Saturday, October 24, 2009
Fail-ology part 1.
*throws stone*
Bounce once, bounce twice, sinks into sea.
*throws another stone*
Bounce once, sinks into sea.
*throws stone*
Bounce once, bounce twice, bounce trice, sinks into sea.
*throws stones*
...
Just reached home not long, currently sitting at 64 hours 11 seconds without sleep + gym today.
I didn't get through the interview, 1st time I got outright rejected for a job.
The interview ended hours before my message to you, I was just blindly wondering around Clarke Quay, sitting by the Singapore River just stoning away until I felt better enough to message you.
You didn't even asked how it went, yes I know I cracked a joke back to you as a reply, but it was to cover my unhappiness...
After that you I had not heard a single word from you at all.
Went to Changi Beach to stone there till late, my feelings are just took a spiral down, where are you this time when I need you again, more then the other time?
I guess I was long forgetten by you, buried in your studies, or with him, or enjoying yourself hanging out with friends, or just simply wanted to avoid me, to force me to rest.
As for me I sat there, waiting and waiting for your message, waiting for my phone's message tone to ring, seconds seems like hours, minutes seems like days and hours seems like weeks, but your message never came.
I messaged a couple of times, called you even, all I got was silence from you.
I picked myself up & forced myself home, luckily everyone is asleep when I reach home, I did not want any of my family to see my sad face.
Stomach is growling & gastric is kicking in, I didn't had any dinner or even a proper lunch today, but I really did not feel like eating at all, just drank some warm milk earlier.
I've just read your blog, I'm not hurt by what was written and understand what you trying to make me understand.
Of course I noticed the important points of what you purposely highlighted in bold to catch my attention.
The last bolded line was the centre of my attention.
I knew immediately what you are refering to... it was something I had said to you the previous night on phone.
I'm sorry for what I've said to you, I know you are quite tired from my sorrys.
But please if you want me to feel better, accept my sincere apology.
It's already the 65th hour of no sleep le, I'm still waiting for your message or call, I can't stop worrying about you no matter how hard I try.
I really wish to hear from you soon.
Later on going meet Valerie mummy go cycling & later tonight clubbing with Kenny & my ITE classmates, I doubt I'll have the energy to dance, most likely will just be drinking till I drop dead.
Maybe thats the only way to make myself sleep.
Waiting... still waiting...
~.Tags replies.~
♠Gina: Thanks for the tag.
Bounce once, bounce twice, sinks into sea.
*throws another stone*
Bounce once, sinks into sea.
*throws stone*
Bounce once, bounce twice, bounce trice, sinks into sea.
*throws stones*
...
The invisble Post-It notes always remain pasted on my face, each carrying a worry for you.
Just reached home not long, currently sitting at 64 hours 11 seconds without sleep + gym today.
I didn't get through the interview, 1st time I got outright rejected for a job.
The interview ended hours before my message to you, I was just blindly wondering around Clarke Quay, sitting by the Singapore River just stoning away until I felt better enough to message you.
You didn't even asked how it went, yes I know I cracked a joke back to you as a reply, but it was to cover my unhappiness...
After that you I had not heard a single word from you at all.
Went to Changi Beach to stone there till late, my feelings are just took a spiral down, where are you this time when I need you again, more then the other time?
I guess I was long forgetten by you, buried in your studies, or with him, or enjoying yourself hanging out with friends, or just simply wanted to avoid me, to force me to rest.
As for me I sat there, waiting and waiting for your message, waiting for my phone's message tone to ring, seconds seems like hours, minutes seems like days and hours seems like weeks, but your message never came.
I messaged a couple of times, called you even, all I got was silence from you.
I picked myself up & forced myself home, luckily everyone is asleep when I reach home, I did not want any of my family to see my sad face.
Stomach is growling & gastric is kicking in, I didn't had any dinner or even a proper lunch today, but I really did not feel like eating at all, just drank some warm milk earlier.
I've just read your blog, I'm not hurt by what was written and understand what you trying to make me understand.
Of course I noticed the important points of what you purposely highlighted in bold to catch my attention.
The last bolded line was the centre of my attention.
I knew immediately what you are refering to... it was something I had said to you the previous night on phone.
I'm sorry for what I've said to you, I know you are quite tired from my sorrys.
But please if you want me to feel better, accept my sincere apology.
I'm very sorry about it!!
*bows head down*
*bows head down*
It's already the 65th hour of no sleep le, I'm still waiting for your message or call, I can't stop worrying about you no matter how hard I try.
I really wish to hear from you soon.
Later on going meet Valerie mummy go cycling & later tonight clubbing with Kenny & my ITE classmates, I doubt I'll have the energy to dance, most likely will just be drinking till I drop dead.
Maybe thats the only way to make myself sleep.
Waiting... still waiting...
~.Tags replies.~
♠Gina: Thanks for the tag.
♔
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
.~♠♥♦♣~.
King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/24/2009 03:08:00 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
