Sunday, November 1, 2009
So this where we say goodbye.
It's Sunday. Many people would be happy because its the weekend but not me.
Past few days whenever my phone rang, my heart would skip a beat hoping its you.
But until now there isn't anything from you at all.
And so I know what your decision is too...
Today would be the day I will not intrude into your life anymore.
I know its hard for me, but I will make good of my word.
Knowing that you are happy I will be happy too, I hope for the both of you to last long & be happy always.
I had wish things would have turned out better for the both of us, but fate tends to play with me & lead me in circles in my relationships. Well... life goes on.
Friday, went to the gym in the afternoon to train with Kenny, I swear just a couple more weeks of such training, pretty sure I'm going to see some satisfying results of course I won't give all the credit to the gym, I at home also got train.
Went to Plaza Sing in the evening to have dinner with Valerie mummy & her friends, ate @ Xing Wang, saw into Weiting Mei, so long no meet she haven't changed much :O
But she too busy to notice me plus I changed my hairstyle & was wearing contacts at that time so highly doubt she could recognise me.
After that went up to arcade, played House of the Dead 4 with Kenny, conisdering we both 1st time playing got quite far into the game not bad liao, but very tiring sia for our hands, the gun was quite heavy(not we weak, but we've been training our biceps in the gym, our arm chui already >.<).
Used our last 2 coins on the basketball machine, scored a total of 140+ points!
Not each la, the both of us + together :x
Was raining as we walked to the bar at Parklane to drink, up to this point I only remember stuff that happen while I'm sober. Pretty much ate some of the snacks they provided, drank while playing cards, so on and so forth. Last thing I remembered was playing "Up, down" with Kenny, then wake up jiu on my house the floor le, door & gate never close, let ah bu gan when I woke up >.<
Never been that drunk till I don't remember what happened at all, lets hope I didn't do anything stupid or made a fool out of myself.
Photos!! But only 3, took more but they turned out very bad because of the lighting.
Ps everyone my phone sucks(SE W980) so please bear with me for the poor quality photo & of course this taken while I was sober!!
I didn't get to drink the other, I think it was Martell? I don't remember, but I was told that I wanted to drink that when I was in my drunken state but they lied to me & fed me coke instead -.-
Ok I'm going to dedicate a paragraph for someone who sort of made my day & at the same time, made me felt a slight bit of hurt. I don't want to point names, you should know who you are *wink*
So anyways, I read back our MSN convo & notice a question you asked me which I didn't gave you the full answer at that time.
You ask me why I never wrote you a comment, in addition to what I've said, there was another reason that couldn't said to you directly at that time.
I knew you couldn't get over your boyfriend at that time, which is why no matter how I felt at that time, I didn't wish to let you know, I didn't want to be a replacement.
Don't worry, I don't resent anything about you, I know we're just friends now & I'm happy you patched with him, to re-ignite that burnt out flame with someone you love is not easy & you did it, so cherish it :)
Well I hope at some point we're able to meet up, just go out with a group of friends to play or anything, be sure to ask me ok? Don't assume I'm always busy >.<
And sorry for the late update >.<
Workout & project-ing, waiting for my mac(double cheese & hot fudge sundae!!) arrive.
Ciao!
Past few days whenever my phone rang, my heart would skip a beat hoping its you.
But until now there isn't anything from you at all.
And so I know what your decision is too...
Today would be the day I will not intrude into your life anymore.
I know its hard for me, but I will make good of my word.
Knowing that you are happy I will be happy too, I hope for the both of you to last long & be happy always.
I had wish things would have turned out better for the both of us, but fate tends to play with me & lead me in circles in my relationships. Well... life goes on.
And so after sorting out my entangled red lines, you are not the one on the other end of my line either & like the others, you left behind an imprint in my heart...
Friday, went to the gym in the afternoon to train with Kenny, I swear just a couple more weeks of such training, pretty sure I'm going to see some satisfying results of course I won't give all the credit to the gym, I at home also got train.
Went to Plaza Sing in the evening to have dinner with Valerie mummy & her friends, ate @ Xing Wang, saw into Weiting Mei, so long no meet she haven't changed much :O
But she too busy to notice me plus I changed my hairstyle & was wearing contacts at that time so highly doubt she could recognise me.
After that went up to arcade, played House of the Dead 4 with Kenny, conisdering we both 1st time playing got quite far into the game not bad liao, but very tiring sia for our hands, the gun was quite heavy(not we weak, but we've been training our biceps in the gym, our arm chui already >.<).
Used our last 2 coins on the basketball machine, scored a total of 140+ points!
Not each la, the both of us + together :x
Was raining as we walked to the bar at Parklane to drink, up to this point I only remember stuff that happen while I'm sober. Pretty much ate some of the snacks they provided, drank while playing cards, so on and so forth. Last thing I remembered was playing "Up, down" with Kenny, then wake up jiu on my house the floor le, door & gate never close, let ah bu gan when I woke up >.<
Never been that drunk till I don't remember what happened at all, lets hope I didn't do anything stupid or made a fool out of myself.
Photos!! But only 3, took more but they turned out very bad because of the lighting.
Ps everyone my phone sucks(SE W980) so please bear with me for the poor quality photo & of course this taken while I was sober!!
Sorry ah, I cannot resist not taking zilian photo :P
Ok I look retarded in this one.
What we drank, Chivas(12 years) & eh...
Ok I look retarded in this one.
What we drank, Chivas(12 years) & eh...
I didn't get to drink the other, I think it was Martell? I don't remember, but I was told that I wanted to drink that when I was in my drunken state but they lied to me & fed me coke instead -.-
Ok I'm going to dedicate a paragraph for someone who sort of made my day & at the same time, made me felt a slight bit of hurt. I don't want to point names, you should know who you are *wink*
So anyways, I read back our MSN convo & notice a question you asked me which I didn't gave you the full answer at that time.
You ask me why I never wrote you a comment, in addition to what I've said, there was another reason that couldn't said to you directly at that time.
I knew you couldn't get over your boyfriend at that time, which is why no matter how I felt at that time, I didn't wish to let you know, I didn't want to be a replacement.
Don't worry, I don't resent anything about you, I know we're just friends now & I'm happy you patched with him, to re-ignite that burnt out flame with someone you love is not easy & you did it, so cherish it :)
Well I hope at some point we're able to meet up, just go out with a group of friends to play or anything, be sure to ask me ok? Don't assume I'm always busy >.<
And sorry for the late update >.<
Workout & project-ing, waiting for my mac(double cheese & hot fudge sundae!!) arrive.
Ciao!
I'm right here waiting for you, the girl on the other side of my red line, where are you now? What are you doing?
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/01/2009 01:00:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
