Sunday, February 28, 2010
Day 8.
I know I promised an update... but yeah heh heh... I dragged & dragged until no update :x
Alrights just a short one for a friend :)
Day 8,
Know more about you today, how similar our problems are. Eg. Family, etc.
357 days more, I can't wait :)
Little by little I'm knowing you more.
Start of day 9, I wonder what will I know about you today :)
Alrights just a short one for a friend :)
Day 8,
Know more about you today, how similar our problems are. Eg. Family, etc.
357 days more, I can't wait :)
Little by little I'm knowing you more.
Start of day 9, I wonder what will I know about you today :)
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/28/2010 07:12:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Sleepyhead!
Another sleepy day! I shall blog when I wake up.
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/27/2010 04:44:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Friday, February 26, 2010
Sleepy.
Like so long din update, now finally wan to update liao, too tired to update.
*yawn*
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/26/2010 01:57:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
My heart is tired & dead...
I'm living in a world where I have to hide myself behind a mask, in a suit... will I ever be able to express my feelings for anyone anymore?
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/23/2010 07:26:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Project! Project! PROJECT!!
First things first!!
To C.Y:
I read your blog, actually I read it that day you posted liao, just lazy to reply ;P Anyways its ok la, that day can't play I also have to wait till the 9th then can play with you, I this week also need to mug, do project, ready presentation, blah blah blah... all that busy crap, you know de la ;)
My exams finish on the 8th if I'm not wrong so after that when you free le then we meet up lor ;)
Long weekends, by right I should be enjoying my last not busy weekend. But because Entrepreneur Project 3 not finish, already past deadline le, Monday, die also must hand in! So can't enjoy at all.
Went with Ken to the gym... on the way-
I was cycling happily after pumping our tires up from the petrol station only, crossing the highway that time- *BANG* gone case liao *sobs*
Didn't want to drag it all the way home so I just chain my bike to this bridge then decide to come collect it another day... had to jog while Ken cycle to the gym. TIRING LA!!!!
After gym accompany him go book his bike TP @ Ubi driving centre there, dinner at CP. Wanted to play badminton, but ownself eat too full, feeling lazy also then see CY no reply so bus home :x
Oh well! There goes another weekend wasted on project. Been doing project whole day, calculating & all that, now see numbers jiu scared liao. Not finished with my project but left very little to do, will finish it all when I wake up.
Have to chiong my profit-and-loss projection because I promised Seemiang I'd help her with it.
Dunno why suddenly very close with my classmates :S
Anyways, I promised people the favor I will do it so faster rushed it & send it to her liao, jiu one thing down. Her project group also no better then mine... but I would say still my project group is the most owning *wink* one-man show *wink*
That Thursday she was complaining to me about how her group members not taking things seriously, trying to just copy-paste information from the net & throw all the work to her.
Then that Thursday she stayed back with us (those who got make-up lessons because of debarment... -.-), just to finish some parts of the project she has no idea how to do. So stayed with her helped her as much as I can lor... But honestly la, when helping her I actually have no idea what to do, because I haven't done that part of the project yet :x
So I just freestyle, help her with whatever that come into my mind, but eh don't think I anyhow help her ok! I used proper logic and reasoning one hor, wan help jiu help properly I won't do things half-hearted-ly!
Then after she go home one of her group members Nat (also my debarment buddy) complained to me about how he regretted picking her group because she is such a nag, very easily agitated when even tho he give her his assigned work & all that...
I hear liao just no comments. Aiya, people group the thing I don't want comment so much, wait later people say I make trouble all that, don't want give them chance to say.
Hiya hack care la, my group is still the most owning one, don't want talk about it liao, other day then say feeling loso le...
Whole body dam ache la, faster recover so I can hit the gym again! Want to blog about another thing recently de, but I shall do so in my next post when I get my mind organised abit more... Hais.
Go sleep lo, wake up nothing to look forward to but project again! Dammit!
To C.Y:
I read your blog, actually I read it that day you posted liao, just lazy to reply ;P Anyways its ok la, that day can't play I also have to wait till the 9th then can play with you, I this week also need to mug, do project, ready presentation, blah blah blah... all that busy crap, you know de la ;)
My exams finish on the 8th if I'm not wrong so after that when you free le then we meet up lor ;)
Long weekends, by right I should be enjoying my last not busy weekend. But because Entrepreneur Project 3 not finish, already past deadline le, Monday, die also must hand in! So can't enjoy at all.
