singapore because of the bamboo background.
Left to right: Me, Alan & Yuan Feng
I LOOK FAT!!
Left to right: Me, Yuan Feng, Alan & Nat
A wheelchair thingy thingy... I dunno whats it called la, don't ask me!
I feel like laughing at this picture, not because of Yuan Feng but because of... *silent* :x
Karma! Karma! Better not say :x
Don't these red pillars give the Jap kind of feel?
OK!!
WARNING R21 CONTENT AHEAD!
**R21 ZONE**
LOOK AWAY NOW, DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU ALL!
SCANDAL!! Yuan Feng blowjobs for Nat!! OMG!!
Another obscene picture from Yuan Feng.
**R21 ZONE END**
These colored pillars, you make music by playing em.
Some random pictures I have taken this week so far.
Lazy studies caught on cam!! (Seemiang & Yuan Feng)
Lazy Yuan Feng!! Sleepyface!!
Had dinner @ J8 with Yuan Feng, Nat & Shing Hoong at KFC, Nat offered to drive me to Boon Keng MRT, but I declined, I'm fine travelling alone home today >.>
Have something on my chest burdening me heavily, tomorrow I dunno how to cope...
Who can help me?
*sigh*
WAKE UP DEXTER!!
DEAL WITH THIS PROBLEM YOURSELF!!
ARGH!!
STRESS AH!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I want to go shout aeroplanes right now!!
I want to throw myself into the sea & let it wash away all my problems!!
Zzz... have to finish some of my work by this weekend.
Saturday & Sunday will be crazily busy.
Bed is calling me, but not before the usual workout.
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♠Yin: Long whiney update, enjoy :)
♠miki: Your welcome :)
I am going through alot right now.
Words cannot describe how I feel now.
I feel no sadness emotion in me, its like the feeling has been killed off.
It's a good thing.
Tomorrow... I dunno what to do, I dunno how I'm gonna handle the situation.
Will be meeting CY early tomorrow morn, to "hold her hand" to Simei ITE ;P
Gonna go late on purpose because I hate that stupid 'Lisa', seriously because of her I feel like dropping my course, but I won't ;P Probaly get dropped out of that dumb compeitition sooner or later.
I don't care, I was never the kind of person who wanted fame or glory. I'm fine with taking the backseat.
Nothing much to blog, lets see what I can squeeze out.
Oh yeah went to BCA Academy today, basically just like introducing us to the college, giving us one of the options in case we can't get into Poly or want to opt out for a course that will have a guranteed job position after graduation.
Met up with the guys and waiting @ Braddell MRT's mac for Nat to come fetch us.
Poor Nat, kept complaining his car heavy no thanks to the 4 of us inside weighing it down >.<
Anyway reached there late, but no matter had a tour around the school find out more about the courses they offer, guranteed job position of graduation caught my attention but then I decided against it because its not my passion & I don't want to be stuck with a job that I have to drag myself to work just for a living.
Words can only do so much so let the photos do the talking.
I'm going to warn you, some photos are going to scandal-ological!
ME!! Feels like I'm not in Singapore because of the bamboo background.
Left to right: Me, Alan & Yuan Feng
I LOOK FAT!!
Left to right: Me, Yuan Feng, Alan & Nat
A wheelchair thingy thingy... I dunno whats it called la, don't ask me!
I feel like laughing at this picture, not because of Yuan Feng but because of... *silent* :x
Karma! Karma! Better not say :x
Don't these red pillars give the Jap kind of feel?
OK!!
WARNING R21 CONTENT AHEAD!
**R21 ZONE**
LOOK AWAY NOW, DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU ALL!
SCANDAL!! Yuan Feng blowjobs for Nat!! OMG!!
Another obscene picture from Yuan Feng.
**R21 ZONE END**
These colored pillars, you make music by playing em.
Some random pictures I have taken this week so far.
Lazy studies caught on cam!! (Seemiang & Yuan Feng)
Lazy Yuan Feng!! Sleepyface!!
