Monday, October 26, 2009
Thought things out.
New personal record!
91 hours of no sleep.
Man... thats fucking bad for my health, I really shouldn't attempt that again.
But I guess I sort of got a serious case of insomia for the past few days :S
Alcohol really is the best medicine for insomia.
Really not fun, not enough sleep really makes you do alot of crazy & very stupid things like anyhow think of certain things... if I continued not sleeping I most likely will have a mental breakdown.
Didn't have my proper meals also, didn't quite have the mood to eat.
Checked my phone & realise I'm such a fool, I really should have left you to study.
My apologys again, I know I have said enough 'sorrys' till you're sick of hearing them already, but I know that I'm in the fault & no point in trying to find excuses for my mistakes.
Went out with Val mummy on saturday, usual ECP, cycle.
Wasn't really enjoying myself due to the lack of sleep & just got more emo for fucking no reason.
I knew the messages I sent you is beginning to annoy you, I can tell. Sorry about that.
Anyways back to the cycling, wasn't really much people who went, just 4 person, me, mummy & 2 other guys whose name I can't remember.
I think one was called Ray? The other I really cannot remember but he looks like a slimmed down version of Shing Hong (my Higher NITEC classmate) which I dunno is a good or bad thing considering I'm not on very good terms with him, but they're 2 different person so I shouldn't lump them together.
Cycled like siao lor the whole time, just went as fast as I could, stopped when we reached the east end of ECP, had a break there, chat alittle, then rush like siao back to return bicyle, ps mummy didn't wait for you all :(
Bus 43-ed home, bought bak chor mee to eat for dinner, didn't even finish it jiu went bath and prepare go meet Kenny le.
Went to Social House (near Tangs, @ Clarke Quay) to club, paiseh ah Alan & Yuan Fong, but mummy didn't wanted to go, then I don't feel like ps-ing buddy, so bo bian ps you all instead ;P
@ Social House there drank a black label (or was it red label?) whisky which brand name I forgotten already (memory getting from bad to worse), can't remember how many cups I drank either but I assumed I drank quite abit because at some point I felt like puking, but I controlled because I don't want wait my friends see me like very weak always go drinking only I confirm puke.
But damn, it was really some hard liquor sia, on my 2nd cup which was the cup that i help Kenny tank, I already have a drunk drunk feeling liao.
Around 6+ this morning reach home? Totally blur, just cleaned myself up with a wet cloth then fall flat asleep in my sister's room. Lucky she doesn't use the room (she sleeps with my parents) otherwise confirm tio kp because of the liquor stench :x
Paiseh ah, today's post is abit dry, because some photos are with Kenny & I'm lazy to upload a few from my phone.
Today stone at home, lazy to do anything.
I think you really angry with me bah, because now you don't even reply my message le, although I dunno if you're angry or just wanted to fully concentrate on your revision, I'm guessing the second one, so hope I'm right :S
Anyways its late, I'm hungry, mac has arrived & waiting for me, time to watch The Ugly Truth & eat before sleep, school tomorrow, I can feel the monday blues creeping up on me already.
Virgo is earthy & represents the sixth sign of the zodiac. You belong to a group of people known for their perfectionism & highly analytical minds. There's a bit of a joke about how precise & demanding Virgos are but when you think about it, what's wrong with being tidy, organised and clean? In a way, you are misunderstood & your attention to detail, your desire for excellence & hygiene is not as bad as some might think.
You have a rather unusual preoccupation of being extremely fastidious and also critical of the world. Some of the people that know you feel as if your standards are way too high to live up to. If only they knew just how critical you are of yourself! You don't really expect any more of others than you do of yourself. And after a time those that hang out or live with you start to learn some vital lessons about the true meaning of work & achievement. This due to your high standards.
When you do express your criticism of something it's more than likely because you're analysed & summed up a situation correctly before acting out your thoughts. While some people might find this an annoying habit, others will never hesitate to involve you in their work. These people recognise your natural talents & will invite you onto their social scene & involve you in their personal projects, as your expertise is highly valued.
You make a wonderful impression with your skilful insights & broad-based knowledge. Simply put, you are a most interesting person to be with. When others get to know you a little more, you can be a fascinating person with all sorts of useful titbits of information.
On the most practical level you really like to do things properly, meticulously by working through the work or service you perform on a daily basis. It doesn't matter how small or large the task, you take pride in how well you do it. You investigate things before diving in. Once you have all the information required you complete your task to the best of your ability.