Went with Ken to the gym... on the way-
MY TIRE BURST!! WTH!!
I was cycling happily after pumping our tires up from the petrol station only, crossing the highway that time- *BANG* gone case liao *sobs*
Didn't want to drag it all the way home so I just chain my bike to this bridge then decide to come collect it another day... had to jog while Ken cycle to the gym. TIRING LA!!!!
After gym accompany him go book his bike TP @ Ubi driving centre there, dinner at CP. Wanted to play badminton, but ownself eat too full, feeling lazy also then see CY no reply so bus home :x
Oh well! There goes another weekend wasted on project. Been doing project whole day, calculating & all that, now see numbers jiu scared liao. Not finished with my project but left very little to do, will finish it all when I wake up.
Have to chiong my profit-and-loss projection because I promised Seemiang I'd help her with it.
Dunno why suddenly very close with my classmates :S
Anyways, I promised people the favor I will do it so faster rushed it & send it to her liao, jiu one thing down. Her project group also no better then mine... but I would say still my project group is the most owning *wink* one-man show *wink*
That Thursday she was complaining to me about how her group members not taking things seriously, trying to just copy-paste information from the net & throw all the work to her.
Then that Thursday she stayed back with us (those who got make-up lessons because of debarment... -.-), just to finish some parts of the project she has no idea how to do. So stayed with her helped her as much as I can lor... But honestly la, when helping her I actually have no idea what to do, because I haven't done that part of the project yet :x
So I just freestyle, help her with whatever that come into my mind, but eh don't think I anyhow help her ok! I used proper logic and reasoning one hor, wan help jiu help properly I won't do things half-hearted-ly!
Then after she go home one of her group members Nat (also my debarment buddy) complained to me about how he regretted picking her group because she is such a nag, very easily agitated when even tho he give her his assigned work & all that...
I hear liao just no comments. Aiya, people group the thing I don't want comment so much, wait later people say I make trouble all that, don't want give them chance to say.
Hiya hack care la, my group is still the most owning one, don't want talk about it liao, other day then say feeling loso le...
Whole body dam ache la, faster recover so I can hit the gym again! Want to blog about another thing recently de, but I shall do so in my next post when I get my mind organised abit more... Hais.
Go sleep lo, wake up nothing to look forward to but project again! Dammit!
I hate the feeling of heartaches...
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/21/2010 04:55:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Friday, February 19, 2010
Blind...
To be blind to the world around me, to not see the things that will hurt my heart, is a relieve...
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/19/2010 02:35:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, February 15, 2010
S.S.E.Y (Same.Shit.Every.Year)
Updating.
First off. Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines Day to everyone.
Should be particularly happy because its CNY again, but the mood isn't there this year. Partly I think its also because its Valentines Day bah.
Nothing really special to blog about... basically the same shit as every year.
Morning go my father's side grandmother's house, then after that go my mother's side grandmother house.
Oh yeah if I had noticed something different in this year's CNY it would be that this year is particularly hot. Even as I'm blogging here I'm also sweating... fucking global warming, if you wan come, kill us all, don't make us fucking sweat our backside off... basically sweating all the way in my Ah Ma's house.
Dam bored lor this yeah, seems like I'm driftiong apart from my cousins & relatives, dam bored & no topic to talk to them.
But thanks to CY & Sep for accompanying me message, otherwise I'll definately be bored until no hair.
This year's angpao is better then last year, less quantity but MORE quality.
Total up got 3 digits so I guess thats good bah.
I recall I got a WTF angpao that has a print on it that looks like a hell note... even my mother agrees with me when I show her that. But eh... I can't find it anywhere so no photo of it. Sorry everyone.
I'm in a particularly foul mood... No need to ask why, reason is same as every year this time of the year. Wasn't in a good mood last night at all either. Dam emo for alot of reasons. I still remember last year I had you with me, accompanying me, it was the best...
I still have that other half of the pouch you gave me for V-Day, it still has that bear hanging on it... nothing you gave me looked different from before. The shirt, the belt, that box of hearts, that card & the book you always wrote in, they're all still here, only locked deep inside my cupboard. Even the ring, its still with me, it fits perfectly now... I wonder if you still have yours... most likely you threw it away, I hope you didn't.
Last year at least still have someone & something for V-Day... this year... oh well, forget it all...
Anyways I want apologise to 2 person who had to see me beat myself down. Sorry to you 2, had to let you see me like this. Really really sorry...