Had dinner @ J8 with Yuan Feng, Nat & Shing Hoong at KFC, Nat offered to drive me to Boon Keng MRT, but I declined, I'm fine travelling alone home today >.>
Have something on my chest burdening me heavily, tomorrow I dunno how to cope...
Who can help me?
*sigh*
WAKE UP DEXTER!!
DEAL WITH THIS PROBLEM YOURSELF!!
ARGH!!
STRESS AH!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I want to go shout aeroplanes right now!!
I want to throw myself into the sea & let it wash away all my problems!!
Zzz... have to finish some of my work by this weekend.
Saturday & Sunday will be crazily busy.
Bed is calling me, but not before the usual workout.
I don't want to remember you, but I can't forget you either.
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♠Yin: Long whiney update, enjoy :)
♠miki: Your welcome :)
♔
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King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/12/2009 01:15:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Good morning...
Ps ah... my "good morning" no strength de.
Suppose to blog yesterday but... I FELL ASLEEP!!
So anyway... yesterday school was zzz...
Too many maths questions squeezing my brain dry >.<
Heard something really weird yesterday, but I won't talk about it(Yes, yes I don't intend to spread that matter about, you think I'm that kind of person? -.-)
*sealed lips*
Yesterday... I chatted with another Virgo!!
Hahas, I think she's my life the 3rd Virgo I know.
Chatted on MSN for a few hours lor, very interesting girl!
I would have mistaken her for my long lost twin if she wasn't 2 years younger.
Our personality, past & likes very scarily similar.
Chat as if we knew each other for a long time liao, wow very long no have such relaxing chat where I have to stress my brain on what to say ;D
Made my day from gloomy(no thanks to Mr Moh -.-) to happy^^
Glad I decide to come online chat then play game, otherwise I wouldnt have met her^^
Thank you very much Jiaxin!!
Argh! I'm still at home blogging, think I'm going to miss the 1st hour of lesson, oh well its Autocad, very easy to catch up as long as I dont slack ;P
Mrs Wee is going to have a fit if she know I'm going to come late :S
I WAN GROW BACK MY LONG HAIRSTYLE!!
Alright... CIAO!
Suppose to blog yesterday but... I FELL ASLEEP!!
So anyway... yesterday school was zzz...
Too many maths questions squeezing my brain dry >.<
Heard something really weird yesterday, but I won't talk about it(Yes, yes I don't intend to spread that matter about, you think I'm that kind of person? -.-)
*sealed lips*
Yesterday... I chatted with another Virgo!!
Hahas, I think she's my life the 3rd Virgo I know.
Chatted on MSN for a few hours lor, very interesting girl!
I would have mistaken her for my long lost twin if she wasn't 2 years younger.
Our personality, past & likes very scarily similar.
Chat as if we knew each other for a long time liao, wow very long no have such relaxing chat where I have to stress my brain on what to say ;D
Made my day from gloomy(no thanks to Mr Moh -.-) to happy^^
Glad I decide to come online chat then play game, otherwise I wouldnt have met her^^
Thank you very much Jiaxin!!
Argh! I'm still at home blogging, think I'm going to miss the 1st hour of lesson, oh well its Autocad, very easy to catch up as long as I dont slack ;P
Mrs Wee is going to have a fit if she know I'm going to come late :S
I WAN GROW BACK MY LONG HAIRSTYLE!!
Alright... CIAO!
Looking to the future without you there anymore.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/10/2009 07:14:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, November 9, 2009
Lazy.
Been lazy to blog recently. Alright I promise I will update tomorrow.
Just been eating lots of supper lately hope I will gain some weight >.<
Nevermind this Wednesday go gym will know le :D
Abbs also coming out liao, good sign :D
Safe to say 2 or 3 more weeks I will have my solid abbs le!
Jiayou! (to myself!)
Ok sleep time, tomorrow- actually later on, school!!
New week!! This week will be a good week!!
RAWR!!
Why I suddenly so positive? Because chatting with someone today has made me laugh & smile, I have to say its been a long time since I actually laugh & smile & really mean it le ;)
Thanks Emeline ;P
Just been eating lots of supper lately hope I will gain some weight >.<
Nevermind this Wednesday go gym will know le :D
Abbs also coming out liao, good sign :D
Safe to say 2 or 3 more weeks I will have my solid abbs le!