Others who aren't quite as precise in the way they carry out their own work find it hard dealing with you. In your own mind there's no point in doing anything half-heartedly. You'd rather not do it at all. You are very clear on this.
Time is also important to you. So you like to make sure you use it well. It would be unusual to find a disorganised Virgo. Keeping a diary and making lists are a favourite pastime of yours. Of course having the right pen & paper to keep your lists is just as important so a favourite hangout for some Virgos is the local stationery supply store. It sounds a little weird sure, but you do need to have the right pen to write with!
You are cautious about all manner of things from how much the food bill costs to what type of person is just right for you in your social or romantic life. You have a hawk eye & can spot an error a mile away. If that food bill is out by 5 cents you'll pick it up.
Your Virgoan antenna is sharp as a tack & you'll pay special attention to the fine detail of any subject matter. You're also very well read & interested in a variety of topics. You consider yourself an eternal student of sorts.
Some people think you're shy & unassuming but this is only because you cautiously like to observe and analyse people & situations before jumping to conclusions. You do have a keen intelligence & a capacity for learning but prefer to make your decisions based on sound judgments. Practical facts are preferable to naive or airy fairy beliefs according to you.
If you're born between the 24th August & 3rd September you really don't like to be the centre of attention. You become quite embarrassed if singled out in the crowd. You'd prefer to remain anonymous. You are the quiet achiever who likes to remain in the background concentrating on getting things done right without too much hullabaloo.
If you're born between the 4th & 14th of September you bring a clear and decisive viewpoint to any matter at hand. You're a quick thinker and although you are logical in the way you live your life, you do have moments of intuition that surprise even you! Don't become too serious though!
Allow yourself to express your youthful & innocent qualities if you are born between the 15th & 23rd of September. Venus, your co-ruler adds sensuality to your character. You will always remain young & pleasure seeking. Growing old gracefully doesn't appeal to you. Life is to be lived to the fullest.
I'm confirmed you have read about my horoscope characters le bah, so I just bolded the part I want you to notice
I'm trying to be understanding as hard as I can, really.
91 hours of no sleep.
Man... thats fucking bad for my health, I really shouldn't attempt that again.
But I guess I sort of got a serious case of insomia for the past few days :S
Alcohol really is the best medicine for insomia.
Really not fun, not enough sleep really makes you do alot of crazy & very stupid things like anyhow think of certain things... if I continued not sleeping I most likely will have a mental breakdown.
Didn't have my proper meals also, didn't quite have the mood to eat.
Checked my phone & realise I'm such a fool, I really should have left you to study.
My apologys again, I know I have said enough 'sorrys' till you're sick of hearing them already, but I know that I'm in the fault & no point in trying to find excuses for my mistakes.
Went out with Val mummy on saturday, usual ECP, cycle.
Wasn't really enjoying myself due to the lack of sleep & just got more emo for fucking no reason.
I knew the messages I sent you is beginning to annoy you, I can tell. Sorry about that.
Anyways back to the cycling, wasn't really much people who went, just 4 person, me, mummy & 2 other guys whose name I can't remember.
I think one was called Ray? The other I really cannot remember but he looks like a slimmed down version of Shing Hong (my Higher NITEC classmate) which I dunno is a good or bad thing considering I'm not on very good terms with him, but they're 2 different person so I shouldn't lump them together.
Cycled like siao lor the whole time, just went as fast as I could, stopped when we reached the east end of ECP, had a break there, chat alittle, then rush like siao back to return bicyle, ps mummy didn't wait for you all :(
Bus 43-ed home, bought bak chor mee to eat for dinner, didn't even finish it jiu went bath and prepare go meet Kenny le.
Went to Social House (near Tangs, @ Clarke Quay) to club, paiseh ah Alan & Yuan Fong, but mummy didn't wanted to go, then I don't feel like ps-ing buddy, so bo bian ps you all instead ;P
@ Social House there drank a black label (or was it red label?) whisky which brand name I forgotten already (memory getting from bad to worse), can't remember how many cups I drank either but I assumed I drank quite abit because at some point I felt like puking, but I controlled because I don't want wait my friends see me like very weak always go drinking only I confirm puke.
