Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Year-End Post!!
So now I'm copying all the retail stores. They have their year-end sales, I got year-end post! Wahahahaha!!
Ok never mind what I've done for the past 2 weeks without a single news on my blog.
Let me sum it up, I met a girl, we walked together, some 'things' happened along the way & now we're neither here nor there, although most of my heart is already gone after she broke my heart.
Forget it. Let's not talk about that now... Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, I intended to blog tomorrow de but then won't be at home(going to my family gathering then meeting my buddies in the late afternoon) & seeing that I have so much free time on my hands now, I might as well update XD
SO this year have been quite an eventful year. I was in 2 & a half relationship(the half relationship thing is with my piggy, because we never actually 'walk' together :S).
Relationship wise it has been a very eventful year for me. I met alot of girls this year, can almost say almost every type of girl also met le.
Much more comfortable talking with girls too le, say goodbye to the shy ahDeX lo!
BYE! BYE!
*kicks the shy ahDeX away*
The people I've met also alot, LAZY people, STUPID people, retarded people, CHILDISH(looks at Yuan Feng) people- ok la enough with the 'bad' people that I've met(joking only ah Yuan Feng).
But hey I've met a few awesome people too, 2 person I must named that helped me alot this year would be my dear gan-mummy & Fion! The support(& scoldings :x) you both have gave me this year really helped me through the times where I cannot see the light in life. So a very big thanks to the both of you!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
LOVE YOU BOTH! :D
And besides thanking those 2 I would also want to thank 3 idiots who have been with me for 8 coming 9 years le! Yup! Kenny, Nelson & Teng Hong! Without you 3, life would be dull as hell & not so much laughter(I still remember me, Nel & Ken cracking jokes @ the YCK police station XD).
So thanks to the 3 of you! For such fun, hilarious & eventful year whenever I'm out with you 3 ^^
Of course I'm not such an ungrateful person to forget my exs ;) To you girls I've nothing much to say about the heartaches you put me through, but... still without you girls I wouldn't have the courage to many things I did this year.
So thanks to you all :D For all the good times we have enjoyed, the love we, the laughter & tears we shed.
Without you all I would still be living with the 'dead' kind of thinking about relationships :)
I guessed I matured alot this year, or maybe not :S I don't really know either :x
But alot of my thinking has changed, well for the better or worst I won't know yet. But at least I have my 5 years ahead planned & have decided on my career :D
Yup, for those who have been following my Facebook would know by now, yup I've decided to join the SPF after my NS! You people are reading the blog of a future law enforcer XD
Although my physical fitness is still a problem... ALRIGHT! It's decided, the year 2010 will be fitness year! I will train up from PES B to PES A! This year I will concentrating more on my studies and work. Must get a job by the end of January.
This year I have alot to achieve & do, all of which are my top piority:
-Get both car & bike license.
-Up my PES from B to A(A whole hell of training awaits me! RAWR!).
-Maintain my GPA @ 3.5 or not let it drop below 3.
-Find a girl who can make this heart beat again.
-Have a wonderful 21st birthday!!
Ok la I think thats almost about all that I want to say- wait let me think.
Oh ya! If you all haven't watched Avatar, you should go watch it! It's an awesome movie, was dam engrossed in it when I watched it with Wendli. If she didn't hold my hand during the movie I would have almost forgetten that I was watching the movie with her :x It was that mesmerising... well at least for me :x
Hmmm... I think that wraps up all I want to say. A whole new year is upon us!
Lets hope 2010 will be a better year for me in everything!
Hahas so I'll finish off this post with my list of top most 'something' of 2009.
ahDeX proudly presents his...
Number 1 most hyped about game:
Dual hidden blades! A hidden gun! More deadly assassination moves! A kickass main character, what more can you ask for? My favourite game of the year!
Number 1 song that pumps me up:
Afuredasu kanjou ga! Omg! This song never left any of my playlist! Especially great song to hear when gaming keeps you pumped, the energy from the song is just pure awesome! ♥ Seto Koji!!
Number 1 song that can turn on my tears tap:
This song just makes me cry, reminds me of- *sobs*
Truly deserve to be my number 1 sad song of 2009 *sobs*
Number 1 anticipated movie:
Up till now I've yet to see the movie even thought it was already out for 2 weeks in Japan, waiting for someone to upload it.
The ending of Kamen Rider Decade, the starting story of Double! How can I miss it!
Someone faster upload it on Youtube, even if its the raw version I don't care! I wanna watch it! RAWR!
Number 1 most favourite pieces of clothing:
6 words.
I.Just.Love.Hoodies.&.Vests.
FYI: The 1st picture is not actually a hoodie its a urban armor. For what? Urban warfare lor :x But I am so fucking going to buy it if I can find in SG XD
Number 1 most addicted drink:
Hot or chilled, I just can't get enough of this drink. Its my drug now, I just so addicted to it! Especially Heaven & Earth's green tea!
Number 1 watch series on youtube:
Kuuga, Agito, Ryuki, Faiz, Blade, Hibiki, Kabuto, Den-O, Kiva, Decade & now... Double(although Double is not featured in this video :S)!
Anyways, I'm so dam addicted to this series, I never liked Kamen Rider when I was young, thought they were stupid, but after watch a few series & a few episodes in, I realise its more than just a kiddy show, the actors & actresses are both stunning & the many places of Japan featured in the show- OMG! I just can't wait to go Japan!
Number 1 most hated to the core person:
ARGH!! RAWR!! Just the mere mention of this stupid indivdual is enough to make my blood boil, my anger rise! His is the only person I will not forgive & forget, even though statistics shows that everyone is more willing to forgive a fat person, I REFUSE!!
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: It was quite obvious hor? >.< Weii... up till now you still haven't give me a date yet >.<
♠miki: You have your phone liao!! Photo photo!!
♠liyin: Hahahahahahas, but the Boomer really looks like her lor! At first I still not sure then ask my buddies to look, then they also agree with me :x ROFL!
Ok never mind what I've done for the past 2 weeks without a single news on my blog.
Let me sum it up, I met a girl, we walked together, some 'things' happened along the way & now we're neither here nor there, although most of my heart is already gone after she broke my heart.
Forget it. Let's not talk about that now... Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, I intended to blog tomorrow de but then won't be at home(going to my family gathering then meeting my buddies in the late afternoon) & seeing that I have so much free time on my hands now, I might as well update XD
SO this year have been quite an eventful year. I was in 2 & a half relationship(the half relationship thing is with my piggy, because we never actually 'walk' together :S).
Relationship wise it has been a very eventful year for me. I met alot of girls this year, can almost say almost every type of girl also met le.
Much more comfortable talking with girls too le, say goodbye to the shy ahDeX lo!
BYE! BYE!
*kicks the shy ahDeX away*
The people I've met also alot, LAZY people, STUPID people, retarded people, CHILDISH(looks at Yuan Feng) people- ok la enough with the 'bad' people that I've met(joking only ah Yuan Feng).