Jiayou! (to myself!)
Ok sleep time, tomorrow- actually later on, school!!
New week!! This week will be a good week!!
RAWR!!
Why I suddenly so positive? Because chatting with someone today has made me laugh & smile, I have to say its been a long time since I actually laugh & smile & really mean it le ;)
Thanks Emeline ;P
I will allow you to linger awhile more in my memory but I will let time wash you away from it, the same way I fade from your heart.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/09/2009 12:12:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I made a promise to myself.
I saw you yesterday, but I didn't want to approach you because of a promise I made to myself, to break a promise to myself is unbearable...
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/07/2009 09:38:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Friday, November 6, 2009
Don't look back Dexter.
Letting go is my way of saying "I love you."
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/06/2009 03:22:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Jialat!
Jialat la! JIALAT!
I tomorrow seriously lonely le, nobody want accompany me go out, can't find anyone to go out with either.
Tomorrow go gym also alone... sad la!!
HAIS!! STRESSED!!
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♠miki: *speechless* Thanks...
I tomorrow seriously lonely le, nobody want accompany me go out, can't find anyone to go out with either.
Tomorrow go gym also alone... sad la!!
HAIS!! STRESSED!!
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♠miki: *speechless* Thanks...
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/06/2009 12:26:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Dream, missed school & loneliness...
I dreamt of Meiyun last night.
Strange I know, of all the person I had to dream its her.
Still can remember the dream clearly, in it dream I gave piggyback her to whenever she want to go, miss the times when I piggyback her...
Such a nice dream, wished I never had to wake up from it, a phone call interupted that dream >.<
Was really sad when I woke up, sat on my bed for almost an hour thinking of her, wonder how she is now, is she happy anot.
Really hope she is, that way I won't have to worry so much for her, although I know that I still will worry >.>
Christmas is comming soon & I have a promise to keep, I'm already searching for her christmas present, hope I find it & hope she will like it.
ANYWAY...
I miss school again... T.T
Jia Ying!! Your phone call not power enough... very weak, room for improvement... ALOT!
Mrs Wee called earlier the usual "I've not seen you much this whole semester." I seriously fear for my attendance >.<
Tomorrow I alone go gym le, Kenny can't go, must be go out with Amanda, PSK...
Very lonely tomorrow, someone accompany me!!!!
Oh shit, tonight must do project again... fan ah!!!!
15 days till deadline!!!! *cries*
Strange I know, of all the person I had to dream its her.
Still can remember the dream clearly, in it dream I gave piggyback her to whenever she want to go, miss the times when I piggyback her...
Such a nice dream, wished I never had to wake up from it, a phone call interupted that dream >.<
Was really sad when I woke up, sat on my bed for almost an hour thinking of her, wonder how she is now, is she happy anot.
Really hope she is, that way I won't have to worry so much for her, although I know that I still will worry >.>
Christmas is comming soon & I have a promise to keep, I'm already searching for her christmas present, hope I find it & hope she will like it.
ANYWAY...
I miss school again... T.T
Jia Ying!! Your phone call not power enough... very weak, room for improvement... ALOT!
Mrs Wee called earlier the usual "I've not seen you much this whole semester." I seriously fear for my attendance >.<
Tomorrow I alone go gym le, Kenny can't go, must be go out with Amanda, PSK...
Very lonely tomorrow, someone accompany me!!!!
Oh shit, tonight must do project again... fan ah!!!!
15 days till deadline!!!! *cries*
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/05/2009 03:35:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
5th day... @ HOME!! Going crazy...
Ah... I miss school again today.
2 hours lesson but I didn't go...
Anyways so bored, I tomorrow die die also will go school, cause if I stay at home at longer I will die, die from what? Alot of things la, list out liao you will fall asleep reading.
Workout before sleep, nothing much I have to say here le.
Bye!
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♠deadgal: I recovering le, thanks :) But my day doesnt seem to improve like my health :(
♠miki: -.- Stop pinching me la, wait I pinch you back then you know.