But damn, it was really some hard liquor sia, on my 2nd cup which was the cup that i help Kenny tank, I already have a drunk drunk feeling liao.
Around 6+ this morning reach home? Totally blur, just cleaned myself up with a wet cloth then fall flat asleep in my sister's room. Lucky she doesn't use the room (she sleeps with my parents) otherwise confirm tio kp because of the liquor stench :x
Paiseh ah, today's post is abit dry, because some photos are with Kenny & I'm lazy to upload a few from my phone.
Today stone at home, lazy to do anything.
I think you really angry with me bah, because now you don't even reply my message le, although I dunno if you're angry or just wanted to fully concentrate on your revision, I'm guessing the second one, so hope I'm right :S
Anyways its late, I'm hungry, mac has arrived & waiting for me, time to watch The Ugly Truth & eat before sleep, school tomorrow, I can feel the monday blues creeping up on me already.
Virgo
Virgo is earthy & represents the sixth sign of the zodiac. You belong to a group of people known for their perfectionism & highly analytical minds. There's a bit of a joke about how precise & demanding Virgos are but when you think about it, what's wrong with being tidy, organised and clean? In a way, you are misunderstood & your attention to detail, your desire for excellence & hygiene is not as bad as some might think.
You have a rather unusual preoccupation of being extremely fastidious and also critical of the world. Some of the people that know you feel as if your standards are way too high to live up to. If only they knew just how critical you are of yourself! You don't really expect any more of others than you do of yourself. And after a time those that hang out or live with you start to learn some vital lessons about the true meaning of work & achievement. This due to your high standards.
When you do express your criticism of something it's more than likely because you're analysed & summed up a situation correctly before acting out your thoughts. While some people might find this an annoying habit, others will never hesitate to involve you in their work. These people recognise your natural talents & will invite you onto their social scene & involve you in their personal projects, as your expertise is highly valued.
You make a wonderful impression with your skilful insights & broad-based knowledge. Simply put, you are a most interesting person to be with. When others get to know you a little more, you can be a fascinating person with all sorts of useful titbits of information.
On the most practical level you really like to do things properly, meticulously by working through the work or service you perform on a daily basis. It doesn't matter how small or large the task, you take pride in how well you do it. You investigate things before diving in. Once you have all the information required you complete your task to the best of your ability.
Others who aren't quite as precise in the way they carry out their own work find it hard dealing with you. In your own mind there's no point in doing anything half-heartedly. You'd rather not do it at all. You are very clear on this.
Time is also important to you. So you like to make sure you use it well. It would be unusual to find a disorganised Virgo. Keeping a diary and making lists are a favourite pastime of yours. Of course having the right pen & paper to keep your lists is just as important so a favourite hangout for some Virgos is the local stationery supply store. It sounds a little weird sure, but you do need to have the right pen to write with!
You are cautious about all manner of things from how much the food bill costs to what type of person is just right for you in your social or romantic life. You have a hawk eye & can spot an error a mile away. If that food bill is out by 5 cents you'll pick it up.
Your Virgoan antenna is sharp as a tack & you'll pay special attention to the fine detail of any subject matter. You're also very well read & interested in a variety of topics. You consider yourself an eternal student of sorts.
Some people think you're shy & unassuming but this is only because you cautiously like to observe and analyse people & situations before jumping to conclusions. You do have a keen intelligence & a capacity for learning but prefer to make your decisions based on sound judgments. Practical facts are preferable to naive or airy fairy beliefs according to you.
If you're born between the 24th August & 3rd September you really don't like to be the centre of attention. You become quite embarrassed if singled out in the crowd. You'd prefer to remain anonymous. You are the quiet achiever who likes to remain in the background concentrating on getting things done right without too much hullabaloo.
If you're born between the 4th & 14th of September you bring a clear and decisive viewpoint to any matter at hand. You're a quick thinker and although you are logical in the way you live your life, you do have moments of intuition that surprise even you! Don't become too serious though!
Allow yourself to express your youthful & innocent qualities if you are born between the 15th & 23rd of September. Venus, your co-ruler adds sensuality to your character. You will always remain young & pleasure seeking. Growing old gracefully doesn't appeal to you. Life is to be lived to the fullest.
I'm confirmed you have read about my horoscope characters le bah, so I just bolded the part I want you to notice
I'm trying to be understanding as hard as I can, really.
These nights without you has been hard.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/26/2009 01:02:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
