Thursday, November 12, 2009

My feelings are...

I'm feeling left, right, up & down now.
I am going through alot right now.
Words cannot describe how I feel now.
I feel no sadness emotion in me, its like the feeling has been killed off.
It's a good thing.
Tomorrow... I dunno what to do, I dunno how I'm gonna handle the situation.

Will be meeting CY early tomorrow morn, to "hold her hand" to Simei ITE ;P
Gonna go late on purpose because I hate that stupid 'Lisa', seriously because of her I feel like dropping my course, but I won't ;P Probaly get dropped out of that dumb compeitition sooner or later.
I don't care, I was never the kind of person who wanted fame or glory. I'm fine with taking the backseat.

Nothing much to blog, lets see what I can squeeze out.
Oh yeah went to BCA Academy today, basically just like introducing us to the college, giving us one of the options in case we can't get into Poly or want to opt out for a course that will have a guranteed job position after graduation.

Met up with the guys and waiting @ Braddell MRT's mac for Nat to come fetch us.
Poor Nat, kept complaining his car heavy no thanks to the 4 of us inside weighing it down >.<
Anyway reached there late, but no matter had a tour around the school find out more about the courses they offer, guranteed job position of graduation caught my attention but then I decided against it because its not my passion & I don't want to be stuck with a job that I have to drag myself to work just for a living.
Words can only do so much so let the photos do the talking.
I'm going to warn you, some photos are going to scandal-ological!


ME!! Feels like I'm not in Singapore because of the bamboo background.

Left to right: Me, Alan & Yuan Feng

I LOOK FAT!!
Left to right: Me, Yuan Feng, Alan & Nat

A wheelchair thingy thingy... I dunno whats it called la, don't ask me!


I feel like laughing at this picture, not because of Yuan Feng but because of... *silent* :x
Karma! Karma! Better not say :x

Don't these red pillars give the Jap kind of feel?






OK!!










WARNING R21 CONTENT AHEAD!
**R21 ZONE**
LOOK AWAY NOW, DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU ALL!










SCANDAL!! Yuan Feng blowjobs for Nat!! OMG!!

Another obscene picture from Yuan Feng.

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These colored pillars, you make music by playing em.

Some random pictures I have taken this week so far.

Lazy studies caught on cam!! (Seemiang & Yuan Feng)

Lazy Yuan Feng!! Sleepyface!!


Had dinner @ J8 with Yuan Feng, Nat & Shing Hoong at KFC, Nat offered to drive me to Boon Keng MRT, but I declined, I'm fine travelling alone home today >.>

Have something on my chest burdening me heavily, tomorrow I dunno how to cope...
Who can help me?
*sigh*
WAKE UP DEXTER!!
DEAL WITH THIS PROBLEM YOURSELF!!
ARGH!!
STRESS AH!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I want to go shout aeroplanes right now!!
I want to throw myself into the sea & let it wash away all my problems!!
Zzz... have to finish some of my work by this weekend.
Saturday & Sunday will be crazily busy.
Bed is calling me, but not before the usual workout.

I don't want to remember you, but I can't forget you either.

~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: Long whiney update, enjoy :)
♠miki: Your welcome :)

.~♠♥♦♣~.
King

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/12/2009 01:15:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

The Lover

  • Dex or ahDeX
  • 12th September 1989
  • Virgo(♍)/Snake
  • Lonely Heart/Indecisive Heart/Stolen Heart
  • Graduated from Punggol Sec, Simei ITE.
  • Currently in Tampines ITE
  • Future Law Enforcer
  • Always misunderstood-ed by everyone, people says I'm fierce, but then again, they never got to see the better side of me.
  • I'm introvert, you will receive the cold shoulder, can you to warm my heart enough to open up?
  • If you can warm me up, you can find that I'm crazy & will treat you good in the best way possible
  • Don't ever get on the wrong side of me, I will show you different kind of hell :)

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