♠wendy: Oh icic. Hahas, eh... thanks :S
2 hours lesson but I didn't go...
Anyways so bored, I tomorrow die die also will go school, cause if I stay at home at longer I will die, die from what? Alot of things la, list out liao you will fall asleep reading.
Workout before sleep, nothing much I have to say here le.
Bye!
It seems that you intend to keep me waiting. But how much longer do I have to wait for you?
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♠deadgal: I recovering le, thanks :) But my day doesnt seem to improve like my health :(
♠miki: -.- Stop pinching me la, wait I pinch you back then you know.
♠wendy: Oh icic. Hahas, eh... thanks :S
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/04/2009 11:38:00 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
Late night thoughts.
"Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting that person not to."
That was what I said to a girl I was chatting with who had a similar relationship problem as me earlier.
Well I envy her, at least she had 1 good relationship, compared to mine... yeah... tons of crappy...-
Nevermind! Just did as much as I can for my Entrepreneur project, actually I'm stuck, there's a few things I can't do. I thought I can just skip to the back do the hard ones 1st then move back to easy ones, but I realise that section 3 requires alot of data from section 2 which is incomplete no thanks to 2 person I can name -.-
So since I can't do anything at the moment & I've just taken my medication which means I will fall asleep very shortly I might as well take this times to say a few... things yeah things :S
I dunno what is wrong with me honestly. Why can't my resolve be strong, why do I always have a soft spot easily exploited?
I had really wish to wipe you off my memories, to never hold any false hopes that I have a place in your heart anymore. But I can't & it's tearing me up.
No matter how I try to resist, I would just keep looking your blog, your Facebook's profile & his, sometimes even click on the link unconsciously, just to see how are you doing?
Why did I do that for? I gave it a thought & the answer I could up is this, because I wanted to see you both happily together. Together lovingly & all that, maybe post some pictures of you both together smiling away, hugging close to each other, write loving messages to each other's tagbox or Facebook's wall.
That way when I see such things I can reassuringly tell myself to give up completely.
Because she has found her love & I shouldn't intrude further. This way it will reduce the pain I got from my heartaches.
But then fate is cruel, there wasn't a single thing I expected to see!
Instead I found things that continue to feed me hope, messages sent by you that continue to mislead my feelings, kind words instead of cruel ones that fed me more false hopes.
Words like: "Things change, but memories don't."
And you refuse to remove that donkey from your MSN picture.
I want to stop believing that you still have something for me, you would ask me not to think too much, but I have tired to & failed terribly.
I don't want to get hurt again, that is why I'm trying so hard to wall up my heart but you keep breaking it down, whether unintentionally or not.
I'm not sad or emo, rather I'm confused emotionally. I have been through this before & I did not like it.
Before there was a girl that made me like this too, up till today I can say I still kept that feelings for her during then somewhere in my heart although it was a few years back already.
Up till today I dare not confess to her again, although she never directly reject me I knew from back then she had someone else in her heart, there is no room for me.
So I rather bury that feelings deep down & let things be as it is, I don't want to scare her away by suddenly confessing again, that girl reads my blog often but I don't want to say names, otherwise I doubt she will read my blog again, right?
Some of you may think that I seem like a flirt, having feelings for so many girls in my heart. Let me tell you all something you may or may not know.
I like to think myself as a person, whose feeling I have to a specific girl is like a flame that never burns out.
If somehow you capture my heart, that flame will burn very strongly for you, impossible to put out unless you put it out through force, which is to say do something to break my heart very bad.
But as long as you can make that flame burning strongly, its safe to say you have my 100% devotion.
GOSH! I said too much already, this kind of thing is for you all to find out not for me to say... Zzz... Say too much liao now must zip up! :x
But then what I just say are all true, whether you all want to believe or not is up to you la.
Medicine is starting to take effect liao, see things blur blur le, eyes also slowly closing, not bad leh this medicine very power, next time I got sleepless nights I confirm will take one to knock myself out.
Good night everyone!!