Not going out today bah, so most likely going to take the time to kill my brain cells & finish my Entrepreneur project 3...
First off. Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentines Day to everyone.
Should be particularly happy because its CNY again, but the mood isn't there this year. Partly I think its also because its Valentines Day bah.
Nothing really special to blog about... basically the same shit as every year.
Morning go my father's side grandmother's house, then after that go my mother's side grandmother house.
Oh yeah if I had noticed something different in this year's CNY it would be that this year is particularly hot. Even as I'm blogging here I'm also sweating... fucking global warming, if you wan come, kill us all, don't make us fucking sweat our backside off... basically sweating all the way in my Ah Ma's house.
Dam bored lor this yeah, seems like I'm driftiong apart from my cousins & relatives, dam bored & no topic to talk to them.
But thanks to CY & Sep for accompanying me message, otherwise I'll definately be bored until no hair.
This year's angpao is better then last year, less quantity but MORE quality.
Total up got 3 digits so I guess thats good bah.
"Best looking red packet of the year" award goes to:
From Auntie Angeline. ♥ the gloss.
From Auntie Angeline. ♥ the gloss.
(Yes, I know I took this photo under bad room lighting, so shut up ;P)
I recall I got a WTF angpao that has a print on it that looks like a hell note... even my mother agrees with me when I show her that. But eh... I can't find it anywhere so no photo of it. Sorry everyone.
I'm in a particularly foul mood... No need to ask why, reason is same as every year this time of the year. Wasn't in a good mood last night at all either. Dam emo for alot of reasons. I still remember last year I had you with me, accompanying me, it was the best...
I still have that other half of the pouch you gave me for V-Day, it still has that bear hanging on it... nothing you gave me looked different from before. The shirt, the belt, that box of hearts, that card & the book you always wrote in, they're all still here, only locked deep inside my cupboard. Even the ring, its still with me, it fits perfectly now... I wonder if you still have yours... most likely you threw it away, I hope you didn't.
Last year at least still have someone & something for V-Day... this year... oh well, forget it all...
Anyways I want apologise to 2 person who had to see me beat myself down. Sorry to you 2, had to let you see me like this. Really really sorry...
Not going out today bah, so most likely going to take the time to kill my brain cells & finish my Entrepreneur project 3...
I thought I had my heart locked away from me, how did it end up in your hands?
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/15/2010 11:35:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Friday, February 12, 2010
Last min C.N.Y shopping!
Normal friday today, no school!! Thats the best ^^
Sleep until about 10+, 11am likedat... fully awake around 12+
Help CY print her poly application thingy... hahas alot of personal info I saw le oh... now I know your home phone number!! ^^ Hahahs!
Meet her at CP to pass her the papers, dunno why when I saw her mother, she kind of scares me, so faster hand her the papers din chat much jiu left in haste le :x
After that meet Ken go down Bugis to buy my vest, bought socks also in Messy. Ken bought white shorts, I want buy also but then think think abit I need long pants more then shorts, so din buy. Dinner settle at CP KFC.
Kinda emo today despite finally buying the vest I wanted. For some reasons.
Forget it. Guess there is no point thinking about it bah, let it come naturally.
Totally no mood to continue blogging le. Maybe I'm just tired bah. Yeah... maybe.
Sleep until about 10+, 11am likedat... fully awake around 12+
Help CY print her poly application thingy... hahas alot of personal info I saw le oh... now I know your home phone number!! ^^ Hahahs!
Meet her at CP to pass her the papers, dunno why when I saw her mother, she kind of scares me, so faster hand her the papers din chat much jiu left in haste le :x
After that meet Ken go down Bugis to buy my vest, bought socks also in Messy. Ken bought white shorts, I want buy also but then think think abit I need long pants more then shorts, so din buy. Dinner settle at CP KFC.
Kinda emo today despite finally buying the vest I wanted. For some reasons.
Forget it. Guess there is no point thinking about it bah, let it come naturally.
Totally no mood to continue blogging le. Maybe I'm just tired bah. Yeah... maybe.
I dunno why, but since know you till now. Everytime you going out, I would worry alot for you, exactly why I worry, I don't know bah. I thought I would be able to care less like I told myself to, but I can't. I hope I don't fall too deep, I don't ever want to be sad again.
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/12/2010 11:48:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, February 11, 2010
YAY!!!! Long weekends with C.N.Y to look forward to!
