Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sadness... over lost loves.
Finally today handed in my Entrepreneur project le, hear Mr Foo say we're the 1st group among all the classes he is taking to hand in our project, feel happy about that :D
Although past few days I was very angry & frustrated over my 2 group members for not contributing to the project making me do 99% of the work while they can shake leg & get the credit for.
But in the end I didn't blow up on them, I decided to give them one more chance to prove themselves in the next project.
I certainly hope that they won't disappoint me, otherwise they are sure to see the unforgiving, no mercy & heartless side of me.
Yesterday was really a shitty day for me. Arrived at school late, was told by Mrs Wee going to receive second warning letter soon -.-
Oh well... at least PE got cancelled, tried to rush my way home because looked like going to rain.
As soon as my bus reached Sengkang only jiu started raining dam heavily, stepped out of the bus into big puddle of water... -.- Got my pants & shoes was soaked >.<
Had to dash to the nearest block, really regreted not bringing a bag(I was carrying my books and papers strapped together with a book strap) all my books & papers were soaked T.T Had to reprint my entire Entrepreneur project because all the ink was smudged & the paper looks worst then a toilet paper :(
Today also raining heavily, I missed morning lessons & just came for Entrepreneur, luckily when I was about to leave house my lau pei returned him home, so asked him lompang me to school, lost my Pilot Rexgrip(blue) in his car tho >.<
During Entrepreneur lesson, had case study to do and then the roof leaked water -.-
I guess that normal seeing that my school the building also quite old liao.
Drip dao all my papers wet, heng don't need to keep the question paper, return back to Mr. Foo.
On the way home also got drenched again... I think god is making fun of me, want make all my books wet... these 2 days have been drying books. In fact all my new books have been made wet within these 2 days...
Earlier she finally online after so long of MIA. Chatted with her & finally apologised to her for what I have said to her before, she said she has changed but deep down I know her best, its impossible for a leopard to change its spots, but that's not important & no longer my problem if she doesn't change, it would be her new boyfriend's.
All I wanted was to apologise & that was my only purpose, so I kept my thoughts to myself & tried to make that awkward conversation as light hearted as possible.
She offline-d pretty quickly, later found out from her blog was because she was waiting to call her boyfriend after work.
Been a long time since anyone called me to concern for... how I wish- oh well... nevermind.
2 months & 9 days has passed since we broke up, by right I should have already gotten over her, but my curious heart wanted to know how she is & so I went to read her blog, which now I really regretted doing.
I should be happy for her & shouldn't feel this way. I really hate this feeling. Recently I have already felt this same awful feeling whenever I see piggy &- nevermind I don't want to talk about it :(
Why do the girls I love always end up in the arms of another?
And I'm left alone with nothing but sadness & loneliness to accompany me :*(
Chatted with Fion & Wun Ying about it, they told me almost the same thing :\
Makes me wonder if they're long lost sisters or what de ;P
Lucky thing Auntie Yin's blog recently got joke, went to read one of them to get a laugh & relieve abit of tension.
Oh well, made 2 friends today, chatting with them made me forget about my sadness momentarily, which is a good thing ;D
I need to wake up my idea, DEXTER AH DEXTER! Stop thinking about people who only makes you so moody all the time!! You need to mix around more with the bunch that cheers you up & keep you happy!!
Suan le suan le, forget about all this!
Gym tomorrow & going Bugis to buy mummy's present.
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: Hmmmm, no leh you more busy, I messaged you a couple of times, you also no reply me. Did you change your number?
♠Yin: No leh, I waited with my friend till 5:30 am neither of us manage to see even a single meteorite :(
Although past few days I was very angry & frustrated over my 2 group members for not contributing to the project making me do 99% of the work while they can shake leg & get the credit for.
But in the end I didn't blow up on them, I decided to give them one more chance to prove themselves in the next project.
I certainly hope that they won't disappoint me, otherwise they are sure to see the unforgiving, no mercy & heartless side of me.
Yesterday was really a shitty day for me. Arrived at school late, was told by Mrs Wee going to receive second warning letter soon -.-
Oh well... at least PE got cancelled, tried to rush my way home because looked like going to rain.
As soon as my bus reached Sengkang only jiu started raining dam heavily, stepped out of the bus into big puddle of water... -.- Got my pants & shoes was soaked >.<
Had to dash to the nearest block, really regreted not bringing a bag(I was carrying my books and papers strapped together with a book strap) all my books & papers were soaked T.T Had to reprint my entire Entrepreneur project because all the ink was smudged & the paper looks worst then a toilet paper :(
Today also raining heavily, I missed morning lessons & just came for Entrepreneur, luckily when I was about to leave house my lau pei returned him home, so asked him lompang me to school, lost my Pilot Rexgrip(blue) in his car tho >.<
During Entrepreneur lesson, had case study to do and then the roof leaked water -.-
I guess that normal seeing that my school the building also quite old liao.
Drip dao all my papers wet, heng don't need to keep the question paper, return back to Mr. Foo.
On the way home also got drenched again... I think god is making fun of me, want make all my books wet... these 2 days have been drying books. In fact all my new books have been made wet within these 2 days...
Earlier she finally online after so long of MIA. Chatted with her & finally apologised to her for what I have said to her before, she said she has changed but deep down I know her best, its impossible for a leopard to change its spots, but that's not important & no longer my problem if she doesn't change, it would be her new boyfriend's.
All I wanted was to apologise & that was my only purpose, so I kept my thoughts to myself & tried to make that awkward conversation as light hearted as possible.
She offline-d pretty quickly, later found out from her blog was because she was waiting to call her boyfriend after work.
Been a long time since anyone called me to concern for... how I wish- oh well... nevermind.
2 months & 9 days has passed since we broke up, by right I should have already gotten over her, but my curious heart wanted to know how she is & so I went to read her blog, which now I really regretted doing.
I should be happy for her & shouldn't feel this way. I really hate this feeling. Recently I have already felt this same awful feeling whenever I see piggy &- nevermind I don't want to talk about it :(
Why do the girls I love always end up in the arms of another?
And I'm left alone with nothing but sadness & loneliness to accompany me :*(
Chatted with Fion & Wun Ying about it, they told me almost the same thing :\
Makes me wonder if they're long lost sisters or what de ;P
Lucky thing Auntie Yin's blog recently got joke, went to read one of them to get a laugh & relieve abit of tension.
Oh well, made 2 friends today, chatting with them made me forget about my sadness momentarily, which is a good thing ;D
I need to wake up my idea, DEXTER AH DEXTER! Stop thinking about people who only makes you so moody all the time!! You need to mix around more with the bunch that cheers you up & keep you happy!!
Suan le suan le, forget about all this!
Gym tomorrow & going Bugis to buy mummy's present.
有一句話, 再也都聽不到. 那些過往, 只好放在心上.
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: Hmmmm, no leh you more busy, I messaged you a couple of times, you also no reply me. Did you change your number?
♠Yin: No leh, I waited with my friend till 5:30 am neither of us manage to see even a single meteorite :(
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King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/19/2009 11:46:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