Good night... piggy :)
I hope I can see your message tomorrow... I hope... :)
I hope I can see your message tomorrow... I hope... :)
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♠miki: I got no flesh to let you pinch >.< Ok la, I gave you a proper tag liao, go see your blog ;P
♔
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King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/04/2009 02:18:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Tuesday.
Not much day... 2nd day MC at home.
Woke up around 1, was coughing very badly so took medicine without food.
Btw, the earlier post the song is 知道 by 郭靜.
It should be in my playlist, you all will be able to hear it soon.
Whole day slack slack didn't manage to do a single bit of project, the medicine made me very sleepy can't concentrate.
I really need to force myself awake liao, I can't afford to sleep everytime I take my medicine with deadline drawing closer & closer.
Finally paid Valerie mummy for last friday drinking bill le, when to transfer the money to her account earlier.
I have a thought in my mind regarding my gan-mummy, I'm not going to write it out here in case she reads my blog. Don't worry, the thought I had about her is far from romantic, in fact I feel slightly angry thinking about it, so I'm gonna calm down & stop thinking.
Later on need to do my project le, tonight I will finish the whole of section 3 & then all that is left is section 2 & some parts of 1, which I have to wait for Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong to give me their input. Otherwise I will just write only my name on the front page & hand in, because seems like everything I tank.
I got my coffee, my favourite doughnuts & my sad sad songs, its going to be a long night tonight.
RAWR!! Wish me luck!!
Ciao!
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♠Yin: I just joking with the spam la. Wah you pro, everytime wan offline, next second jiu offline liao, no give response time :S
So now I know le, every post I make must make you say something so you will tag me :D Baka auntie! Baka! Baka! Baka! Hahahas!
Woke up around 1, was coughing very badly so took medicine without food.
Btw, the earlier post the song is 知道 by 郭靜.
It should be in my playlist, you all will be able to hear it soon.
Whole day slack slack didn't manage to do a single bit of project, the medicine made me very sleepy can't concentrate.
I really need to force myself awake liao, I can't afford to sleep everytime I take my medicine with deadline drawing closer & closer.
Finally paid Valerie mummy for last friday drinking bill le, when to transfer the money to her account earlier.
I have a thought in my mind regarding my gan-mummy, I'm not going to write it out here in case she reads my blog. Don't worry, the thought I had about her is far from romantic, in fact I feel slightly angry thinking about it, so I'm gonna calm down & stop thinking.
Later on need to do my project le, tonight I will finish the whole of section 3 & then all that is left is section 2 & some parts of 1, which I have to wait for Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong to give me their input. Otherwise I will just write only my name on the front page & hand in, because seems like everything I tank.
I got my coffee, my favourite doughnuts & my sad sad songs, its going to be a long night tonight.
RAWR!! Wish me luck!!
Ciao!
Wake up Dexter!! Stop thinking of her!! Do you seriously want to change or is your resolve that weak? Are you a man or a pussy? Think about it!!
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♠Yin: I just joking with the spam la. Wah you pro, everytime wan offline, next second jiu offline liao, no give response time :S
So now I know le, every post I make must make you say something so you will tag me :D Baka auntie! Baka! Baka! Baka! Hahahas!
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/03/2009 08:23:00 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
我想知道...
她讓你憔悴許多
她讓你不知所措
她一舉一動你不停的對我說
我微笑傾聽你說
我卻越聽越心痛
怎麼你說的不是我
她比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候
我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和她沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留
我想知道她哪裡比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的心動
你讓我憔悴很多
你讓我不知所措
你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
她不經意的走過
你就把我給冷落
嫉妒把我給吞沒
她比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候
我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和她沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留
我想知道她哪裡比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的心動
我知道了她那裡比我好更多
在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我
在你心中沒有 她多
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/03/2009 05:04:00 PM
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0 people in the crowd heard my words
So tired.
Just finished a couple more sections of my Entrepreneur project.
Assigned stuff for Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong to do, hope I can get it from them on the assigned dates I set for them.
1 week 5 days till deadline, no time to slack.
