Sunday, November 1, 2009

Broken Resolve.

Why did you...?
Morning everyone. I'm not feeling happy now & really shouldn't be like this.

Why did you have to message me apologising? I suppose you have read my blog then.
Then why did you, knowing I already resolved not to intrude with your life, say things that makes yourself the sinner?
I don't want you to put the blame on yourself, I don't want you to be upset, I don't want anyone around me upset anymore.
Don't blame yourself for being a bad friend, I didn't think that you are.

I told you didn't I? In one sided relationships, the one that put in the most love is just playing with fire & so if that person got hurt, he or she can only blame themselves.

What I'm trying to say is, don't feel guilty alright? You didn't take a gun pointing at me forcing me to wait for your messages or calls, I did it on my own accord.

I really don't have time to be thinking about this, I need to go do my project, busy day ahead & now I'm feeling a slight bit of fever coming, this doesn't bodes well at all.
One message was all it took to break my resolve, I'm just too weak...


.~♠♥♦♣~.
King

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/01/2009 11:37:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

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