Saturday, March 6, 2010

Day 13 & 14

In this 2 days I watched...

TWICE!

Once with 2 pretty girls (Weiting & Krist), the other with my 3 buddies (Ken, Nel & Teng) :x
Overall not a bad movie, dam funny for some parts. Most memorable scene is where NoNo & Jeremy dance "Sorry, sorry" to distract the police, sibei epic! Hahas!

Ok, update.
Yesterday was a dam good day la, didn't get debared from exams dam happy lor! Shared this happiness with only a few people, those of you should know ;)
After that met Weiting & her friend Krist (PS, your real name really quite a task to remember :x) @ Toa Payoh MRT then train down Bugis to treat her eat, for her birthday de (sorry! it had to be belated, I was really busy the past weeks >< couldn't celebrate earlier with you).
Ate @ Sakae, 1st time I eat so little @ Sakae, yeah we had a buffet but for some reason I couldn't eat much, I guess I ate lesser then that time with Meiyun (that was almost 5 months ago, but I still remember anyways :P), either way the 2 girls also didn't eat much, but since they're girls, thats excusable.
Walked around abit then decide to catch a movie, went to Illuma to watch 做人.
Afterwards went to Bugis street walk walk, only Weiting shopped because she rice we poor :( (no lahs, just kidding ;P)
Weiting the voice very soft, then keep disturbing her because she is the only one wearing uniform (Krist & me in civilian clothing ;P) & is really short (shorter then me by 1 head, but unfair comparison la, as I'm quit tall :x) everything on escalator will disturb her.
After that sent Krist home 1st because Weiting still don't want go home so early. Sent her all the way home to her block downstairs, along the way chatted quite abit, at her block downstairs also. After that ownself bus back to Punggol... bus dam slow la, should have trained home... Zzz...
Learnt about something, but won't say it here... yet :x

Today, woke up around 10am+
Feed the 2 turtles then prepare go out le... later wake up that time need help them change water liao!! HELP!! :x
Went out met Weiting around 2, went to AMK there the KFC to eat, she wasn't hungry so I eat only. Chat till around 3pm+ GalGal DJ called, because she was nervous for her piano exam, tried my best to calm her down, but kind of hard when your hands are oily >.<
Hope GalGal DJ don't blame me for trying to end the call early & thanks, I know my voice very deep ;)
Afterwards send Weiting to the MRT station, then went to AMK library to study with See Miang & Co.
Studied till around 6+ or was it 7+? Aiya don't remember, met up with Ken, wanted to have dinner at AMK hub but Nel suggest go Changi Village eat, so we bus back to Punggol to meet him to DRIVE us there... That officer... AIR FORCE OFFICER LEH!!!! Dunno how to drive to AMK hub lor... Singapore's future looks bleak... Hahahahahahas!
Wanted to ask GalGal DJ to come along lor, but she replied late so... no chance :S

Ate dinner @ Changi Village (HOKKIEN MEE), after that Nel drove us back, Ken & Teng come over my house till around 10pm+ then we left for Tampines Mall to watch 做人 (again!) saw into Peng Siong (PSS classmate), small world huh?

Day 14,
Back on air~
Sorry GalGal DJ, didn't update yesterday, hai you nothing to read.
Read your blog le, cute guinea pig :D
And don't think too much about your piano exam le bah.
Whats past is past, you've done your best le!
Messaged you but you didn't reply after that le, guessed you must be asleep.
Oh btw, I not sure if I told you already but, I gave wrong info, take bus 969 from Woodlands interchange to go to Tampines, not 965 (that will end you up in Sengkang ><).
Miss chatting with you on MSN, but looks its going to be abit hard considering that- yeah I read about it le ><
Don't worry, anything can still call me or message me (hopefully the next time you call my hands won't be oily like earlier ><)
Alrights, eyes closing~
BoiBoi DJ signing off!
Good nights- I mean... GOOD MORNING! :x

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3/06/2010 06:00:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Day 12.

Didn't go school today.
Woke around 9+, can still go to school de.
But I just have a bad feeling something bad will happen today, so didn't go.
But something bad really happened...

Stayed at home all day, watching 海派甜心. Finally finished watching it le.
Dam touching la especially towards the end part.
Around 5pm+ left house to go gym... ALONE. Ken not free.
Finished that time went to CP to walk walk abit.
Then something happened...