Wake up that time have to one shot chiong the final part then all that is left is re-arrange all the info to make it look neat, add pictures/graphics to make it not look boring & all the stuff that those 2 are assigned to do, finally edit any spelling/grammer, last minute changes before I can print them out, once print out no more room for editing le because will file them before its ready to be handed in.
I'll will finish this project by friday, so I can relax for a couple of weeks before the next project!
Going to push myself to the limits!!
Jiayo-
*faints*
I'm so tired now & still sick, feverish & all that crap, but I have to wait awhile more then can go to sleep.
I have to wake my siblings make sure they don't oversleep & late for school.
Don't even have the energy to prepare breakfast for them >.<
No choice, who ask me to pop out 1st, I've a responsibilty for being 1st to 'pop' out.
Argh!!
So dam tired!!
Faster!! Faster!! Faster 6am!!
So I can wake them up, then go to sleep T.T
Hais T.T
I had so much things on my mind while doing my project, but I don't have the energy to type them out now, will have to bear with me till I'm rested.
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♠Yin: Baka!! Took you long enough to get here! Why take so long to tag me? Next time I'll spam you until you tag me immediately ;P Much appreciated tag tho :)
Assigned stuff for Yuan Fong & Shing Hoong to do, hope I can get it from them on the assigned dates I set for them.
1 week 5 days till deadline, no time to slack.
Wake up that time have to one shot chiong the final part then all that is left is re-arrange all the info to make it look neat, add pictures/graphics to make it not look boring & all the stuff that those 2 are assigned to do, finally edit any spelling/grammer, last minute changes before I can print them out, once print out no more room for editing le because will file them before its ready to be handed in.
I'll will finish this project by friday, so I can relax for a couple of weeks before the next project!
Going to push myself to the limits!!
Jiayo-
*faints*
I'm so tired now & still sick, feverish & all that crap, but I have to wait awhile more then can go to sleep.
I have to wake my siblings make sure they don't oversleep & late for school.
Don't even have the energy to prepare breakfast for them >.<
No choice, who ask me to pop out 1st, I've a responsibilty for being 1st to 'pop' out.
Argh!!
So dam tired!!
Faster!! Faster!! Faster 6am!!
So I can wake them up, then go to sleep T.T
Hais T.T
I had so much things on my mind while doing my project, but I don't have the energy to type them out now, will have to bear with me till I'm rested.
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♠Yin: Baka!! Took you long enough to get here! Why take so long to tag me? Next time I'll spam you until you tag me immediately ;P Much appreciated tag tho :)
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/03/2009 05:26:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sick.
Feeling so sick, Entrepreneur prject not finished yet.
Went to polyclinic earlier, was raining quite heavy when I got out.
Don't worry I not stupid to walk in the heavy rain when I'm already sick, I wore my hoodie.
Gotten 2 days MC, but I don't think will be using the time to rest, best use the time it to do my Entrepreneur project.
Deadline is like 2 more weeks? Very close liao.
This weak must finish the 2nd part & be halfway through the 3rd part le.
Going to do abit of it now.
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♠deadgal: Thanks :) I'm losing faith in love but I will try.
♠miki: I will try not to :)
Went to polyclinic earlier, was raining quite heavy when I got out.
Don't worry I not stupid to walk in the heavy rain when I'm already sick, I wore my hoodie.
Gotten 2 days MC, but I don't think will be using the time to rest, best use the time it to do my Entrepreneur project.
Deadline is like 2 more weeks? Very close liao.
This weak must finish the 2nd part & be halfway through the 3rd part le.
Going to do abit of it now.
How many more heartaches do I have to go through, to realise that love does not exist?.
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♠deadgal: Thanks :) I'm losing faith in love but I will try.
♠miki: I will try not to :)
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/02/2009 07:39:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Broken Resolve.
Why did you...?
Morning everyone. I'm not feeling happy now & really shouldn't be like this.
Why did you have to message me apologising? I suppose you have read my blog then.
Then why did you, knowing I already resolved not to intrude with your life, say things that makes yourself the sinner?
I don't want you to put the blame on yourself, I don't want you to be upset, I don't want anyone around me upset anymore.