But hey I've met a few awesome people too, 2 person I must named that helped me alot this year would be my dear gan-mummy & Fion! The support(& scoldings :x) you both have gave me this year really helped me through the times where I cannot see the light in life. So a very big thanks to the both of you!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
LOVE YOU BOTH! :D
And besides thanking those 2 I would also want to thank 3 idiots who have been with me for 8 coming 9 years le! Yup! Kenny, Nelson & Teng Hong! Without you 3, life would be dull as hell & not so much laughter(I still remember me, Nel & Ken cracking jokes @ the YCK police station XD).
So thanks to the 3 of you! For such fun, hilarious & eventful year whenever I'm out with you 3 ^^
Of course I'm not such an ungrateful person to forget my exs ;) To you girls I've nothing much to say about the heartaches you put me through, but... still without you girls I wouldn't have the courage to many things I did this year.
So thanks to you all :D For all the good times we have enjoyed, the love we, the laughter & tears we shed.
Without you all I would still be living with the 'dead' kind of thinking about relationships :)
I guessed I matured alot this year, or maybe not :S I don't really know either :x
But alot of my thinking has changed, well for the better or worst I won't know yet. But at least I have my 5 years ahead planned & have decided on my career :D
Yup, for those who have been following my Facebook would know by now, yup I've decided to join the SPF after my NS! You people are reading the blog of a future law enforcer XD
Although my physical fitness is still a problem... ALRIGHT! It's decided, the year 2010 will be fitness year! I will train up from PES B to PES A! This year I will concentrating more on my studies and work. Must get a job by the end of January.
This year I have alot to achieve & do, all of which are my top piority:
-Get both car & bike license.
-Up my PES from B to A(A whole hell of training awaits me! RAWR!).
-Maintain my GPA @ 3.5 or not let it drop below 3.
-Find a girl who can make this heart beat again.
-Have a wonderful 21st birthday!!
Ok la I think thats almost about all that I want to say- wait let me think.
Oh ya! If you all haven't watched Avatar, you should go watch it! It's an awesome movie, was dam engrossed in it when I watched it with Wendli. If she didn't hold my hand during the movie I would have almost forgetten that I was watching the movie with her :x It was that mesmerising... well at least for me :x
Hmmm... I think that wraps up all I want to say. A whole new year is upon us!
Lets hope 2010 will be a better year for me in everything!
Hahas so I'll finish off this post with my list of top most 'something' of 2009.
ahDeX proudly presents his...
Number 1s of 2009
Number 1 most hyped about game:
Assassins Creed II
Dual hidden blades! A hidden gun! More deadly assassination moves! A kickass main character, what more can you ask for? My favourite game of the year!
Number 1 song that pumps me up:
Supernova by Tetra-Fang
Afuredasu kanjou ga! Omg! This song never left any of my playlist! Especially great song to hear when gaming keeps you pumped, the energy from the song is just pure awesome! ♥ Seto Koji!!
Number 1 song that can turn on my tears tap:
一句话 by 卓文萱
This song just makes me cry, reminds me of- *sobs*
Truly deserve to be my number 1 sad song of 2009 *sobs*
Number 1 anticipated movie:
Kamen Rider × Kamen Rider Double & Decade: Movie War 2010
Up till now I've yet to see the movie even thought it was already out for 2 weeks in Japan, waiting for someone to upload it.
The ending of Kamen Rider Decade, the starting story of Double! How can I miss it!
Someone faster upload it on Youtube, even if its the raw version I don't care! I wanna watch it! RAWR!
Number 1 most favourite pieces of clothing:
Hoodies & Vest
6 words.
I.Just.Love.Hoodies.&.Vests.
FYI: The 1st picture is not actually a hoodie its a urban armor. For what? Urban warfare lor :x But I am so fucking going to buy it if I can find in SG XD
Number 1 most addicted drink:
Green Tea
Hot or chilled, I just can't get enough of this drink. Its my drug now, I just so addicted to it! Especially Heaven & Earth's green tea!
Number 1 watch series on youtube:
Kamen Rider
Kuuga, Agito, Ryuki, Faiz, Blade, Hibiki, Kabuto, Den-O, Kiva, Decade & now... Double(although Double is not featured in this video :S)!
Anyways, I'm so dam addicted to this series, I never liked Kamen Rider when I was young, thought they were stupid, but after watch a few series & a few episodes in, I realise its more than just a kiddy show, the actors & actresses are both stunning & the many places of Japan featured in the show- OMG! I just can't wait to go Japan!
Number 1 most hated to the core person:
Kheo Shing Hoong!!
ARGH!! RAWR!! Just the mere mention of this stupid indivdual is enough to make my blood boil, my anger rise! His is the only person I will not forgive & forget, even though statistics shows that everyone is more willing to forgive a fat person, I REFUSE!!
~.Tags replies.~
♠deadgal: It was quite obvious hor? >.< Weii... up till now you still haven't give me a date yet >.<
♠miki: You have your phone liao!! Photo photo!!
♠liyin: Hahahahahahas, but the Boomer really looks like her lor! At first I still not sure then ask my buddies to look, then they also agree with me :x ROFL!
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/30/2009 09:36:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Stay-home Tuesday!!
Woke up quite late today.
Fell asleep in my sis's room after chatting with her last night :O
Woke up blur blur de, dunno where I am.
Called her when I woke up, so happy to hear her voice, but she was still sleeping.
Her tired voice sounds so cute lor! ♥ it!
Was suppose to finish up all of Entrepreneur project 2 BY today but dam lazy la me... do abit, slack, do abit, slack alot, until now...
Lau pei bought a new bar of Cabury chocolates(Fruits & Nuts) for me & I still left 3/4 bottle full of green tea, which is enough to power me to finish this damn project... but... >.<
Keep thinking of Thursday do what when meet her, seriously cannot wait for Thursday to come lor!!
Whole body is still aching after working out @ the gym + swimming yesterday >.<
But still I have to workout later, must stay fit! Cannot slack!
Wonder what to do tomorrow...
Aiya tomorrow come then think, I go play Cabalsea now! New patch is in & server is up!
Fell asleep in my sis's room after chatting with her last night :O
Woke up blur blur de, dunno where I am.
Called her when I woke up, so happy to hear her voice, but she was still sleeping.
Her tired voice sounds so cute lor! ♥ it!
Was suppose to finish up all of Entrepreneur project 2 BY today but dam lazy la me... do abit, slack, do abit, slack alot, until now...
Lau pei bought a new bar of Cabury chocolates(Fruits & Nuts) for me & I still left 3/4 bottle full of green tea, which is enough to power me to finish this damn project... but... >.<
Keep thinking of Thursday do what when meet her, seriously cannot wait for Thursday to come lor!!
Whole body is still aching after working out @ the gym + swimming yesterday >.<
But still I have to workout later, must stay fit! Cannot slack!
Wonder what to do tomorrow...
Aiya tomorrow come then think, I go play Cabalsea now! New patch is in & server is up!
