Sunday, October 18, 2009
Down, down, down, down...
Nothing happy to update really...
Heard news from my parents yesterday that my father's youngest brother, Uncle Jeffery is dead, died from asthma attack.
I dunno what to say, this is the first time I was affected by this kind of news.
I never been this moody even when both my grandfathers died, maybe because I wasn't close with them bah.
I can say me & my brother was really close with Uncle Jeff when I was a small kid, remember he used to bring me out often, take me to play & buy things for me, never scolded me once no matter what I did, really a good uncle.
We didn't contact for more then 10 years since he had a conflict with my grandmother for certain things that she did out of a folly to his wife & children.
Finally heard news of him, it had to be such grim news
*head goes down*
Hais... :'(
Why do the people who are generally good always die so early?
What about those people that deserved death, why aren't they dead.
This world is so goddam unfair!! :(
After reading a certain piggy's blog (yes, I do check your blog everyday too, for updates), I feel like I died alittle inside, emotions just went further downhill, I really don't understand why... :'(
Have I not made myself clear enough?
Why do you still think that way?
I knew something was wrong, but you said you're fine, you want me to share my problems with you, I can do the same for you too, all you need to is just ask.
I feel like I'm on a möbius strip(yes, Fion I went to look up the meaning) in everything right now, getting to now where at all in life...
I know I said I would never show out my sadness again, but I just can't help it, I couldn't find anyone to talk to, I was on the edge of going crazy, this blog was the only place I scream out all that pent-up frustration!
Right now my confidence is just plunging into a all-time low...
Who will lend me a hand to pull me up?
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee ;DD: Noted.
Heard news from my parents yesterday that my father's youngest brother, Uncle Jeffery is dead, died from asthma attack.
I dunno what to say, this is the first time I was affected by this kind of news.
I never been this moody even when both my grandfathers died, maybe because I wasn't close with them bah.
I can say me & my brother was really close with Uncle Jeff when I was a small kid, remember he used to bring me out often, take me to play & buy things for me, never scolded me once no matter what I did, really a good uncle.
We didn't contact for more then 10 years since he had a conflict with my grandmother for certain things that she did out of a folly to his wife & children.
Finally heard news of him, it had to be such grim news
*head goes down*
Hais... :'(
Why do the people who are generally good always die so early?
What about those people that deserved death, why aren't they dead.
This world is so goddam unfair!! :(
After reading a certain piggy's blog (yes, I do check your blog everyday too, for updates), I feel like I died alittle inside, emotions just went further downhill, I really don't understand why... :'(
Have I not made myself clear enough?
Why do you still think that way?
I knew something was wrong, but you said you're fine, you want me to share my problems with you, I can do the same for you too, all you need to is just ask.
I feel like I'm on a möbius strip(yes, Fion I went to look up the meaning) in everything right now, getting to now where at all in life...
I know I said I would never show out my sadness again, but I just can't help it, I couldn't find anyone to talk to, I was on the edge of going crazy, this blog was the only place I scream out all that pent-up frustration!
Right now my confidence is just plunging into a all-time low...
Who will lend me a hand to pull me up?
Guess Eeyore really suits me character-wise, I'm as sad & depressed like him...
I need you... more then you think so.
I need you... more then you think so.
~.Tags replies.~
♠Renee ;DD: Noted.
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King
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King
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/18/2009 08:34:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