Don't blame yourself for being a bad friend, I didn't think that you are.
I told you didn't I? In one sided relationships, the one that put in the most love is just playing with fire & so if that person got hurt, he or she can only blame themselves.
What I'm trying to say is, don't feel guilty alright? You didn't take a gun pointing at me forcing me to wait for your messages or calls, I did it on my own accord.
I really don't have time to be thinking about this, I need to go do my project, busy day ahead & now I'm feeling a slight bit of fever coming, this doesn't bodes well at all.
Morning everyone. I'm not feeling happy now & really shouldn't be like this.
Why did you have to message me apologising? I suppose you have read my blog then.
Then why did you, knowing I already resolved not to intrude with your life, say things that makes yourself the sinner?
I don't want you to put the blame on yourself, I don't want you to be upset, I don't want anyone around me upset anymore.
Don't blame yourself for being a bad friend, I didn't think that you are.
I told you didn't I? In one sided relationships, the one that put in the most love is just playing with fire & so if that person got hurt, he or she can only blame themselves.
What I'm trying to say is, don't feel guilty alright? You didn't take a gun pointing at me forcing me to wait for your messages or calls, I did it on my own accord.
I really don't have time to be thinking about this, I need to go do my project, busy day ahead & now I'm feeling a slight bit of fever coming, this doesn't bodes well at all.
One message was all it took to break my resolve, I'm just too weak...
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/01/2009 11:37:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
So this where we say goodbye.
It's Sunday. Many people would be happy because its the weekend but not me.
Past few days whenever my phone rang, my heart would skip a beat hoping its you.
But until now there isn't anything from you at all.
And so I know what your decision is too...
Today would be the day I will not intrude into your life anymore.
I know its hard for me, but I will make good of my word.
Knowing that you are happy I will be happy too, I hope for the both of you to last long & be happy always.
I had wish things would have turned out better for the both of us, but fate tends to play with me & lead me in circles in my relationships. Well... life goes on.
Friday, went to the gym in the afternoon to train with Kenny, I swear just a couple more weeks of such training, pretty sure I'm going to see some satisfying results of course I won't give all the credit to the gym, I at home also got train.
Went to Plaza Sing in the evening to have dinner with Valerie mummy & her friends, ate @ Xing Wang, saw into Weiting Mei, so long no meet she haven't changed much :O
But she too busy to notice me plus I changed my hairstyle & was wearing contacts at that time so highly doubt she could recognise me.
After that went up to arcade, played House of the Dead 4 with Kenny, conisdering we both 1st time playing got quite far into the game not bad liao, but very tiring sia for our hands, the gun was quite heavy(not we weak, but we've been training our biceps in the gym, our arm chui already >.<).
Used our last 2 coins on the basketball machine, scored a total of 140+ points!
Not each la, the both of us + together :x
Was raining as we walked to the bar at Parklane to drink, up to this point I only remember stuff that happen while I'm sober. Pretty much ate some of the snacks they provided, drank while playing cards, so on and so forth. Last thing I remembered was playing "Up, down" with Kenny, then wake up jiu on my house the floor le, door & gate never close, let ah bu gan when I woke up >.<
Never been that drunk till I don't remember what happened at all, lets hope I didn't do anything stupid or made a fool out of myself.
Photos!! But only 3, took more but they turned out very bad because of the lighting.
Ps everyone my phone sucks(SE W980) so please bear with me for the poor quality photo & of course this taken while I was sober!!
I didn't get to drink the other, I think it was Martell? I don't remember, but I was told that I wanted to drink that when I was in my drunken state but they lied to me & fed me coke instead -.-
Ok I'm going to dedicate a paragraph for someone who sort of made my day & at the same time, made me felt a slight bit of hurt. I don't want to point names, you should know who you are *wink*
So anyways, I read back our MSN convo & notice a question you asked me which I didn't gave you the full answer at that time.
You ask me why I never wrote you a comment, in addition to what I've said, there was another reason that couldn't said to you directly at that time.
I knew you couldn't get over your boyfriend at that time, which is why no matter how I felt at that time, I didn't wish to let you know, I didn't want to be a replacement.