The feelings you gave me are so unique, one that no other girls had ever gave me, I love you♥
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/15/2009 11:36:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, December 14, 2009
Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday♥
So I haven't been posting for a few days le, time to update.
Otherwise I will keep getting bugged to update... seriously this is my blog you know I update as and when I want -.-
Went out with Lijun on Friday, met her @ SK MRT then train-ed down to Somerset, walk walk in 313 Somerset then walk around somemore before having lunch @ Cineleisure's KFC.
Afterwards no where to go, she suggested going to Airport walk walk & so we did.
Bus-ed there, alighted & walk walk around T3 & T1, all the while chatting & laughing, well actually Lijun did most of the laughing, she cracks up easily XD
Afterwards, 27-ed back to SK. We went up to Rivervale Mall's NTUC to buy TWIGGIES! (Yup! That delicious snack one of the Zombieland's character have been hunting the entire show XD) & carrot juice, sent her home after that jiu bus 11 home, myself.
Friday night something happened that made me very glad I did what I needed to do :)
Curious what happened? Sorry I won't say so much here, over the next few days when I post it le, you all jiu know le lor! ;P
Saturday was... L4D2 day!! Met up with Ken & Co. Went to have dinner @ PS's KFC. Wanted to watch Storm Warriors II(Feng Yun II), but then Ken watch le & told us it was really crappy & not worth watch, so we went to Parklane play lan instead!
L4D2-ed the entire evening till about 8pm+, ahahas! But the maps we played not as fun as the other time we at E2Max play de & the graphics also not so good(because the lan shop's com abit lousy IMO)
Train-ed home afterwards & met up around 1am for supper, Nel drove us to Geylang there to have frog porridge then went to Kallang Leisure park after for bowling but it was closed. Nel also suay la, he accidently had his father's car's front bumper scratched >.<
But he should be fine, the other time he also had it scratched then refuse to admit its his fault still manage to get away with it ;P
After that ton @ Kenny's house, watched Jackass 2.0 on Funshion, 4 big guys squeeze one bed abit strange, someone still left blood stains on Ken's table & bed, till this day the mystery remains unsolved...
Sunday was stay home sunday, but it was a particularly nice day because of... Hahas, same thing, it will be explained over the next few days ;D
Monday went cycling to the gym & swimming with Ken, met up with him & Teng(to lend him games for his NEW com). After rejecting him for insisting on going up my house to take mouse pad(Razor Mouse Pad, he really dam cheapo la... hear free only, eye big big -.-), we 2(Me & Ken), went to pump our bicycle tires before heading to SK's gym.
The swimming pool was close, forget that SK swimming pool is closed on Monday's so decided after gym then cycle to Hougang there swim...
I FINALLY GAINED ABIT OF WEIGHT!! *happy*
54kg le!! Hahas!! But that idiot win me, he 55kg -.-
But he was sort of a pussy yesterday, see the weights he set when training :S
PUSSY LA YOU!! AHAHAHAHAS!
Went to Hougang to swim after that, wanted to sun tan but failed... wasn't sunny enough for us to get a tan, still have cold wind blowing @ us >.<
Afterwards went to Compass Point because Ken wanted to check something regarding motherboards, because his com chui liao.
I got injured by my own bicyle lock, bleed quite abit >..<
Later at night, went out for supper @ Jalan Kayu with Ken & Co.
Ken 1st time, steal car keys to drive us out for supper!!
So touched until wan cry le!!
*sobs* *sobs*
Nah, I'm just fucking around! ;P But still... Thanks alot bro!!
After, drove to the park opposite SK stadium there chit chat under the drizzling rain.
Because Ken took his father's car without permission so he had to clean off the rain before he can return home, helped him be a free bagala wipe the rain drops off Xiao Hong for him, I guess thats sort of a thanks for driving us out for supper bah.
He should be honored because I charged my lau pei $5 for washing his taxi the other time & this time I did it for free for him XD
Basically thats all for the past few days!
So I'll end it with some random photos.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: I think you thinking the girl should be the one I mentioned. Yup! I was there, but no see into you also, hahas! Maybe our timing not right bah.
♠Jun: Hey I'm not skinny ok! Hahas! It's slim!! ;x
♠deadgal: Hahas, coincidently meet into very hard la. Will meet up with you, if you will give me a date when you want to meet lor ;)
Otherwise I will keep getting bugged to update... seriously this is my blog you know I update as and when I want -.-
Went out with Lijun on Friday, met her @ SK MRT then train-ed down to Somerset, walk walk in 313 Somerset then walk around somemore before having lunch @ Cineleisure's KFC.
Afterwards no where to go, she suggested going to Airport walk walk & so we did.
Bus-ed there, alighted & walk walk around T3 & T1, all the while chatting & laughing, well actually Lijun did most of the laughing, she cracks up easily XD
Afterwards, 27-ed back to SK. We went up to Rivervale Mall's NTUC to buy TWIGGIES! (Yup! That delicious snack one of the Zombieland's character have been hunting the entire show XD) & carrot juice, sent her home after that jiu bus 11 home, myself.
Friday night something happened that made me very glad I did what I needed to do :)
Curious what happened? Sorry I won't say so much here, over the next few days when I post it le, you all jiu know le lor! ;P
Saturday was... L4D2 day!! Met up with Ken & Co. Went to have dinner @ PS's KFC. Wanted to watch Storm Warriors II(Feng Yun II), but then Ken watch le & told us it was really crappy & not worth watch, so we went to Parklane play lan instead!
L4D2-ed the entire evening till about 8pm+, ahahas! But the maps we played not as fun as the other time we at E2Max play de & the graphics also not so good(because the lan shop's com abit lousy IMO)
Train-ed home afterwards & met up around 1am for supper, Nel drove us to Geylang there to have frog porridge then went to Kallang Leisure park after for bowling but it was closed. Nel also suay la, he accidently had his father's car's front bumper scratched >.<
But he should be fine, the other time he also had it scratched then refuse to admit its his fault still manage to get away with it ;P
After that ton @ Kenny's house, watched Jackass 2.0 on Funshion, 4 big guys squeeze one bed abit strange, someone still left blood stains on Ken's table & bed, till this day the mystery remains unsolved...
Sunday was stay home sunday, but it was a particularly nice day because of... Hahas, same thing, it will be explained over the next few days ;D
Monday went cycling to the gym & swimming with Ken, met up with him & Teng(to lend him games for his NEW com). After rejecting him for insisting on going up my house to take mouse pad(Razor Mouse Pad, he really dam cheapo la... hear free only, eye big big -.-), we 2(Me & Ken), went to pump our bicycle tires before heading to SK's gym.
The swimming pool was close, forget that SK swimming pool is closed on Monday's so decided after gym then cycle to Hougang there swim...
I FINALLY GAINED ABIT OF WEIGHT!! *happy*
54kg le!! Hahas!! But that idiot win me, he 55kg -.-
But he was sort of a pussy yesterday, see the weights he set when training :S
PUSSY LA YOU!! AHAHAHAHAS!
