Tuesday, October 27, 2009
The usual sucky Monday.
Shit day, don't ask, don't really feel like saying now.
Anyways, feeling very guilty for my actions earlier today.
I know now is not the time for this & I know how much shit you are going through today, you didn't have to tell me, I know.
I've been through it although only once, it felt like it only happened yesterday to me. I can understand the pressure you are going through & the last thing you really need was me who shouted at you the moment you decide to answer my call.
I'm really sorry, had I kept my emotions in check, our chat would have been more pleasant, I expected that we chat properly but of course expectations & reality are often different.
Given a chance to change things, I really wished I had been more understanding towards you.
I know at that moment during the call, those words of mine have pierced your heart without mercy, although you kept quiet I know on my side you were not feeling good at all, coupled with the stress you getting.
You probaly be wondering why haven't I stop since I know all this?
All I can say was, you were right in asking me to calm down which I wasn't at that time, it was just stupid little me, just shooting my mouth off without proper thought or considerations towards your feelings.
I feel very conflicted right now, I don't know if I should message you to wish you good luck again for your upcoming maths paper 1.
I do not wish to pressure you further, I'm slowly learning my mistake, which I hope its not too late.
What should I do? :(
Anyways, feeling very guilty for my actions earlier today.
I know now is not the time for this & I know how much shit you are going through today, you didn't have to tell me, I know.
I've been through it although only once, it felt like it only happened yesterday to me. I can understand the pressure you are going through & the last thing you really need was me who shouted at you the moment you decide to answer my call.
I'm really sorry, had I kept my emotions in check, our chat would have been more pleasant, I expected that we chat properly but of course expectations & reality are often different.
Given a chance to change things, I really wished I had been more understanding towards you.
I know at that moment during the call, those words of mine have pierced your heart without mercy, although you kept quiet I know on my side you were not feeling good at all, coupled with the stress you getting.
You probaly be wondering why haven't I stop since I know all this?
All I can say was, you were right in asking me to calm down which I wasn't at that time, it was just stupid little me, just shooting my mouth off without proper thought or considerations towards your feelings.
I feel very conflicted right now, I don't know if I should message you to wish you good luck again for your upcoming maths paper 1.
I do not wish to pressure you further, I'm slowly learning my mistake, which I hope its not too late.
What should I do? :(
I need to be more understanding & more thoughtful towards you... and I NEED to do it, not just say...
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/27/2009 03:29:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