It's the start of a long weekend for me!! 5 days no school woohoo!!
But ahhhh... Entrepreneur Project 3 not yet complete need to hand in next Thursday le, nevermind tomorrow I will finish it in one shot!
Today's lessons wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. Most of the credit has to go to someone *wink wink* she has made school more bearable for me :D
Thanks so much for accompanying me Ms. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ^^ (you know who you are ^^).
Caught up with Mr Moh's lesson today despite being late, been putting extra effort into my studies recently with exams around the corner. If you guys are lucky you might actually see me seriously mugging sometime next week XD
Choose my year 2 elective today, Marine Offshore. Hope I can get in, the elective sounds dam interesting lor, best of all... NO PROJECTS!! Only 400 hours of industrial attachment, on top of that I also have put in my name for attachment this March holidays, if I get it then my holidays got work lo ^^
But 1st I must be able to get into all this 1st. Need to double up & work hard this exams le, hope my name don't make it to the debarment list so that I can study for my exams with a peace of mind.
Gonna go shop for my vest tomorrow, wish me luck hope that vest I like don't get sold off >.<
But ahhhh... Entrepreneur Project 3 not yet complete need to hand in next Thursday le, nevermind tomorrow I will finish it in one shot!
Today's lessons wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. Most of the credit has to go to someone *wink wink* she has made school more bearable for me :D
Thanks so much for accompanying me Ms. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ^^ (you know who you are ^^).
Caught up with Mr Moh's lesson today despite being late, been putting extra effort into my studies recently with exams around the corner. If you guys are lucky you might actually see me seriously mugging sometime next week XD
Choose my year 2 elective today, Marine Offshore. Hope I can get in, the elective sounds dam interesting lor, best of all... NO PROJECTS!! Only 400 hours of industrial attachment, on top of that I also have put in my name for attachment this March holidays, if I get it then my holidays got work lo ^^
But 1st I must be able to get into all this 1st. Need to double up & work hard this exams le, hope my name don't make it to the debarment list so that I can study for my exams with a peace of mind.
Gonna go shop for my vest tomorrow, wish me luck hope that vest I like don't get sold off >.<
Zilian!!
Something funny I came across on Facebook! Epic!
Slowly but surely. I'm falling for you...
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/11/2010 04:45:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, February 8, 2010
S.S.D.D (Same.Shit.Different.Day)
Haiyo! Today Mr Moh's module no test ended up doing AUTOCAD assignment only...
Sians! I means... I studied for nothing!
Oh well take it as practise for exams bah.
Oh! Go do ETP PROJECT LO! By this Thursday submit then Chinese New Year free lo!
Sians! I means... I studied for nothing!
Oh well take it as practise for exams bah.
Oh! Go do ETP PROJECT LO! By this Thursday submit then Chinese New Year free lo!
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/08/2010 08:20:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Looking ahead, mosiac-ing you out whenever I spot you.
Blogging again after missing for so long.
As you all may have noticed, I changed my blogskin & changed my tag box too.
So any previous message left in the previous one, I'm sorry for not replying.
I only remember Auntie Yin's de so here's your reply:
That should suffice. I'll try be more active on my blog abit, because its getting colder & colder here... but think even if I active on my blog also seems useless.
So many read & run-ners these days. They don't even bother to tag, giving excuses of all sorts...
Anyways this will just be a short post, I have alot of things I want to say but I feel some of it best keep in my heart don't say anything yet bah. It's still too early... or I should just bury it & never speak of it anymore.
Entrepreneur Project 3 time, bye!
As you all may have noticed, I changed my blogskin & changed my tag box too.
So any previous message left in the previous one, I'm sorry for not replying.
I only remember Auntie Yin's de so here's your reply:
"Ps ah, that time wasn't in the mood to blog or come online. Just trying to avoid everyone possible. I got talk to you on MSN recently le ah. Hahas! Chat with you when I can :)"
That should suffice. I'll try be more active on my blog abit, because its getting colder & colder here... but think even if I active on my blog also seems useless.
So many read & run-ners these days. They don't even bother to tag, giving excuses of all sorts...
Anyways this will just be a short post, I have alot of things I want to say but I feel some of it best keep in my heart don't say anything yet bah. It's still too early... or I should just bury it & never speak of it anymore.
Entrepreneur Project 3 time, bye!
.~♠♥♦♣~.
Joker
Joker
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2/07/2010 06:47:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