Went to Hougang to swim after that, wanted to sun tan but failed... wasn't sunny enough for us to get a tan, still have cold wind blowing @ us >.<
Afterwards went to Compass Point because Ken wanted to check something regarding motherboards, because his com chui liao.
I got injured by my own bicyle lock, bleed quite abit >..<
Later at night, went out for supper @ Jalan Kayu with Ken & Co.
Ken 1st time, steal car keys to drive us out for supper!!
So touched until wan cry le!!
*sobs* *sobs*
Nah, I'm just fucking around! ;P But still... Thanks alot bro!!
After, drove to the park opposite SK stadium there chit chat under the drizzling rain.
Because Ken took his father's car without permission so he had to clean off the rain before he can return home, helped him be a free bagala wipe the rain drops off Xiao Hong for him, I guess thats sort of a thanks for driving us out for supper bah.
He should be honored because I charged my lau pei $5 for washing his taxi the other time & this time I did it for free for him XD
Basically thats all for the past few days!
So I'll end it with some random photos.
EVIDENCE:
A grade standerd project ok... soloed by the one & only ahDeX.
You all can solo an A grade project come out mah?
Although its kind of stupid getting an A- just because I missed out only a few things in my content page -.-
Looking at my bro & sis sleeping makes me smile... they look like 2 dumplings... Hahahahahahahas!! Blankets wrapped until so tight ;P
Nice view from the Skytrain of Changi Airport's control tower.
A choir singing Christmas Carols @ the Grand Cathay. Hearing them sing, gets me into the holiday mood.
During supper, waiting to be served our frog porridge! Teng! Dun siam!
Note: PS! Forget to take photo of the food!
@ Kallang Leisure Park... GIANT CHRISTMAS TREE MADE OF BALLOONS!! Can you count how many balloons are there?
How can I resist not taking a zilian photo?
Ken looks good in that hoodie, not sucking up to you ah, but really looks good in it.
Should buy more hoodies to wear ;D
Chit-chatting under the cover of the road bridge @ SK park.
Look at those red markings on the parking lot, its made my Ken's lau pei as a guideline for parking Xiao Hong(Ken's Suzuki Swift) because the lot is very close to the wall. Don't believe that it will work? Take a look at the next photo.
TA DA!! A perfectly parked Xiao Hong!!
A grade standerd project ok... soloed by the one & only ahDeX.
You all can solo an A grade project come out mah?
Although its kind of stupid getting an A- just because I missed out only a few things in my content page -.-
Looking at my bro & sis sleeping makes me smile... they look like 2 dumplings... Hahahahahahahas!! Blankets wrapped until so tight ;P
Nice view from the Skytrain of Changi Airport's control tower.
A choir singing Christmas Carols @ the Grand Cathay. Hearing them sing, gets me into the holiday mood.
During supper, waiting to be served our frog porridge! Teng! Dun siam!
Note: PS! Forget to take photo of the food!
@ Kallang Leisure Park... GIANT CHRISTMAS TREE MADE OF BALLOONS!! Can you count how many balloons are there?
How can I resist not taking a zilian photo?
Ken looks good in that hoodie, not sucking up to you ah, but really looks good in it.
Should buy more hoodies to wear ;D
Chit-chatting under the cover of the road bridge @ SK park.
Look at those red markings on the parking lot, its made my Ken's lau pei as a guideline for parking Xiao Hong(Ken's Suzuki Swift) because the lot is very close to the wall. Don't believe that it will work? Take a look at the next photo.
TA DA!! A perfectly parked Xiao Hong!!
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: I think you thinking the girl should be the one I mentioned. Yup! I was there, but no see into you also, hahas! Maybe our timing not right bah.
♠Jun: Hey I'm not skinny ok! Hahas! It's slim!! ;x
♠deadgal: Hahas, coincidently meet into very hard la. Will meet up with you, if you will give me a date when you want to meet lor ;)
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/14/2009 11:10:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Friday, December 11, 2009
Ok I'm bored...
So I'm updating.
Past few days have been rather un-eventful... unless... you consider...
Falling sick, feeling like shit, having to complete project with a headache, heading down to police station to record statement, blah, blah, blah, blah as very eventful then... oh well last few days have been eventful lor.
Ok Monday... the usual. Got struck down with monday blues, missed the morning lesson, went for afternoon lesson instead. Expecting to get some submits (project work done from 2 very obvious people I've been mentioning so far).
But of course the sad sad truth is... NOBODY HANDED IN ANYTHING!
Ok Yuan Feng got wedding dinner to attend later hand in to me, thats excusable.
But the other fucking moron, kept quiet the whole time.
I already anticipated this anyway, but I kept quiet & still ask him if there's anything he don't know he can ask me, but of course the fuck just say: "Will de, will de." Words... but no action.
Lesson was just plain stupid, nothing really learnt, finished one accountable assignment for Mr Moh, then basically after that was just messing around.
So anyway, went home waited whole night for both of them to send me their work... Yuan Feng kept his word & did send me his after he reached him, good job YF! You put the trust back into me for you liao! From his work can see he put in effort, hahas!
Give yourself a pat on the back, buddy! You deserve this holiday :)
Where else, I waited & waited at my computer table for someone until I Zzz...
The following morning, woke up by a message, from who? Take a guess...
Of course it had to be that... STUPID FUCKING RETARDED USELESS BRAINLESS HAIRLESS FREE RIDER!! Here's what he wrote:
(Bolded sections are the part that serious PISSED ME OFF!)
"Sry dexter i still dun kn hw to do the 4p i yesterday go home got think and search web but still dun have ideas on 4p you can help me do i will treat you eat:)"
WTF!! I told him exactly what he needs to do last Tuesday!! Giving him almost an entire week to do a fucking easy section of the project (when I forward the msg Auntie Yin, she tho say its chicken feet). I even told him, if he does not understand anything he can ask me, or if he find that approaching me face to face very intimidating, can online (hide behind your fucking moniter) ask me.
And what happen? Only YF made the effort to ask me how to do.
Honestly I'm not looking down on anyone, not even when I found out that I'm grouped with a person that have a stupidly low GPA (1.4 how is it even possible?) for the fucking 1st semester & the very 1st liar that I met in my Higher Nitec course.
He lied to me he knows alot about Autocad, made me so happy to have him sit next to me only to end up me teaching him more then he teach me, & getting him irritating me often.
I only ask for him to do that easy section leh...
I SOLOED the whole fucking project 1, that being my 1st time doing an business course-like project leh. I had no fucking clue as to what I need to do, where I need to look. I completed based on purely my own research, common sense & asking around for any amount of assistance anyone can give (those whom I approached for help, you all should know yourself bah).
I'm proud to say at least I made an effort leh, I asked him why he online during weekend no ask me how to do, he told me he weekend never online. BULLSHIT! That Saturday I reached home around 1am+, bathe hao le, online awhile, say that he was fucking online & I stick around to see if he would ask me anything anot, but until 3+ still nothing, then he offline.