While walking at CP I heard a familar laughter, turn around & saw into someone that looked like her, but look again she disappear le, looked around but can't find her at all.
Whats with me? Suddenly my mood changed emo... I told myself when I go for this haircut, its not only to just change my looks but to let go of all memories of past relationships.
Recently been because keep watch 海派甜心 see Rainie Yang, she really resembles you in some ways, thats why thinking of you... & maybe because I also discussed about you with GalGal DJ bah.

I guess from today on, I won't eat curry puffs anymore.
Today will be the day I ate my last curry puff.
If you all didn't know before, I would always eat curry puffs whenever I miss you.
Thats because curry puffs is one of your most favourite food, I will always miss the time when you forced fed me curry puff even though I don't want.
Although I always give you that face but actually I like it because its you feeding me-

DEXTER CHUA! Wake up! ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT LE!
DO YOU WANT TO EMO THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?!
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
I FORBID YOU TO THINK OF HER EVER AGAIN LE!
I want you to go sleep now!
Wake up that time, you will not remember a thing about today!
Today did not exist!
Nothing has happened today!

Day 12,
Today, there will be no broadcast.
GalGal DJ you were at his house?
Hope you know what you are doing bah.

I sent you a message, I'm off to bed.
Sorry day 12 had to be so gloomy.
I promised tomorrow will be better alrights?
Good nights.

我的泪流在心里, 学会放弃...

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3/03/2010 08:57:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Day 11.

I'm angry. I'm not going to say why, but I'm angry.
With who? Here's a clue, you comment on my FB's status, I saw le, didn't even bother to read I delete liao. I'm sure you know why, don't need me to say more.
*instant angry gone*

Normal Tuesday, fully understand how to do ETTV & Cooling Load calculations le, ACDS exam is almost set, now left theory then I'm fully confident for ACDS exam. Mr Moh's module... that one I think seriously need to mug le.

Today late for lesson. Come down bus 65 that time saw Yuan Feng, sneak up behind him & K!! his head! Hahas! He almost want turn around beat people liao lor, but he dare beat me mah??!! *stares* *devil rise out* hahas, doubt he dare also.
Lesson for one hour only jiu... FINISH SCHOOL liao!!

Today is also a very sad day for... not me! My emo long haircut :(
Thanks for being with me for this 4 years+.
But I no longer love you anymore, I have someone else le, I'm sorry to say but from today onwards we won't be seeing each other again... goodbye...
*sobs*
*instant happy*
Ok so now I'm so in love with my new haircut, it needs to be slightly longer on the side jiu perfect le ^^ So no photos now ;P
But I will have to quit specs le & go full time contacts.
Because I look better without specs in this haircut, so I have to say goodbye to my specs also le.
So both emo long haircut & specs, I hope you 2 can understand my feelings ok? Goodbye le...

Random photo time!

My 'slim' sugarcane juice cup... everyone's one else is 'large' sugarcane cup lor, why must mine so special? :(

Walking towards SK gym with Ken... OMG! So dam far...

After one hour still so far!! (kidding only luhs ;P)

Is it us or we imagining things from the heat? Surfing around the field here?

My catch from my last prawning session... 5 tangos down only, at least better then my very 1st prawning session... remember mah CY? >.<


Day 11,
BoiBoi DJ is on air!!
2 hours 5 mins day 12 will say hello le!!
Welcoming only GalGal DJ's call-in ^^
But you went offline le :(
Hahas, I just online MSN, see you busy so thought don't disturb you.
Sorry I came online so late >.<
Nevermind its alright :)

I updated my blog le! Hope from this post you noticed something similar between us ;)
365th day, I wonder what kind of day will you be?
But I'm sure when that day arrives, lots of unexpected surprises will happen!
But friday, can come faster mah?

An emergency road guide broadcast for GalGal DJ!! To get to Tampines CPF building take 965 from Woodlands interchange, sit all the way till Tampines interchange, Tampines CPF building is nearby, you won't miss it :)
Hope this broadcast helped you!

Wishes GalGal DJ you, have a sweet dream that will keep you asleep till the morning! Good nights! :)

Lots of stars I can see from my house here, hmmm... wonder if you can see any from your house? Shall end here with a song I promised for you, Written In The Stars by Westlife. Take a moment to listen my music playlist ok? :)

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3/02/2010 08:43:00 PM
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Monday, March 1, 2010

Day 10.