Don't worry, I don't resent anything about you, I know we're just friends now & I'm happy you patched with him, to re-ignite that burnt out flame with someone you love is not easy & you did it, so cherish it :)
Well I hope at some point we're able to meet up, just go out with a group of friends to play or anything, be sure to ask me ok? Don't assume I'm always busy >.<
And sorry for the late update >.<
Workout & project-ing, waiting for my mac(double cheese & hot fudge sundae!!) arrive.
Ciao!
Past few days whenever my phone rang, my heart would skip a beat hoping its you.
But until now there isn't anything from you at all.
And so I know what your decision is too...
Today would be the day I will not intrude into your life anymore.
I know its hard for me, but I will make good of my word.
Knowing that you are happy I will be happy too, I hope for the both of you to last long & be happy always.
I had wish things would have turned out better for the both of us, but fate tends to play with me & lead me in circles in my relationships. Well... life goes on.
And so after sorting out my entangled red lines, you are not the one on the other end of my line either & like the others, you left behind an imprint in my heart...
Friday, went to the gym in the afternoon to train with Kenny, I swear just a couple more weeks of such training, pretty sure I'm going to see some satisfying results of course I won't give all the credit to the gym, I at home also got train.
Went to Plaza Sing in the evening to have dinner with Valerie mummy & her friends, ate @ Xing Wang, saw into Weiting Mei, so long no meet she haven't changed much :O
But she too busy to notice me plus I changed my hairstyle & was wearing contacts at that time so highly doubt she could recognise me.
After that went up to arcade, played House of the Dead 4 with Kenny, conisdering we both 1st time playing got quite far into the game not bad liao, but very tiring sia for our hands, the gun was quite heavy(not we weak, but we've been training our biceps in the gym, our arm chui already >.<).
Used our last 2 coins on the basketball machine, scored a total of 140+ points!
Not each la, the both of us + together :x
Was raining as we walked to the bar at Parklane to drink, up to this point I only remember stuff that happen while I'm sober. Pretty much ate some of the snacks they provided, drank while playing cards, so on and so forth. Last thing I remembered was playing "Up, down" with Kenny, then wake up jiu on my house the floor le, door & gate never close, let ah bu gan when I woke up >.<
Never been that drunk till I don't remember what happened at all, lets hope I didn't do anything stupid or made a fool out of myself.
Photos!! But only 3, took more but they turned out very bad because of the lighting.
Ps everyone my phone sucks(SE W980) so please bear with me for the poor quality photo & of course this taken while I was sober!!
Sorry ah, I cannot resist not taking zilian photo :P
Ok I look retarded in this one.
What we drank, Chivas(12 years) & eh...
Ok I look retarded in this one.
What we drank, Chivas(12 years) & eh...
I didn't get to drink the other, I think it was Martell? I don't remember, but I was told that I wanted to drink that when I was in my drunken state but they lied to me & fed me coke instead -.-
Ok I'm going to dedicate a paragraph for someone who sort of made my day & at the same time, made me felt a slight bit of hurt. I don't want to point names, you should know who you are *wink*
So anyways, I read back our MSN convo & notice a question you asked me which I didn't gave you the full answer at that time.
You ask me why I never wrote you a comment, in addition to what I've said, there was another reason that couldn't said to you directly at that time.
I knew you couldn't get over your boyfriend at that time, which is why no matter how I felt at that time, I didn't wish to let you know, I didn't want to be a replacement.
Don't worry, I don't resent anything about you, I know we're just friends now & I'm happy you patched with him, to re-ignite that burnt out flame with someone you love is not easy & you did it, so cherish it :)
Well I hope at some point we're able to meet up, just go out with a group of friends to play or anything, be sure to ask me ok? Don't assume I'm always busy >.<
And sorry for the late update >.<
Workout & project-ing, waiting for my mac(double cheese & hot fudge sundae!!) arrive.
Ciao!
I'm right here waiting for you, the girl on the other side of my red line, where are you now? What are you doing?
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/01/2009 01:00:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