And just look at the second part I highlighted bold, what does he think I am? Some small child that can easily be pacified with sweets or food? Do you think I cannot afford to even pay for my own meal? FUCK YOU! I fucking give a shit about your meal, I just want you to fucking hand in your work to me, even in POINT FORM which I told you can do as long as you hand in to me the main point can le.
OMG! I seriously don't know how to deal with him, eventually I wanted to hand in the project this week, @ the last week of school, but because of him, I need to spend this sunday & maybe alittle of next week to finish up project 2.
I'm fucking done with him I'm not going to include him for my third project, I decided to write a note in project 2 for Mr Foo to see, explaining how I cannot work with this free rider anymore. I don't want to share my grades with someone who does nothing & not even make an effort to do ANYTHING.
Many apologises. I'm sorry that you all have to read this post with like a swear word in almost every sentence, but if I didn't get that all out I would seriously explode from inside.
Got back Entrepreneur Project 1, got an A but its a low A, A-. Because my content page didn't do the format Mr Foo wanted (I forgot actually, hey I soloed an entire project, give me a break its just a dam content page...). But it was the only project in class that got an A, feel very dam proud when Mr Foo pointed out the 3 of us (he should have just pointed me out, because I complained to him beforehand that I soloed the entire project le).
Although he did look at me only when he asked me how I did it & whether I did get outside help, of course I was glad to explain, he seems impressed ;)
That was perhaps one of the few lights that I saw this week bah, that made me happy.
The later on that day, I went to Yio Chu Kang police station to record my statement, was called in the morning by I/O Edmund to go down & record statement.
1stly I want thank Lijun for accompanying me down to YCK & waiting for me while I record my statement. Thank you! And very ps to have made you waited so long for me, thanks for the patience :)
Was feeling feverish when I reached home, but no choice had to get started on the project 2 immediately while studying for ACDD test the next day.
Wednesday rushed down to school for ACDD test, reached school then found out...
NO TEST!! WTH!? Made me mug for nothing lor! Dammit! Dam pissed. But hack care la, no test also good, only pissed that I had studied for nothing :(
Planned to pong last day of school, since YF not going also (I don't want to be stuck in the same class with Stupid (yes, its your new official name, Shing Hoong, you're called Stupid to me).
Reached home finally get some free time to rest, read your blog & found out that by accident because of my busy day & me turning in early because I was sick that I made you so worried for me the day before >.< Felt dam guilty about it lor >.<
So so sorry to you, made you so worried me le, should have at least messaged you once to let you know I'm fine, it was too late also when I saw your MSN message, you already offline le.
Sorry sorry, I won't do that again le, won't let you worried for me. But thanks for the concern you gave me :)
Today (Thursday, I know this post ended up on Friday >.>), went with Nel & Ken to YCK police station again. The 3 of us inside the station machiam breathe into laughing gas, keep saying stupid things made each other laugh, I think even the police & people inside waiting also think we seow liao, keep laughing non-stop.
But seriously la, it just seems like everything we saw today also dam funny lor, laugh until ta bu lei tahan.
Had lunch @ AMK Hub, PEPPER LUNCH! Ken's treat! :D After that 136-ed home, I pop by NTUC restock on my chocolate & green tea, saw Lijun working there, purposely go her counter to pay ;P
Sorry ah, today I didn't take any photos so I going to end with zilian photos instead.
Saturday going movies + E2MAX L4D2!! Can't wait!! Wohoo!!
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: 4B class de, that fat girl with that extremely disgustingly loud laughter... :x You remember mah? I got time, I find her Friendster or Facebook profile then link it to you.
♠Renee;DD: Eh, ok.
Past few days have been rather un-eventful... unless... you consider...
Falling sick, feeling like shit, having to complete project with a headache, heading down to police station to record statement, blah, blah, blah, blah as very eventful then... oh well last few days have been eventful lor.
Ok Monday... the usual. Got struck down with monday blues, missed the morning lesson, went for afternoon lesson instead. Expecting to get some submits (project work done from 2 very obvious people I've been mentioning so far).
But of course the sad sad truth is... NOBODY HANDED IN ANYTHING!
Ok Yuan Feng got wedding dinner to attend later hand in to me, thats excusable.
But the other fucking moron, kept quiet the whole time.
I already anticipated this anyway, but I kept quiet & still ask him if there's anything he don't know he can ask me, but of course the fuck just say: "Will de, will de." Words... but no action.
Lesson was just plain stupid, nothing really learnt, finished one accountable assignment for Mr Moh, then basically after that was just messing around.
Some random drawings on the Autocad program by Yuan Feng...
Guess it really suits him... childish 22 year old ;P (Although I have to admit, the mouse is pretty cute.)
Guess it really suits him... childish 22 year old ;P (Although I have to admit, the mouse is pretty cute.)
So anyway, went home waited whole night for both of them to send me their work... Yuan Feng kept his word & did send me his after he reached him, good job YF! You put the trust back into me for you liao! From his work can see he put in effort, hahas!
Give yourself a pat on the back, buddy! You deserve this holiday :)
Where else, I waited & waited at my computer table for someone until I Zzz...
The following morning, woke up by a message, from who? Take a guess...
Of course it had to be that... STUPID FUCKING RETARDED USELESS BRAINLESS HAIRLESS FREE RIDER!! Here's what he wrote:
(Bolded sections are the part that serious PISSED ME OFF!)
"Sry dexter i still dun kn hw to do the 4p i yesterday go home got think and search web but still dun have ideas on 4p you can help me do i will treat you eat:)"
WTF!! I told him exactly what he needs to do last Tuesday!! Giving him almost an entire week to do a fucking easy section of the project (when I forward the msg Auntie Yin, she tho say its chicken feet). I even told him, if he does not understand anything he can ask me, or if he find that approaching me face to face very intimidating, can online (hide behind your fucking moniter) ask me.
And what happen? Only YF made the effort to ask me how to do.
Honestly I'm not looking down on anyone, not even when I found out that I'm grouped with a person that have a stupidly low GPA (1.4 how is it even possible?) for the fucking 1st semester & the very 1st liar that I met in my Higher Nitec course.
He lied to me he knows alot about Autocad, made me so happy to have him sit next to me only to end up me teaching him more then he teach me, & getting him irritating me often.
I only ask for him to do that easy section leh...
I SOLOED the whole fucking project 1, that being my 1st time doing an business course-like project leh. I had no fucking clue as to what I need to do, where I need to look. I completed based on purely my own research, common sense & asking around for any amount of assistance anyone can give (those whom I approached for help, you all should know yourself bah).
I'm proud to say at least I made an effort leh, I asked him why he online during weekend no ask me how to do, he told me he weekend never online. BULLSHIT! That Saturday I reached home around 1am+, bathe hao le, online awhile, say that he was fucking online & I stick around to see if he would ask me anything anot, but until 3+ still nothing, then he offline.
And just look at the second part I highlighted bold, what does he think I am? Some small child that can easily be pacified with sweets or food? Do you think I cannot afford to even pay for my own meal? FUCK YOU! I fucking give a shit about your meal, I just want you to fucking hand in your work to me, even in POINT FORM which I told you can do as long as you hand in to me the main point can le.