So tired. Because last night I only slept about 3 hours. But I guess someone is more tired then me since she never sleep at all ;)

Hmmmm... where to start?
Today woke up slightly late for school, slightly only.
Usual take bus to school, blah blah.
Get on bus 65 that time saw into the girl that Yuan Feng likes.
She smile at me, but I dao her :x
Partly because she took my favourite location to stand in the bus & I also not very sure if its her, scared wait call wrong ppl.
But later when lunch that time she joined us & told me about, I dam paiseh luhs.
Sorry ah Miss-I-Don't-Remember-Your-Name-But-I-Now-Typing-That-Time-Remember-Le- LIQING! Hahas!! Sorry ah, because I need to time to recover that you shock me by standing at my favourite spot, by the time realise I should say hi that time, I already dao you quite a few seconds le :x

Anyways! Long school day, until 4pm+ nothing out of the usual, just kept dozing off only despite my many efforts to keep myself awake. Yup! I did even pinch my thighs to keep myself awake. Ouch! Now swollen le >.<


Recently been watching "Hi My Sweetheart" (海派甜心) dam touching lor! Keep listening to the show's songs also, Rainie's 雨爱, 匿名的好友 & Show's 爱不单行. So nice luhs... fall in love with this show & those songs le ^^

Yes... I know alot of you finish watching le, keep asking me watch so long now then I finally watch... YOU ALL WHERE NOT HAPPY AH!! Hahas joking only luhs! :P :P
Must thank Yuan Feng send me Rainie's song then I decide to watch the show de XD

Recently also dunno why la, that day go out supper with Teng, Ken & Nel. Treat them the supper I 'PROMISE' to treat de. Wallet completely out of 'Yusofs' after that... -.-
Went to ECP the skater's park to slack after dropping Nel @ Clarke Quay there. Suddenly Teng & Ken, take an interest in my relationship thingy.
Because they find it strange why like no news from me, say like which girl which girl, then phone very quiet no message, even Nelson's phone also ring more often then me.
Out of the blue they suddenly mention her, stupid la they all. They know I like her very long le, but just never had a chance to be with her only. Aiya, they give me the suggestions all seem easy to them, ask them ownself do la, doubt they will dare lor.

Time seems to fly. A blink of an eye also got 6 years le. I like you since our secondary school days. After seeing you have a boyfriend, I decided maybe we're not fated, went to look for my fated one. Been through so many relationships, so many heartaches, ended up back here looking at you again.
I'm not afraid to confess, what I'm afraid is after confession. What if I get rejected? I don't want to make things awkward. Hao bu rong yi I can find the courage to talk to you as normal friends likedat, before I was always shy when talking to you, dunno wad to say, dunno how to say.
Furthermore you told me recently you don't want to think about relationship 1st, you want to concentrate on your exams so you can get into a poly of your choice.
So my dear buddies, not I have no courage to confess, but now isn't the time.
And perhaps my heart is tired of relationships le.
Ken that day I told you I don't want to believe in love le, you thought I just copy out from 海派甜心 de, but actually I did quite mean what I say.
Walk one step, see one step bah, I don't want to rush any relationships anymore.

Day 10,
I was so happy to see your message today during lunch!
I wasn't expecting any replies till friday but when you told me you use your last message to message me, I felt kind of touched.
That message cheered me up alittle, even though its about something bad that happen to you >.<
I hope by now your stomach pain is gone already & you are feeling alot better.
Don't stay up late tonight le, go rest early today since you didn't sleep last night.
Day 11 will begin in 2 hours 48 mins from the time I type this out.
Message incoming.

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3/01/2010 08:10:00 PM
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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Day 8.

I know I promised an update... but yeah heh heh... I dragged & dragged until no update :x
Alrights just a short one for a friend :)

Day 8,
Know more about you today, how similar our problems are. Eg. Family, etc.
357 days more, I can't wait :)
Little by little I'm knowing you more.

Start of day 9, I wonder what will I know about you today :)
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/28/2010 07:12:00 AM
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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Sleepyhead!

Another sleepy day! I shall blog when I wake up.
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/27/2010 04:44:00 AM
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Friday, February 26, 2010

Sleepy.

Like so long din update, now finally wan to update liao, too tired to update.
*yawn*

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/26/2010 01:57:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

My heart is tired & dead...