OMG! I seriously don't know how to deal with him, eventually I wanted to hand in the project this week, @ the last week of school, but because of him, I need to spend this sunday & maybe alittle of next week to finish up project 2.
I'm fucking done with him I'm not going to include him for my third project, I decided to write a note in project 2 for Mr Foo to see, explaining how I cannot work with this free rider anymore. I don't want to share my grades with someone who does nothing & not even make an effort to do ANYTHING.
Many apologises. I'm sorry that you all have to read this post with like a swear word in almost every sentence, but if I didn't get that all out I would seriously explode from inside.
Got back Entrepreneur Project 1, got an A but its a low A, A-. Because my content page didn't do the format Mr Foo wanted (I forgot actually, hey I soloed an entire project, give me a break its just a dam content page...). But it was the only project in class that got an A, feel very dam proud when Mr Foo pointed out the 3 of us (he should have just pointed me out, because I complained to him beforehand that I soloed the entire project le).
Although he did look at me only when he asked me how I did it & whether I did get outside help, of course I was glad to explain, he seems impressed ;)
That was perhaps one of the few lights that I saw this week bah, that made me happy.
The later on that day, I went to Yio Chu Kang police station to record my statement, was called in the morning by I/O Edmund to go down & record statement.
1stly I want thank Lijun for accompanying me down to YCK & waiting for me while I record my statement. Thank you! And very ps to have made you waited so long for me, thanks for the patience :)
Was feeling feverish when I reached home, but no choice had to get started on the project 2 immediately while studying for ACDD test the next day.
Wednesday rushed down to school for ACDD test, reached school then found out...
NO TEST!! WTH!? Made me mug for nothing lor! Dammit! Dam pissed. But hack care la, no test also good, only pissed that I had studied for nothing :(
Planned to pong last day of school, since YF not going also (I don't want to be stuck in the same class with Stupid (yes, its your new official name, Shing Hoong, you're called Stupid to me).
Reached home finally get some free time to rest, read your blog & found out that by accident because of my busy day & me turning in early because I was sick that I made you so worried for me the day before >.< Felt dam guilty about it lor >.<
So so sorry to you, made you so worried me le, should have at least messaged you once to let you know I'm fine, it was too late also when I saw your MSN message, you already offline le.
Sorry sorry, I won't do that again le, won't let you worried for me. But thanks for the concern you gave me :)
Today (Thursday, I know this post ended up on Friday >.>), went with Nel & Ken to YCK police station again. The 3 of us inside the station machiam breathe into laughing gas, keep saying stupid things made each other laugh, I think even the police & people inside waiting also think we seow liao, keep laughing non-stop.
But seriously la, it just seems like everything we saw today also dam funny lor, laugh until ta bu lei tahan.
Had lunch @ AMK Hub, PEPPER LUNCH! Ken's treat! :D After that 136-ed home, I pop by NTUC restock on my chocolate & green tea, saw Lijun working there, purposely go her counter to pay ;P
Sorry ah, today I didn't take any photos so I going to end with zilian photos instead.
Saturday going movies + E2MAX L4D2!! Can't wait!! Wohoo!!
Hahs! Too much Assassins Creed made me so in love with hoodies!
But why do I feel like a male red riding hood :x
If asked who's the moonlight of my life every night, my answer would be...
But why do I feel like a male red riding hood :x
If asked who's the moonlight of my life every night, my answer would be...
~.Tags replies.~
♠Yin: 4B class de, that fat girl with that extremely disgustingly loud laughter... :x You remember mah? I got time, I find her Friendster or Facebook profile then link it to you.
♠Renee;DD: Eh, ok.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/11/2009 04:12:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, December 7, 2009
Weekends.
Alright update le, so for those who kept bugging me, you are getting what you want le, happy? -.-
Looked out of the window on Thursday night mah? The moon was really bright that night, dam beautiful la, very long no see the moon shine so bright le, stand under it machiam stand under a spotlight likedat :x
But the 1st thing that came into my mind when I saw it was... Why is there a Bejeweled orb in the sky, where's the other 2 more orbs so I can explode it?
Jialat! Play too much Bejeweled le, now over addicted :x
So for those who have noticed my Facebook status update on Friday would know that Friday I've been to plenty of places.
Met with Ken about 9.30am, bus down to YCK, to accompany him settle his 'thing'.
Afterwards, I suggested we go NYP to buy drink & of course feed my eyes ice cream lols, joking only la, I wanted to see how NYP is never been there before.
In my opinion, it kind of reminds me of TTS hospital :S
Was disturbing each other saying maybe will see into familiar people *wink wink*
In the end really bump into someone, Wendy (my ex) :x
Afterwards it begin to rain so actually wanted to walk to AMK hub there walk walk de, but Ken suggested go the newly open 313 Somerset shopping mall walk walk, so train down to Somerset.
Figures, whenever there's a Q in Singapore, its safe to assume that some freebies or promotions in that particular area, here we see typical Singaporeans in a Q to get into UNIQLO(apparently some of the items they have are going really cheap, I saw a pair of skinnys going for only $19+ (usually cost around $50-$60+).
Was really tempted to go in & buy but... not a fan of Q-ing up that long ;P
So afterwards we decide to just walk to random location, walking & chatting something caught my attention outside of Taka...
Ok so fastforward... after that its bus 11(walk la!) to Plaza Sing, bus down to Suntec(pop by Kbox hoping to see someone, but instead just saw a random chiobu at the counter, oh well), bus to Tampines for lunch(LJS!), then bus back to Punggol...
Basically all those long bus trip the 2 of us was... Zzz... all the way :{
Random photos taken that day!
So yeah was really tired on Friday + I slept late so...
Woke up around 3pm by a message from Ken asking if want to go out anot, steady as always... I agreed lor, crawled out of bed... bath & went out le.
Meet with Ken & Nel @ Punggol MRT, train down to Somerset to meet Teng & his gf.
Walk around 313 for awhile then went to have dinner @ Centre Point's Mac (MCSPICY!)
After that went to buy tickets for movie, went up E2Max to play...
Omg! Dam fun la, really enjoyed playing it & we had a new codename for the female Boomer, its... JESSABELL!!
In case you all wondering who is Jessabell, she is this girl that studied in the same secondary school as us & she has this really annoying laughter that makes us dislike her & also she really resembles the female Boomer.
I won't include her photo for a side by side comparison because they would be really bad & I'll get karma for it so I will just throw in a picture of a female Boomer 7 you all use your imagination ok?
PS: From what we remembered how she looks like. She really resembles the female Boomer. I'm not kidding ;x
Not all of us played L4D2, Teng & his gf couldn't join us because his movie (Ninja Assassin)is starting soon.
So we went on ahead & played till 9pm+ roughly 15mins before our movie starts...
Overall not a bad horror movie. Scary? Yes. Better then Paranormal Activity? No.
7/10 for this horror flick, some part of it had me looking away from the screen (hey, if you were me at that moment you will be scared too ok ;P).
Won't spoil the story for you all, so go watch it yourself.
Hmmm... lead actress shares the same name as someone...
After movie bus 11(walk la!! Zzz...) to Doby Gaunt's bus stop waited till 12:30am then 6N-ed home. Nel suggested supper but me & Ken wasn't hungry so supper cancelled.
But in the end I waited till 4am+ ordered 2x Sausage Mcmuffin with Egg, was feeling hungry after showering :x
Sunday was stay home Sunday-
It's getting late, continue tomorrow.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee;DD: Lame tag -.- You get a U grade for it, tag better the next time...
♠miki: No means no. Can one la, you already say someone did it liao so why can't you?
♠Yin: That time we working part-time together mah, then pay quite good, OT only jiu earn dao siao so our wallets during that time all fat fat one ;)
♠Jun: Hey, hi! Thanks for the tag ;D
Looked out of the window on Thursday night mah? The moon was really bright that night, dam beautiful la, very long no see the moon shine so bright le, stand under it machiam stand under a spotlight likedat :x
But the 1st thing that came into my mind when I saw it was... Why is there a Bejeweled orb in the sky, where's the other 2 more orbs so I can explode it?
Jialat! Play too much Bejeweled le, now over addicted :x
So for those who have noticed my Facebook status update on Friday would know that Friday I've been to plenty of places.
Met with Ken about 9.30am, bus down to YCK, to accompany him settle his 'thing'.
Afterwards, I suggested we go NYP to buy drink & of course feed my eyes ice cream lols, joking only la, I wanted to see how NYP is never been there before.
In my opinion, it kind of reminds me of TTS hospital :S
Was disturbing each other saying maybe will see into familiar people *wink wink*
In the end really bump into someone, Wendy (my ex) :x
Afterwards it begin to rain so actually wanted to walk to AMK hub there walk walk de, but Ken suggested go the newly open 313 Somerset shopping mall walk walk, so train down to Somerset.
Figures, whenever there's a Q in Singapore, its safe to assume that some freebies or promotions in that particular area, here we see typical Singaporeans in a Q to get into UNIQLO(apparently some of the items they have are going really cheap, I saw a pair of skinnys going for only $19+ (usually cost around $50-$60+).
Was really tempted to go in & buy but... not a fan of Q-ing up that long ;P
So afterwards we decide to just walk to random location, walking & chatting something caught my attention outside of Taka...
IT'S A HUGE LV BAG!!
Ok so fastforward... after that its bus 11(walk la!) to Plaza Sing, bus down to Suntec(pop by Kbox hoping to see someone, but instead just saw a random chiobu at the counter, oh well), bus to Tampines for lunch(LJS!), then bus back to Punggol...
Basically all those long bus trip the 2 of us was... Zzz... all the way :{
Random photos taken that day!
OMG! Found it in a random toy store in Plaza Sing.
Kamen Rider Den-O(Liner Form) & Kamen Rider Zeronos(Zero Form) action figure!
But didn't buy, I'm too old for toys anyway :x
Don't the markings on the road looks like smiley faces to you?
Kamen Rider Den-O(Liner Form) & Kamen Rider Zeronos(Zero Form) action figure!
But didn't buy, I'm too old for toys anyway :x
Don't the markings on the road looks like smiley faces to you?
So yeah was really tired on Friday + I slept late so...
Woke up around 3pm by a message from Ken asking if want to go out anot, steady as always... I agreed lor, crawled out of bed... bath & went out le.
Meet with Ken & Nel @ Punggol MRT, train down to Somerset to meet Teng & his gf.
Walk around 313 for awhile then went to have dinner @ Centre Point's Mac (MCSPICY!)
After that went to buy tickets for movie, went up E2Max to play...
Omg! Dam fun la, really enjoyed playing it & we had a new codename for the female Boomer, its... JESSABELL!!
In case you all wondering who is Jessabell, she is this girl that studied in the same secondary school as us & she has this really annoying laughter that makes us dislike her & also she really resembles the female Boomer.
I won't include her photo for a side by side comparison because they would be really bad & I'll get karma for it so I will just throw in a picture of a female Boomer 7 you all use your imagination ok?
PS: From what we remembered how she looks like. She really resembles the female Boomer. I'm not kidding ;x
RAWR!
Not all of us played L4D2, Teng & his gf couldn't join us because his movie (Ninja Assassin)is starting soon.
So we went on ahead & played till 9pm+ roughly 15mins before our movie starts...
Overall not a bad horror movie. Scary? Yes. Better then Paranormal Activity? No.
7/10 for this horror flick, some part of it had me looking away from the screen (hey, if you were me at that moment you will be scared too ok ;P).
Won't spoil the story for you all, so go watch it yourself.
Hmmm... lead actress shares the same name as someone...
After movie bus 11(walk la!! Zzz...) to Doby Gaunt's bus stop waited till 12:30am then 6N-ed home. Nel suggested supper but me & Ken wasn't hungry so supper cancelled.
But in the end I waited till 4am+ ordered 2x Sausage Mcmuffin with Egg, was feeling hungry after showering :x
Sunday was stay home Sunday-
It's getting late, continue tomorrow.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee;DD: Lame tag -.- You get a U grade for it, tag better the next time...
♠miki: No means no. Can one la, you already say someone did it liao so why can't you?
♠Yin: That time we working part-time together mah, then pay quite good, OT only jiu earn dao siao so our wallets during that time all fat fat one ;)
♠Jun: Hey, hi! Thanks for the tag ;D
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/07/2009 04:16:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Later.
Going out with buddies, update later.
Stop MSN pming/SMSing/cbox tagging for updates, it getting to become a pain in the neck.
It's my blog, I update as & when I like.
Not for all of you to decide for me.
Stop MSN pming/SMSing/cbox tagging for updates, it getting to become a pain in the neck.
It's my blog, I update as & when I like.
Not for all of you to decide for me.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/05/2009 03:16:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I'm feel...
I dunno what kind of feeling I have now...
Saying words to hurt someone you love, is really very difficult alot more then I thought...
Why can't I just be cold-hearted to you?
Why do I feel so guilty, why do I keep re-reading that conversation instead of just closing it & be done with it?
Why can't I let go, even after telling myself a thousand times, a million times to let go...
Have I truly lost all common sense & allow myself to fall in love for some whom I've only spoken to, but never met before?
To me, you have become just that girl who exist only in my computer & a voice I can only hear in my phone. A person I can never touch no matter how hard I reach out & stretch my hand towards...
Why stranger? Have you stolen my heart & left me to die.
How can you live happily knowing that you have hurt me so badly...
You have made my heart so cold... stranger...
Saying words to hurt someone you love, is really very difficult alot more then I thought...
Why can't I just be cold-hearted to you?
Why do I feel so guilty, why do I keep re-reading that conversation instead of just closing it & be done with it?
Why can't I let go, even after telling myself a thousand times, a million times to let go...