I'm living in a world where I have to hide myself behind a mask, in a suit... will I ever be able to express my feelings for anyone anymore?

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/23/2010 07:26:00 AM
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Sunday, February 21, 2010

Project! Project! PROJECT!!

First things first!!
To C.Y:
I read your blog, actually I read it that day you posted liao, just lazy to reply ;P Anyways its ok la, that day can't play I also have to wait till the 9th then can play with you, I this week also need to mug, do project, ready presentation, blah blah blah... all that busy crap, you know de la ;)
My exams finish on the 8th if I'm not wrong so after that when you free le then we meet up lor ;)

Long weekends, by right I should be enjoying my last not busy weekend. But because Entrepreneur Project 3 not finish, already past deadline le, Monday, die also must hand in! So can't enjoy at all.
Went with Ken to the gym... on the way-

MY TIRE BURST!! WTH!!



I was cycling happily after pumping our tires up from the petrol station only, crossing the highway that time- *BANG* gone case liao *sobs*
Didn't want to drag it all the way home so I just chain my bike to this bridge then decide to come collect it another day... had to jog while Ken cycle to the gym. TIRING LA!!!!
After gym accompany him go book his bike TP @ Ubi driving centre there, dinner at CP. Wanted to play badminton, but ownself eat too full, feeling lazy also then see CY no reply so bus home :x

Oh well! There goes another weekend wasted on project. Been doing project whole day, calculating & all that, now see numbers jiu scared liao. Not finished with my project but left very little to do, will finish it all when I wake up.
Have to chiong my profit-and-loss projection because I promised Seemiang I'd help her with it.
Dunno why suddenly very close with my classmates :S

Anyways, I promised people the favor I will do it so faster rushed it & send it to her liao, jiu one thing down. Her project group also no better then mine... but I would say still my project group is the most owning *wink* one-man show *wink*
That Thursday she was complaining to me about how her group members not taking things seriously, trying to just copy-paste information from the net & throw all the work to her.
Then that Thursday she stayed back with us (those who got make-up lessons because of debarment... -.-), just to finish some parts of the project she has no idea how to do. So stayed with her helped her as much as I can lor... But honestly la, when helping her I actually have no idea what to do, because I haven't done that part of the project yet :x
So I just freestyle, help her with whatever that come into my mind, but eh don't think I anyhow help her ok! I used proper logic and reasoning one hor, wan help jiu help properly I won't do things half-hearted-ly!

Then after she go home one of her group members Nat (also my debarment buddy) complained to me about how he regretted picking her group because she is such a nag, very easily agitated when even tho he give her his assigned work & all that...
I hear liao just no comments. Aiya, people group the thing I don't want comment so much, wait later people say I make trouble all that, don't want give them chance to say.

Hiya hack care la, my group is still the most owning one, don't want talk about it liao, other day then say feeling loso le...
Whole body dam ache la, faster recover so I can hit the gym again! Want to blog about another thing recently de, but I shall do so in my next post when I get my mind organised abit more... Hais.
Go sleep lo, wake up nothing to look forward to but project again! Dammit!

I hate the feeling of heartaches...

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/21/2010 04:55:00 AM
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Friday, February 19, 2010

Blind...


To be blind to the world around me, to not see the things that will hurt my heart, is a relieve...

.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/19/2010 02:35:00 PM
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The Lover

  • Dex or ahDeX
  • 12th September 1989
  • Virgo(♍)/Snake
  • Lonely Heart/Indecisive Heart/Stolen Heart
  • Graduated from Punggol Sec, Simei ITE.
  • Currently in Tampines ITE
  • Future Law Enforcer
  • Always misunderstood-ed by everyone, people says I'm fierce, but then again, they never got to see the better side of me.
  • I'm introvert, you will receive the cold shoulder, can you to warm my heart enough to open up?
  • If you can warm me up, you can find that I'm crazy & will treat you good in the best way possible
  • Don't ever get on the wrong side of me, I will show you different kind of hell :)

Once Upon A Time


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Upcomings

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Wishes Upon A Star

  • To ♥ my Weiting & be with her forever
  • Car license
  • Bike license
  • A new computer
  • iPhone
  • Red/Black Watch
  • Green/black Converse shoes
  • Yellow/black Converse shoes
  • Black vest
  • Wrist band
  • Pes-A
  • Graduate Higher NITEC with GPA 3 or higher

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