Have I truly lost all common sense & allow myself to fall in love for some whom I've only spoken to, but never met before?
To me, you have become just that girl who exist only in my computer & a voice I can only hear in my phone. A person I can never touch no matter how hard I reach out & stretch my hand towards...
Why stranger? Have you stolen my heart & left me to die.
How can you live happily knowing that you have hurt me so badly...
You have made my heart so cold... stranger...
You read, but like everyone else, you never understand, worst still you pretend to understand.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/03/2009 05:00:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Bloody hell...
Didn't go school today because of one stupid shit that happen in the morning, I seriously don't want to talk about it so don't ask me what happened & whatnot.
I only let 1 person know about this matter & if you are not that one person who knew about it, then don't bother talking to me about this matter just read my Facebook status, it will give you a clue.
I swear one of these days I'll walk out of this house & never come back again.
Miss diao my ACDD test today, dam dulan, msged See Miang ask her help me ask Mr Tan if can take the test another time, luckily can.
Which gives me more days to study for the test, hopefully I score well for it.
Mugged the whole night last night but only manage to study a little bit, ETTV is giving me a headache & so is facade questions...
Already started on my Entrepreneur project, the section I needed to do doesn't seem so easy as I thought it would, need to go find those online research done by others de, tomorrow is thursday liao, I hope those 2 noobs did what they need to do & not disappoint me.
I gave them the easiest sections to do, but the gut feeling of going to be heavily disappointed is lingering & I trust my feelings more then I trust them...
Hais... times like these I really wish I had someone close to support me, to help me through this stressful period. Unfortunately. it seems those people who I want care & support from are never around when I need them, only appearing when they need me. Which makes me wonder about certain things... like if girls my age really suits me or not, because I always seem to receive the right kind of support I want from girls 6 years younger then me...
Oh well, but at least now I know I do have people who care about me. Want to thank my friend Zhao Rong for texting me last night & today, all the while accompanying me & giving me the care, support when I needed it the most(although you fell asleep halfway through, don't blame you, it was really getting very late), I'm glad to have know her. Glad that you got through your injection today, hahas, told you its really nothing to be scared about de ;)
~.Tags replies.~
♠miki: Sorry, its ALL mine! ;P
♠Yin: Aiya, can de that time me & Teng they all I think we every week went to watch show for 1 month+ hahas :x
I only let 1 person know about this matter & if you are not that one person who knew about it, then don't bother talking to me about this matter just read my Facebook status, it will give you a clue.
I swear one of these days I'll walk out of this house & never come back again.
Miss diao my ACDD test today, dam dulan, msged See Miang ask her help me ask Mr Tan if can take the test another time, luckily can.
Which gives me more days to study for the test, hopefully I score well for it.
Mugged the whole night last night but only manage to study a little bit, ETTV is giving me a headache & so is facade questions...
Already started on my Entrepreneur project, the section I needed to do doesn't seem so easy as I thought it would, need to go find those online research done by others de, tomorrow is thursday liao, I hope those 2 noobs did what they need to do & not disappoint me.
I gave them the easiest sections to do, but the gut feeling of going to be heavily disappointed is lingering & I trust my feelings more then I trust them...
Hais... times like these I really wish I had someone close to support me, to help me through this stressful period. Unfortunately. it seems those people who I want care & support from are never around when I need them, only appearing when they need me. Which makes me wonder about certain things... like if girls my age really suits me or not, because I always seem to receive the right kind of support I want from girls 6 years younger then me...
Oh well, but at least now I know I do have people who care about me. Want to thank my friend Zhao Rong for texting me last night & today, all the while accompanying me & giving me the care, support when I needed it the most(although you fell asleep halfway through, don't blame you, it was really getting very late), I'm glad to have know her. Glad that you got through your injection today, hahas, told you its really nothing to be scared about de ;)
Don't ask me why Piggy, but I'm very sure we are gone from each other's heart. Gone are the days where our problems matters to each other.
~.Tags replies.~
♠miki: Sorry, its ALL mine! ;P
♠Yin: Aiya, can de that time me & Teng they all I think we every week went to watch show for 1 month+ hahas :x
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/02/2009 08:52:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
WTH!
Sians arh! Just found out today that Entrepreneur project 2's deadline is next week tuesday, kns.
Then tomorrow got ACDD phase test, next week got Mr. Moh's phase test also... but hack care la, the week after next jiu holidays le.
Lucky I look at what I need to do for Entrepreneur project 2, not so much things as the 1st one that I need to do. Assigned work to those 2 idiots, hopefully they don't disappoint, but I got a gut feeling I will be SEVERELY disappointed. I might end up soloing this project again... hais.
Feeling kind of down right now...
No! I don't need anyone to comfort, lend a listening ear, try cheer me up or do anything to make me feel better.
I know I'm falling in love again with someone else, but I have no intention to confess to her because of the fear that after confessing, it will end up like me & Piggy, even up till this moment I still ponder over my actions & how we would be if I had not confess to you...
YOU made my heart become so cold & hard, that these heart warming feelings of falling in love has become more then just an annoyance to me.
Should I let you know? Or bury these feelings deep down & let them fade? I think I should choose the 2nd option...
~.Tags replies.~
♠G is grace: Oh! LOL! I thought who it is ahahahas :x
♠deadgal: You're welcome ^^ Then when feeling better & free le wan meet up jiu let me know lo, ok? XD
♠Yin: Ya I know going to be showing liao ah, but got movie marathon meh? Got another 2 more movies coming soon not bad also, Zombieland & Avatar, lets go watch all 3 shows!! XD
Then tomorrow got ACDD phase test, next week got Mr. Moh's phase test also... but hack care la, the week after next jiu holidays le.
Lucky I look at what I need to do for Entrepreneur project 2, not so much things as the 1st one that I need to do. Assigned work to those 2 idiots, hopefully they don't disappoint, but I got a gut feeling I will be SEVERELY disappointed. I might end up soloing this project again... hais.
Feeling kind of down right now...
No! I don't need anyone to comfort, lend a listening ear, try cheer me up or do anything to make me feel better.
I know I'm falling in love again with someone else, but I have no intention to confess to her because of the fear that after confessing, it will end up like me & Piggy, even up till this moment I still ponder over my actions & how we would be if I had not confess to you...
YOU made my heart become so cold & hard, that these heart warming feelings of falling in love has become more then just an annoyance to me.
Should I let you know? Or bury these feelings deep down & let them fade? I think I should choose the 2nd option...
*sign*
Zilian photos!
有一句話... 再也都聽不到 :(
有一句話... 再也都聽不到 :(
~.Tags replies.~
♠G is grace: Oh! LOL! I thought who it is ahahahas :x
♠deadgal: You're welcome ^^ Then when feeling better & free le wan meet up jiu let me know lo, ok? XD
♠Yin: Ya I know going to be showing liao ah, but got movie marathon meh? Got another 2 more movies coming soon not bad also, Zombieland & Avatar, lets go watch all 3 shows!! XD
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12/01/2009 09:25:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
